Entry number: 05 

For the second time in my life, I find myself feeling all alone... 

I don't even know why I'm feeling like this! I shouldn't be feeling like this. I have Baekhyun and my grandmother. Why should I feel so lonely? I'm getting better now! I don't need to feel how I felt the last time. I have nothing going on which would make me feel lonely... and yet this feeling keeps bothering me almost everyday. Why won't this feeling leave me alone? 

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"Hi" Baekhyun said happily the next morning, sitting down next to Sehun and leaning in with a grin plastered on his face 
"Hi" Sehun replied, inching himself away from Baekhyun with a frown on his face 
"What's wrong with you?" he asked and Baekhyun shook his head. 

"Nothing really" he replied 
"Well then why do you look like you're high?" Sehun asked, earning a hit on the arm 
"You have to be such a buzz kill don't you?" was the reply before Baekhyun tucked into his breakfast 
"And just so you know, I was acting like that because of yesterday" he added before blushing at how silly he sounded whilst Sehun raised an eyebrow. 

"How did it go?" he asked and Baekhyun hesitated before he told him about what had happened. Leaving out the part where he waved to Sehun because, obviously, his friend knew about that part!

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"And then he walked down the hall to his room whilst I walked to mine" he finished and Sehun nodded his head 
"So when will the two of you be doing that again?" he asked 
"I dunno... whenever Chanyeol asks me" Baekhyun muttered. 

"It doesn't have to be him, you could ask" Sehun said but Baekhyun's eyes widened and he shook his head 
"No way!" he exclaimed 
"Why not?"
"Do you think I'd have the courage to go up and ask him?" Baekhyun asked and Sehun shrugged his shoulders. 

"You had the courage to say yes to him when he asked you. So get that courage back and as him" was his reply, going back to his breakfast whilst Baekhyun began to tell him of the plan for Saturday when the two of them were going out to get costumes ready for the party coming up. 

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"What?" Chanyeol asked, taking a seat and frowning when he saw the look on Jongin's and Luhan's faces 
"You know exactly what" Jongin replied, but Chanyeol didn't, turning to Minseok for help but he could only shrug his shoulders as well 
"You should be ashamed of yourself as well" Luhan said to him 
"What did I do?" Minseok asked, but the other two would answer him and instead just continued to glared at him and Chanyeol.

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Today would finally be the day that Luhan and Sehun found out the result of their project. After all the pain staking hours they put in and the amount of free time they gave up, it had better been worth it. Otherwise, there were going to be two very unhappy boys!

"Do you think we passed?" Luhan asked, their teacher walking around the classroom to each group to give them their final results 
"We better have, otherwise we spent all that time indoors for nothing" Sehun replied, the two of them holding their breaths as their teacher finally came to their table, staring at the two of them before he handed them a slip of paper. 

"Well done boys" was all he said before walking away, leaving the two boys there to scramble as they looked at the slip of paper and their eyes widened.

"Alright, we got an A!" Luhan said happily, holding his hand up for a high five, Sehun rolling his eyes but nevertheless, returned the high five before grinning. This was actually the highest grade he ever got in a lesson before! Just wait until his grandmother heard about this! Meanwhile, Luhan was sat there quite surprised. That had been the first time he had seen Sehun smile in any way let alone high five him freely. 

"You know, you should smile more often" Luhan began 
"Makes you not look like you're constantly on a lemon" he added whilst Sehun rolled his eyes 
"If your comment was meant to offend me, you did a pretty bad job" he replied but Luhan shook his head 
"It's actually a compliment. I'm trying to tell you that you look nicer when you smile" to which Sehun said nothing and dropped his gaze to the floor. 

"You should also socialise more, make friends with others besides Baekhyun" Luhan continued 
"I'm perfectly fine with the friend I have" Sehun muttered 
"Whatever floats your boat" Luhan said, taking out a pen and began to draw on the slip of paper. 

"What are you doing?" Sehun asked, watching as Luhan began to draw a person 
"What I think you look like on a daily basis" Luhan replied, Sehun leaning in to watch him before he frowned. 

"Hey, my hair is not styled like that" he whined, scoffing when Luhan shot him a look, adding a few more pieces to it before he finished and handed it over 
"Think of it as a token of our blossoming friendship" he said happily. 

"What friendship?" Sehun asked, taking the paper to look at the drawing whilst Luhan smiled 
"Ah, you say that now, but things can change in the future. Chanyeol and Baekhyun by some miracle may end up dating soon, therefore you'll probably be seeing a lot more of me" he replied and Sehun shook his head.

"Or so you think" grinning when he saw the pout on Luhan's lips, the two of them getting their stuff ready to go
"Trust me Sehun, even if you may not agree with me, we have a friendship of some sort" he said 
"And trust me when I say this Han, you can try to befriend me all you want but I'm perfectly fine with where I am right now" Sehun replied 
"It's Luhan" the boy whined, stomping out of class moodily. 

Watching him walk away like a five year old, Sehun couldn't help but laugh. His gaze dropped to the picture that was in his hand, though to being with he wanted to chuck the thing in the bin on his way out, he found himself not bringing himself to do it. Instead, he folded the picture up and put it in his pocket, walking to Baekhyun who was waiting for him at the entrance of the class, the two of them walking down the hall to their next lesson discussing the grades they had just recieved...

Let's get the Hunhan ship sailing!!

Next chapter is going to be Sehun and Baekhyun shopping for costumes, then possibly the party where a lot of things are going to happen and we're going to find out a tiny bit more on what is really going on with Sehun. 

Until then!!