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It’s really hard just to watch the one you loved most hurting because of you, but it’s really harder to know he’s hurting and you can’t do anything but to look at him.

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JUNHEE POV:

*meanwhile before the wedding*

Junhee was busy scanning her papers on her table when Ga In seat on her table.

Junhee: *Didn’t notice Ga In at her side*

Ga In: Seems you’re really busy huh?

Junhee: Yeah. I have a lot of surgeries right now. *still looking at her papers*

Ga In: oh I see. You are not going in the wedding?

Junhee: *Stops from reading and looks over to Ga In with her not interested look* I’m not. That’s why I’m here. *Looks again with her papers* and besides, I don’t feel to go. Soyeon and I wasn’t that close.

Ga In: chincha? Geez. Yeh. Same here. Jokwon nagging me to come *rolled eyes* seriously why? She doesn’t even my friend. But wait? You don’t really want to come?

Junhee: I’m not interested.

Ga In: Seriously? Hmmm… seems you didn’t hear the news yet? *Eyebrow twitch*

Junhee: What news?

Ga In: She came back.

Junhee: *looks again with Ga In with confusion*

Ga In: Jinwoon doesn’t tell you yet? Oh c’mon! Jiyeon came back, and I heard she’s now coming in the wedding, Geez, I heard it from Jokwon, he even doesn’t wants to tell me *Rolled eyes*

Junhee: is that true?*looks shocked*

Ga In: yeh. It’s that true. I heard she change a lot. Seriously, after three years, what brought her back? Haha. So funny of her

Junhee: *realizes the last phone conversation they have*

*Phone conversation:*

Jinwoon: Yoboseo? *Really drunk*

Junhee: Yah! Thank God you answer my call, I kept on calling you, are you drank?

Jinwoon: Mianhe. I just felt want to drink.

Junhee: Jagiya, is there any problem?

Jinwoon: ani.

Junhee automatically stood up in her seat and leaves Ga In dumb headed.

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And that’s it. Now I know why Jinwoon acting strange like that the time we spoke on the phone, the night I kept on calling him but he didn’t picked it up. I was really shocked until now. After what Ga In said to me, after the realization hits my head, I was out of my mind runs over here. And  I can’t believe that I’m now in front of the woman who’s been my boyfriend first love, who’s been his everything before, the only woman who broke his heart into shattered pieces that I earned so hard, so hard just to fix it up. And I do admit, I was really in the state of shocked, although how many times, I told to myself to act normal, but  seeing her right now in my front same as she giving me a blank expression at all, comes to think me one thing--- why she need to come back?

I was cut-off when Wooyoung approaches us, I’m still hugging Jinwoon, after I kissed him, and I remained in this kind of position, for unknown reasons at all.

Wooyoung: Yah! You really brat! You said you’re not coming.

Junhee: Mianhe. *still hugging Jinwoon* I just can’t take my jagiya *looks over Jinwoon*

 But--- I was cut off again with my own words by simply looking at Jinwoon, he was not paying attention to me, and rather he was dumb headed looking somewhere else. I followed his gaze and found out, he was looking at her. Like him, Jiyeon was looking at him back, or should I say she was looking at us with a BLANK EXPRESSION at all.

Wooyoung: * he saw how Jinwoon looks over Jiyeon, same as Jiyeon do, same as how Junhee looks to them too. This was really an awkward scene between them, he cleared his throat to gather their attention* ehem.

Jinwoon: *backs on his senses and looks at Junhee* Jagiya, what are you saying?

Junhee: *smile bitterly as she shook her head and borrowed her head to Jinwoon’s chest* aniya jagiya.

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(A/N: here I go again, hahaha. please play this song before reading the below parts, You will definitlely feel the emotions here with listening to this song. ^^ honestly, i just found this song when I search randomly in internet ^^   kekek. but anyways, please paly it again once it was finish ^^ komawo ) 

Inside the room: (After the reception)

*Jiyeon was staring blankly, her hands was shaking, body was trembling*

Eunjung: Yah! Jiyeon-ah! Ka ja! Let’s go home. *she was tapping Jiyeon’s shoulder*

Jiyeon: *still shocked*

Qri: Jungie, just call Taec to pick her up. *almost whisper, but Jiyeon seems not hearing it*

Jiyeon: unniee--- *she called out but she was still staring nothing*

Eunjung: Wae?

Jiyeon: u—unnie *stuttering* since when? *now she’s looking at her unnie with blank expression*

Eunjung: *looks at Boram* what since when Ji?  *pretending not to know, even though she really knows what Jiyeon was referring too.*

Jiyeon: Don’t play with me unnie. Since when they start dating? Are they dating? For real? *she asks continuously*

Boram: Ji, they were dating since last year. *she said in a matter of fact*

And it hits like a bullet to her, Jiyeon just close her eyes to restrain those tears that really wanted to escape in her eyes. She sighs and bitterly smiled to her unnies—to hide the pain.

Jiyeon: Chincha? How come? *smiles* how come they become couple? *smiles again* wae? Wae? Wae you didn’t tell me?

Eunjung: Jiyeon-ah! You didn’t ask it, and besides, it’s not important for you to know.  The two of you are already done right?

Jiyeon: It is important to me unnie! *she almost shouted*

And everyone got shocked in her words.

Jiyeon: It’s important to me. Wae? Why it’s easy for him to replace me? He promised me! He promised me that he will love only me!  Does he love that girl? Aniya *shaking her head like crazy* and he even replaces me for someone who’s not worth it?  She doesn’t deserve Jinwoon! *now she was standing*

No one talked. They were all shock with Jiyeon reactions and actions. It’s their first time to see Jiyeon like this.

Jiyeon: Aniya! This would not be happen, I will take him again, and I will not let him for that woman. I don’t like it. Jinwoon is mi—

Snap …

Jiyeon: *holding her face* unnie. *shocked*

Boram: *snaps Jiyeon in her face, she was crying* are you hearing what are you saying Jiyeon? *angry voice*

Eunjung: Enough Boram-nie. *holding her both shoulder*

Boram: Yah! Jiyeon-ah! We didn’t ask for your explanation for leaving my brother like that, we understand you even in the point I don’t get it at all. *crying*Why do you need to leave my brother like that? When you left him, you let him to replace you!  And now you will just say those stupid words? What did you know about deserve and worth it? Who’s not worth it? Whose doesn’t deserve my brother?  IT’S YOU JIYEON! IT’S NOTHING BUT YOU! *shouted* you left my brother, you left him like a trash, do you have any idea how much you hurt him? YOU KNOW HOW MUCH MY BROTHER LOVES YOU *shouted while crying* and now you’re saying you take him again? What do you think of my brother? A toy? YAH! Stop this Jiyeon-ah!

Jiyeon: *looks at her Boram unnie; she holding back her tears. She looks at her straight to the eye* Unnie, do you think I really want what I did? Do you think, I didn’t hurt for what I did? Yeh. You’re right, I leave him, I leave him. But you don’t have any idea how painful it is to me. *she looks like with a blank expression without meeting their gaze *

Boram: *still crying*

Jiyeon: *still holding back her tears* it’s really hard just to watch the one you loved most hurting because of you , and it’s really harder to know he’s hurting and you can’t do nothing but to look at him. You didn’t know how much painful it is unnie. You don’t have any idea. *she now looking at her Boram unnie with tears fell in her eyes*

Flashback:

Jinwoon:  Yah! Open this door! *spanks his both hands in the door o