Chapter 7: Regrets

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How we end up like this? What happened to us? Looking at you right now—I can’t find anything; rather than hurt, a deep grudge of hurt. Why you let me feel this way to you?

 

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Eunjung: Chukahae Soyeon!! *gives a flower to her *

 

Soyeon: Komawo *accepts the flower*

 

Boram: Chincha? Seriously? Yah! Why you should marry first before me? *pouting*

 

Soyeon and Eunjung: *both giggled*

 

  Qri: Unnie! You should find first a namja. Haha *as she enters to the room*

 

Boram: YAH!

 

Soyeon: Uh? Where’s Dino Ji? Is she not coming? *looks so sad*

 

Eunjung: *looks at Boram asking for rescue* ah- uhhmm.

 

Boram: She might be busy Sso. She really have a lots of projects right? Just understand her. I know how much she really wants to go *lie*

 

Eunjung: Deh! She’s right. Maybe she will send you a message. I hope you’re not mad at her.

 

Qri: Chincha? In her friend own wedding? You know what, all of us were busy, but we give time because this is our friend’s special day. *annoyed*

 

Eunjung: *looks at Qri with eyebrow twitch *

 

Jiyeon: Am I late? *she smiled at her unnies while entering to the room* mianhe unnie. It was traffic. Here *she give her present to Soyeon*

 

Soyeon: I thought your not coming? *there was a relief the way she speak*

 

Jiyeon: Waeyo? This is my friend’s wedding, I wouldn’t come? *gives her sweetest smile*

 

Tok.tok.tok

 

Everyone looks at the door when someone knocked.

 

Mr. Oh: The wedding will be start so get ready.

 

Soyeon: *took a deep breath* Deh.

 

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Jiyeon POV:

 

 

I took a lot of courage to step again my feet in this church. Yeah, the same church where I put my same grave three years ago. I didn’t expect this day would happen again; just looking at this church was enough for me to remind of everything from that day. My wedding day. The most special and memorable day of my life. But yet; I ruined it. I ruin everything because of running away. And until now, I can’t even tell why I need to run, why I need to that. If everything was simple could it be, if I just have another option; I will not run that day. But I have to, I need to. Even it’s killing me.

 

Those things happen to me for these past three years were keeping running on my mind.  I took a deep breathe from it. I really need to be distracted; I pay my whole attention with the couple in the altar--- Soyeon unnie and Jong Hyuk oppa. They were really seems happy, it was all written in their face, I saw how Soyeon unnie shed tears, she can’t even speak for her vows.  And same as Jong Hyun oppa, he was really hiding his tears but he really failed, and I can’t help myself but smiled. They were a very perfect couple. Despite of many differences they have, still they find ways to make everything go well. Maybe love always came that way. I just wished, it became the same thing to me.

 

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At the reception area:

 

 

Jinwoon POV:

 

 

Stare.

 

I didn’t know why am I doing this but I can’t helped myself not to stare at her this time. And I hate it. I hate the fact that even myself right now was betraying me. Even how much I manage not to look at her at least once; I felt my body has its own life and I unconsciously looking at her.

 

And I can’t believe for the past day after we talked those stupid nonsense lies of hers, I found myself thinking of it all over and over. ! I hate it. Why does she need to open up again those ing lies again?

 

I’m done with her! I’m done. I totally move on. So what’s with her again? I drink straight my beer. I hate this. She’s become occupied my mind. I hate the way she easily distracted me.

 

 

Seulong: *looking at Jinwoon, he notices that Jinwoon was looking at Jiyeon direction, then sighed*

 

Jinwoon: *drink his beer again*

 

Seulong: Do you think everything will settle by just looking at her? *eyes in the table*

 

Jinwoon: *looks at Seulong with confusion*

 

Seulong: *looking at Jinwoon now* you know, the two of you should talk.

 

Jinwoon: For what? We don’t have to talk; we were nothing to talk about. *drink his beer again*

 

Seulong: chincha? But I guess, that’s the only thing the two of you should do *looks directly with his eyes* for you to find the answer, for you to know the truth.

 

Jinwoon: Hyung, it doesn’t have too.

 

Seulong: It does have too. I know how hard it to do. But try to listen with her, you know Jin, between all of us, you know very well her, I know down deeply in your heart; you also seeking for her answers

 

Jinwoon: *laugh and shook his head* Yes, I know her, not until she left me. Because right now I don’t know who she is now. She became a far way different from the Jiyeon I known.

 

Seulong: Jin *persuading*

 

Jinwoon: Enough hyung. Were done. I’m totally moved on.

 

Seulong: I’m not saying this because I want the two of you to go back together, I’m saying because I don’t want you to waste everything. I know she came back because of you. I know, even Jiyeon didn’t tell it straight, the way she looks at you, I know she really came to you.  She really wants your forgiveness.

 

Jinwoon: I’m not the one who waste everything hyung. She’s the one who waste everything by betraying me and I can’t even forgive her*looks at his hyung with full of hatred in his eyes*

 

Flashback:

 

In my existence in this world, this day—this day would the best ever. Yeah, I didn’t picture myself being in this kind of situation- to settle down.

 

But the fact I didn’t regret this day but treasured this lot. Marrying the woman I loved most for the long time- starting a new life with her it makes me feel that I’m the luckiest man at all. Having this thought in my head makes me want to cry; cry because this is too much overwhelming inside me.

 

And here she is, walking in the aisle, I cant helped but smiled, knowing that for this forward, I ‘m going to spend my day with her. With a smiled plastered in my face, I patiently wait for her until she was now in my front.

 

Taecyeon: Take care of my sister. If I knew you make her cry, I will kill you. Arrasso.? *Giving jiyeon’s hand to Jinwoon*

 

Jinwoon: I will never ever make her cry hyung. *Then he held Jiyeon’s hand*

 

Everything seems perfect. We were in the altar. I can’t help myself but to felt teary eyed. Y

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bhebesha
#1
Chapter 31: Awww...now I'm taking back my words last chapter authormin, thank you...thank you for saving Jiyeon, thank you for bringing her back to Jinwoon...they truly deserves happiness for a long-long time and thank you for that...you really didn't disappoint me for the twist I've been asking for you (for thinking Jiyeon was gone) I even checked the last chapter for confusion because I thought she really did gone, but thank you for giving us the happy ending they truly deserves for (Jiyeon & Jinwoon)...thank you for this story...looking forward for more G-Minor stories from you.
Carinrina #2
Chapter 31: Congratulations!!!!!! and Thank you for an update plus finish the story
The story is beautiful will be waiting for your next update for the other story
ShainaloveTara #3
Chapter 31: Authornim Congrats you're so cool :'( you made me cry I never thought the ending will be like this. Thank you becoz you bring her back I really love this story. I hope you create more stories of jiyeon with t ara I miss them so much thank you.
unfortunately_ayu #4
Chapter 30: Chapter 30: Okay...this killed me. It's just so sad that Jiyeon didn't wake up, didn't had the chance to watch her daughter grow and be at her side. What happened is too painful for everyone, for Jinwoon and their daughter, her loved ones...but what killed me even more is the fact that Jiyeon's mother decided to let her go, it was too painful for someone who brought that person into this world to do that, imagine the immense pain it brought when she watched her child go before her when it's supposed to be the opposite. I feel sad for Lauren for not having her mother by her side as she grow up but I know that she is aware that her mother loves her even when she's not of this world anymore and that she is loved by the people around her. And...Jinwoon, to lose your other half is truly painful, it's like losing your life, he is brave to be able to carry on for his daughter, who became his source of happiness and who brought him back to life, to stand up as both a father and a mother to her. I don't love the ending actually but not all stories have happy endings...and there are also stories like this in real life. Thank you for sharing this beautifully tragic love story, Author-nim.
bhebesha
#5
Chapter 30: I hate you authornim :( Huhuhuhuhu, why would it end like that? Jiyeon and Jinwoon already suffered enough w/ her cancer way back, and they just getting started once again but you tore them apart once again, it breaks my heart too (esp. for Jinwoon part). He wasn't even given the chance to take care Ji the time she's suffering w/ her sickness (because they hide everything from him), and it's not even a year of happiness of getting back each other but you tore them apart again by accident? Why would they have to suffer more pain through out this story? I seriously love this story chingu...but seriously I can't really accept the fact that Ji (character) will gone after those fights and pain, it breaks me...really breaks me...huhuhuhu why? Please make it all just a DREAM please...please authornim give us a Big Twist for this one....huhuhu
Carinrina #6
Chapter 30: Oh my godddddddddd. It make me tear
Thank you for an update
bhebesha
#7
Chapter 29: Nooooo....please don't make it with a bad ending please (jebal I'm begging you) this is one of my favorite story ever read so please give up a happy ending for this one. We already cried a river for what happened on their lovestory, please don't let death of anyone tore them apart again, I won't take it...so I'm begging you authornim, save them and give us one picture of a happy family for this story.
Carinrina #8
Chapter 29: What happened to little Ji
Thank you for an update
ShainaloveTara #9
Chapter 29: I'm glad you came back authornim :-) hope you update again and what happen to jiyeon :'(
bhebesha
#10
Chapter 28: Thanks for the update chingu, that was a HOT SCENE, hehe....I'm blushing ^^