Looking at her reflection in the mirror at her bathroom, she made a biggest sigh she could ever give. Her eyes are indeed puffy and sweling due to excessive crying since this morning. She even refuse to take dinner earlier  for her to escape from worried eyes from her unnie. 

"Today and tomorrow are just the same. It will still happen, so why do it today" she told herself  while wiping her face after splashing some water to it. As she come out, she heard her phone ringing.

"Yeobseo?" 
 

"Hyun?" a low and sad male voice from the other line said "Mianhae" he added after a silence

"Oppa, You dont have to, It's alright. I am fine, dont worry about me." she said 

"Cheongmal? But still, I am very sorry to you, to Yuri unnie and Nichkhun"

"Dont worry much oppa, It's okay with me and besides it will still happen in the future if not now ,right? So, by the way, How is he now?" in her worried tone she asked

"Thanks God he is stable right now, vital signs are okay and we hope for a speedy recovery" 

"That's good to hear then, I guess I'll visit there tomorrow alright oppa?"

"Thank you so much Hyun, I may not know how you are truly feeling right now but I am very lucky enough for meeting someone as understanding and empathetic person as you are. Honestly, I am very much embarrassed and I dont know how to face you Hyun. Mianhae again.

silence

silence

silence

ahhhhhmmmm, it's kinda late Hyun. go to sleep now and I am sorry again" he is indeed apologetic, obvious enough from his voice

"Oppa, dont think too much ahrasso? Thanks oppa, sleep well too" she said trying to ease the emotions of the man on the other line

After the conversation, Seohyun laid down to her bed, slowly closing her eyes and let the night comfort her swaying emotions.

EARLIER.....

Seohyun just woke up from her deep slumber when she feel someone is watching her every move. As she slowly open her eyes, she saw a familiar figure sitting beside her bed.

"Appa.... good morning" she cheerfully greeted him and give him a kiss on his cheek "Why are you here appa? I though you have a business trip in Japan?" she added remembering such facts.

"Appa misses you so much" he partly lied and Seohyun just stare at him confusedly

"Freshen up now and lets have breakfast together" he said and leave the room

Seohyun was quite confused of what his father is been acting, he is never like that and thought that there is something bothering him. She then preceeded to the bathroom and went downstairs afterwards.

"Appa" she cutely call

"Deh"

"Is there something you want to tell me?" she asked after realizing that his father looks the exact thing when he told her she is going to get married to Jung Yonghwa.

"Huh? Anni, my child. just finish your breakfast then" he lied again

"Appa..." she call again

"Hyun, eat" he told her in such a firm tone that made Seohyun make a face

"I know that you are hiding something from me" she blurted out in a high tone suddenly that made her father drop his utensils.

"Tell me now Appa whatever you wanted me to know, if you wont then I wont listen to any of that later nor tomorrow or even in the near future" she said flaring her nostrils

Mr. Kwon was indeed taken aback from her daughter's action and words. He was starting to contemplate even more on how to start his words. After a long silence and thinking, he utter a word

"Mianhae" 

"Why are you apologizing appa?" she change her tone in an angelic one

"Something happened" he started

"What is it appa?"

He took a deep breath and start to tell her everything in a manner that is appropriate for her.

"My child, Your grandfather called me yesterday. He told me that Yonghwa's grandfather was rushed to the hospital the other day"

"Ommo! Yong oppa didn't tell me anything, Is he alright now?" 

"I guess, he didn't want you to worry then, because of the incident, a decision was made. I am very sorry my dear but it was the Jung's decision and the elders" 

"What is it appa? tell me now" 

"Your getting married" 

"I know that already appa"

"After Yonghwa's graduation, you are getting married"

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"Whaaat? Huh?"

"But... but... Unnie is going to get married before the year ends"

"With that, I had already talked to the Lee family and everything is settled now, they are still getting married but only pushed back"

"I.... I .. dont know what to say..." 

She cant understand why life had been so unfair with her, tears suddenly ran down from her cheeks and ran away towards her room and locked herself up.

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Jung Yonghwa made a big sigh as he put down his phone. He is indeed pre occupied at this very moment. God knows how much he loves her and even his desire to finally call her "MINE" but never in his mind to have it on the way called force. He was embarrassed and don't know how to face her tomorrow. He laid down to his bed staring blankly at the ceiling.

"Hyung" Minhyuk called after a couple of knock on his door

"Hyung, are you inside?" he called again but no response was made so he just go inside the room after knowing that it was unlocked

"Oh, I thought you were not here. What are you looking up there Hyung?" he asked and look to the direction to where he was staring at 

"Nothing... what are you doing here?" he said wihout looking at him

"Eomma told me to hand you your suit for graduation, I just hang it here" Minhyuk said while opening his closet

"Hyung, ahmmm.... this is all I could think of kekeke I hope you'll like it" Minhyuk shyly said after placing a small box beside his brother

"What's this?" 

"graduation gift" he shyly said and ran out his room

Yonghwa silently watch his dongsaeng trying to hide his laughter.

"Aigoo! this kid, he makes some efforts" he cant help but to crease a smile because of the sweet gesture of his younger brother who he always scold and nag about every little thing he does. He just wanted him to be the best man he could be and even though he may act cold most of the time but he will surely break a face if someone hurt him. He then slowly untie the blue ribbon and open the box carefully which give him a more smile on his face.

"A silver pick huh, nice choice dongsaeng" he slowly toss it around and his eyes widen when he found an engraved words

"BEST HYUNG"

Yonghwa burst into a big laugh "Minhyuuuuuuuukaaaaahhhh.......... kangsahamnida" he shouted loud enough for him to hear at the other room

"Your welcome" he yelled back

3 MONTHS AFTER

Kyuhyun was staring intently at the white envelope laying on top of his luggage. After a moment of blankness he finally had the couraged to open it.

You are cordially invited to the Jung and Kwon Wedding

He put it back the paper to its place for he cant bear it no more, his heart is aching so much no matter how he programd herself for the past few months that she will no longer be her muse, her princess, her angel, her goddess, her everything. Things had been too rough on him, watching her with another man and now marrying to the man he once called his rival. 

"I should move on" he said and look at his watch

11: 45 A.M.

"I guess I need to go. I will surely miss everything here but every bit will be a memory, a beautiful one" he then dragged his luggage, grabbed the white envelope and tuck it to his suit. He then gave a final look from the place he had lived for the past years of his entire college years. He took a cab and went to his destination.

Cho Kyuhyun is now about to leave Korea for his flight towards New York. He then took the offer of his father to take over the company and of course hoping for a brand new start, a recovery from the past. His flight is about to leave at 2:30 P.M. Only half an hour after the wedding. Everyone knows about his plan to leave Korea but no knows when even his closest friends and team mates that is why no one is there to send him off and bid him goodbye but it is all part of his "Start New Plan"

"Mianhae Hyunnie, I know you wanted me to come but I cant really do it, my heart isnt in rhythm to what I am telling them. You won't accept any excuses of y absence so, this is the only thing I could think of. Leaving early. But I guess it is much better this way" he said and turn his mobile phone to a silent mode.

WEDDING HALL

"Seoyunah" Mr. Kwon called While taking a peek on the bride's room

"Appa" Seohyun squeled

"Waaah! My daughter is very beautiful"

"Thank you appa" she blushed

"Seohyunah, Appa is very sorry about everything. I know I was never been the best appa I could ever be" Mr Kwon said said trying to control his tears

"Appa... dont say it. You are a good appa to me and to unnie." Seohyun who was emotionally affected is about to cry too.

"Aigoo! my child. dont cry now. Your make up will be ruined. Let us not about it anymore ahrasso? " he kissed her daughter and 

"What is the drama about here?" Yuri said who joined the hug

"Waaahhh" she exaggerated a cry "My only dongsaeng is getting married before me huhuhu, I thought you were still the little Seohyun who always ran around the house"

The dramatic scene as Yuri said was interrupted by the entrance of Yoona and Sooyoung. Mr. Kwon then leave the room for them to have time to talk.

"Hyunnie....... I thought I would get married first" Sooyoung said

"Hyun, there is something I want to tell you" Yoona said

"What is it unnie" Seohyun on a cheerful way said

"Anni, Yoona is just being a drama Queen. Dont mind her" Sooyoung in

"Unnie, are you hiding something from me?"

"Huh? anni, forget what I told you hehehe"

"Just tell me unnie, it is really alright whatever it is" She said and smile

"Ahm... Taecyeon oppa received a call from Kyuhyun" she started in a low voice "and... he said, he couldn't come today"

"Aaah, okay then thanks for informing me unnie"

"And... also Hyun..." she struggled to say the words "He is leaving the country any hours from now" 

"What? Today?" her eyes widen. The strange feeling from before came rushing to her being. She can't understand what is happening to her. She wanted to cry, her heart is hurting like being crumpled to minute pieces. She cant believe the feeling she is right now. 

"Does he plan to leave today? or is it a coincidence?" she thought

"Hyun? Are you alright?" Yuri asked after the forms of tears in her eyes

"I am alright unnie" she lied "I guess this is best way for us. I hope he can start new and move on from the pain I have caused him" she said trying to make a smile

2:00 P.M

Kyuhyun slowly dragged his luggage towards the check-in area. He look back again to take a final look to land of his nationality, the land who witnessed the most beautiful and painful experiences of his life.

"I hope you'll have a good and blissful marriage with him. I know he'll protect you as much as I do" the last words he utter for her before finally leaving the country

2:30 P.M.

All passengers bound to New York with flight no. NY2285 is now accepting guests, please proceed to gate 4

3:20 P.M

"Do you take this man to be your lawfully wedded husband, for richer or for poorer, for sickness and in health 'till death do your part?" the minister ask her

She looked at him intently at his eyes and gave her a sweet smile as a response. He look back at the minister and said

"I DO"