Seunghyun; It's your decision

Last.. Goodbye

From Chapter 4;

That day, you lie down beside him on his bed. On this day, you were always depressed. You never felt like doing anything productive. You skipped school, just to be with him. You rest your head on his chest, you put one side of the ear phone in his ear and the other side in yours, and just like that, you spent the entire day there, just you, him and music.

Gradually, you fell asleep on his chest, hand intertwined with his. It was way past visiting hours, but the nurses did not have the heart to wake you up to go home. Instead, they covered you with a blanket and turned off the lights, letting you sleep with him.

'I guess she is asleep already~'

'Baby do you know how much I miss your face?'

'Every day I yearn for you, but every day I wish you would not come. Irony? I know. I want you, yet I want you to lead your own life..'

'It's been three years eh? It's killing me so much...'

Seunghyun fell asleep himself too. He was awaken by a loud sound and bright light.

'Baby? You up already?'

"Seunghyun, let me be honest with you."

'Huh? What is this?"

He found himself in a brightly lit area with no one at all, yet the voice was booming in his head.

"Seunghyun, you're not going to make it.."

'Who are you to say this!?'

The voice did not reply.

'I have so much to do.. I want to get married, have kids, teach them stuff.. So much to do... As if lying here for three years is not enough!? You tell me I am not going to make it? What is this!?' His tears welled up in his eyes.

"What if I gave you a chance to live again?"

'What?'

"If I gave you a chance to live again?"

'How?'

"Well.. In life, we have to give and take.. I can give you back your life, but I must take away your memory.."

'My.. memory?'

"Yes. You'll live your life as a brand new Choi Seung Hyun, how does that sound?"

'It sounds ridiculous.'

"HAHAHA! I thought so too. How about this, every year I give you, I'll take 3 from her."

'ARE YOU MAD!?'

"Seunghyun, your time is up, but I know your desire to live on is strong. I provide you with the options, you make the decision. Fair and square. If I allowed everyone to live so easily, then who is going to die?"

'You're just having fun with me. You know I would not do it..'

"To be honest, I didn't know. I don't do mind readings or future tellings you see.."

'Living without her is as good as not living at all. Taking her life to continue mine is totally out of the question. I'll never do that, such bastard act..'

"Then I guess your decision is to come with me?"

'What was these three years for? In a coma, being able to hear her but not respond... What the hell was it for?'

"You wished I took you earlier?"

'Yes and no. At least if I was long gone, she would have gotten on with her life already..'

"I see... So, any last request.. I'll fulfil them, if it is within my control."

'At least.. let me say good bye..' His voice was soft.

"Hmm.. Can do.. But are you sure? It's going to be hard on you, and you cannot back out."

'For three years, I made her wait. This is the least I can do..'

"How long do you need?"

'What's your maximum?'

"HAHA! You're sure one daring person.. Seven days."

'Okay, then seven days.'

"Last chance to change your decision."

'No.' He was firm.

"No regrets?"

'Never.'

"Okay then, I'll see you in seven days. Use them well."

The voice disappeared. Seunghyun felt himself wake up. He thought it was a dream, until he felt his eyes open slowly. He saw the ceiling lights above him. His jaws dropped. He looked around, he was really awake. He saw the bearbricks you bought for him everywhere. He saw the sun rays that shone into the room. Most importantly, he saw you sleeping on his chest. He raised his hand to touch your back. His tears fell when he manages to touch you. 

"Oh my god.. Oh my god..."

He started remembering the encounter he had just now. 

"So... I have seven days?" He asked himself.

At that point of time, it did not seem to matter to him at all.

He look down at you and touched your sleeping face, "I miss you, baby..."

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playfulkissbof
18 streak #1
The story i read over and over again.
And still cried like it's the first time reading it.
Hahahah how many comments did I leave here ??
xxivart
#2
Chapter 13: It's the best fanfic i've ever read. This make me crazy. I laugh, cried, laugh again, cried hard and cried again :((
ziva1234
#3
Chapter 25: I am crying he did stuff he always wanted to do in such a short period of time i am on my third box of kleenex.
fiercee #4
Chapter 3: OMG. i already crying like crazy at chapter 2. This is so good. should i keep reading? i'm afraid can't handle my emotion for next chapter~~♡♥
fiercee #5
Chapter 3: OMG. i already crying like crazy at chapter 2. This is so good. should i keep reading? i'm afraid can't handle my emotion for next chapter~~♡♥
Deni-chan
#6
Chapter 25: Wow. I don't know even where to start from. It's one of the most beautiest stories I have ever readed. No. It's the most beautiful story ever. You are really talented. Your way of explaining everything is simply wonderful. I mean, it's the first story like this I ever read. Then, the storyline. I had to read the whole thing twice just to get sure that it's not a dream. Chapters 16, 18 and 19-20 made me cry so hard! My favorite parts in the story were when Seunghyun showed his love for his girlfriend in one week and when Hyung Ae said : "Dad was so handsome" Anyway, beautiful story. Congratulations!
DustLoveTOP
#7
Chapter 20: Oh ma gosh! This story is so daebak, it's totally different from those i used to read. At afternoon, i was crying as a mess and supposed not to read this story ever again when i finished chap 10, you took a sea of my tears away since the first chap you know XD but then until this chap which is my favorite, you made me want to jump off to the ceiling bc of joy. I love your idea and the way you create the content. *big clap hands*. I was crying,sobbing, cursing and even wincing in pain aigoo. SO emotional, i don't know what to say no more now. I wish you could write more OV for SeungHyun and female characters and the bedscenes too, kkk it wont make your fic dirty believe me it will help to let the readers know deeper about their love. For me personally Make love is important in love. Last words. I LOVE THISSSSSSSSSS FICTION SO MUCH.God job! Hwaitng Author nim ^^
taoandtabi #8
wow daebak!!
first time i cry just coz a story>o<..i can feel how the girl feeling for losing someone that she really love..
daebak author-nim!!continue do another story bout bigbang!!
missbeehave
#9
Chapter 25: I don't know how else to tell you this but you are so wonderful.
You write words that touched my heart.
Then my heart broke a million times so much I couldn't breathe.
I found myself reading with ragged breath, sobbing and with an unrelenting pain in my chest.
Yes-physical pain.
I was so emotional I had to stop, close my eyes to let the pain wash over me.
I felt like you broke my soul..why would you do that to your readers?
then somehow you soothed it, made it sweet then tore it away. Then you gave me softness warmth and a way to continue. Thank you. Through your writing you can play with my emotions like a violinist. But somehow I still love you for it. I normally like fluff but you've made me like this.
I feel heart broken but I hopeful, optimistic-its very strange. Thank you.
Please write more. More bigbang. More and more.
Again thank you,
Bee