Chapter written by Blitz and Gril4Life - Selina's P.O.V.
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We were sitting on the couch. Ella had just the TV. All the competitors were on in the intro of the show.
I looked at Show in his white outfit. His eyes shined more than usual in the spotlights.
He looked comfy while most of the others looked nervous.
Ella, Hebe and Jolin were sitting around me. Calvin, Chun, Xiao Gui and Aaron were watching in the studio. Gui Gui was sitting in a chair next to the couch.

“…and we’ll be right back with the talent show, PIK talent…” the speaker voice in the TV said. It was halfway through the show, and Show was the last one to sing.
The first three literally , and the last two before the break were okay, but nothing special. Though one of them was pretty handsome. But not half as handsome as Show, I thought.
Ella, Hebe, Jolin, Gui Gui and I were booing. That was fun.
The commercial break was over, and we were still laughing at the irony of the commercial about using protection – starring Calvin.
Hebe blushed.
Anyways, the host welcomed back to the show. After four more competitors, it was Show’s turn as the last.
“And now, ladies and gentlemen, you should make sure your teenage daughters aren’t watching right now, ‘cause some girls’ hearts are gonna be broken by our next extremely handsome talent!” the host said.
I made an insulted sound, and the girls laughed because the host was a dude. I started laughing too, because I thought about how uncomfy Show must’ve been feeling about that.
He deserved it – his “cousins” were cheering in the crowd.
“Hey, aren’t those the girls he was cheating on you with?” Ella asked.
“Yes,” Jolin and I answered at the same time.
“Oh my effing god!” Hebe exclaimed.
Show was presented and stepped on to the stage. He sat down by the piano.
Before he started playing, he said:
“I wrote this song for a very special girl. I hope you’re watching tonight, and if you are, I want to tell you this; I love you, my Self-justifying Miss Innocence.”
“Oh shut up, superficial pighead guy,” I said, holding back my tears. I wanted to be tough.
He started playing the piano, and short after started singing:
“Tian dou liang le bao ni de shou que hai bu xiang che zai la che [It’s almost dawn, holding your hand not wanting to let go still, tugging]…”
Hebe skewered at me. I held my hand to my mouth, really concentrating on not crying. Why did he write a song to me now? And why did I even miss him?
He sang the chorus:
“Wei ni xie shou ge rang shi jian ting ge, Yin wei ni wo ren shi kuai le xiang nian ni de wen, Wo wei ni xie de ge tian mi de fu he, Wo xiang ni wo ai ni shi ren ding de xuan ze [I wrote a song for you, letting time freeze, Because of you, I understood happiness, missing your kiss, The song I wrote for you, a sweet burden, I miss you, I love you, a choice I firmly believe].”
The tears started silently falling down on my cheeks. I couldn’t control it. I ended up hiding my face with my hands, but I slid my fingers apart so I could still see him on the TV.
The camera zoomed in on two girls in the crowd, whom I recognized as Miko and Yumi, the girls from the magazine.
But the caps on the screen didn’t only confirm that, they also confirmed Show’s “lame excuse”.
“Miko and Yumi Bai – Show’s cousins from Singapore.”
I gasped, ran out, found my jacket and ran out towards the studio. I had worked in the cafeteria there once, so I knew where it was.

I was running down the street.
How could I be this stupid?
I mean, Show may have been a jerk not telling me what we had “done”. But cheating… with two girls – at the same time? That would’ve been out of character, even for him.
“Selina, wait!” someone yelled behind me.
“No!” I cried back.
My thoughts kept spinning around and around until it became too much for me. And suddenly everything turned black…

I heard panicked voices around me. But I was indoors.
“What happened to her?!” I heard Show exclaim.
I opened my eyes. His face was only one inch away from mine. I got quite shocked.
“She fainted, obviously,” Calvin said, and looked at me. “Selina, you really shouldn’t be running around like that, in your condition!”
“Calvin, you idiot!” Jolin hit the back of his head. Now I also saw Hebe, Ella and Gui Gui.
I stood up, but I couldn’t walk properly.
“Show, I have something to ask you. Why didn’t you tell me what we did that night when we were really drunk and watching Australia?” I asked.
“Because you shouted at me and called me a ert, a bastard and a . Wait… what “condition”? Calvin, did you just say “condition”?” Show looked desperately at him.
“Uhm… Air condition! We really need air condition, this place is so…”
“Selina, tell me you’re not…?” Show looked begging at me.
“I’m not,” I said.
“Really? You just came to see me?”
“No, not really, you just told me to tell you that.”
“See, this is why I do commercials for protection! It is more important than you think. Save se…”
Jolin hit his head again.
Show had gone mute, but then pulled himself together.
“And this you didn’t tell me?”
“Well, it’s very recent news to me too, and when I found out I thought you had cheated on me with two girls,” I tried to explain.
“That’s no reason for not telling me!”
“Well, I’m telling you now.”
“But you wouldn’t if Calvin hadn’t slipped his dirty mouth!”
“Hey!” Calvin broke in, but we ignored him.
“Are you yelling at a pregnant woman?” Gui Gui also broke in. She had blame in her voice. “It’s not healthy for her to deal with anger in her condition.”
“Air condition!” Calvin still hadn’t realized that this couldn’t be saved.
“Would everybody please stop saying the word “condition”? And let me talk to Show alone?” I sighed.
“No!” Calvin said, but Jolin hit him again and dragged him out. I couldn’t believe I once disliked that girl.
When we were alone, I looked around to see where we were. We were in the back of the studio.
I had been there before, when I picked up food for the cafeteria.
“Look, Show. Our relationship isn’t… easy to define. But when I heard you singing I started crying, and when those caps came on the TV saying that I misunderstood you all along, I… I think I owe you an apology. I’m so sorry.”
“And?”
“And what?”
“I confess to everybody who watches TV in Taiwan that I love you, and all you say is ‘sorry’?”
A loud speaker shouted out:
“All competitors to stage now, I repeat, all competitors to stage now!”
I trembled, but my voice didn’t react to my thoughts. I knew I had minimal time, but I just couldn’t say it. It wasn’t because it wasn’t true. I had already learned that it was.
But…
I was afraid of getting hurt again.
Show looked at me.
“You really have nothing to say?”
When the only thing that slipped from my mouth was my breath, he frowned and turned around to walk away.

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- Gril and Blitz
Note: Lyric translations to "Wei Ni Xie Shou Ge" are credited to oost1naoo on love4show.forums1.net.