Scared, hurt and in love [Selina POV]

Falling for my Fake Girlfriend
Chapter written by Gril4Life - Selina's P.O.V
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The next day at lunch I was still thinking about how well Show did with my mother, even though I felt bad because I lied to her. I decided that it was all Show’s fault.
“So, Aaron, should we go hunting later?” Calvin asked and lifted his eyebrows.
“It’s not hunting season yet, let’s do it next month,” Aaron replied.
“You’re right; the best ones don’t come before spring…” Calvin said. I struggled with my laughter, but when Show and Alien came, I became mad again.
“So that’s why…” he said and whispered something while looking at me. Were they talking behind my back? I became even angrier.
Show nodded his head quickly, and then told Alien to stop talking.
“So, baby, what’s with the sad face?” he asked me, when he took his seat next to me. I rolled my eyes.
“That’s none of your business,” I said, and turned away from him.
“What have I done now?!” he asked, and sounded like giving up. Hebe looked at him.
“Okay, even though I don’t like you, I think I’ll have to help you on this… She’s just depressed because her father’s death anniversary is coming,” she explained. Was it? It was so many years ago, and I tried to stop thinking about my father. Show looked at me, and tried not to smirk.
“Oh honey, poor you,” he said and annoyed me death.
“Can’t you just stop being so clingy?!” I said loudly. Not loud enough for everyone to hear, but loud. My father’s death anniversary and lying to my mother wasn’t the only problem I had. I was starting to get used to Show’s clingy actions, and worse than that; I was starting to like them… Starting to feel my heart beat faster when I felt him breathing.
“Honey, I’m your boyfriend, of course I have to care for you…” he said. I thought about breaking our deal, as it would be weird if I started to like him even more, I mean, there was no way Show would like me, and it wasn’t serious yet, this disease called love.
“You don’t have to care for more this much!” I answered annoyed.
“I don’t think her dad’s dead anniversary is the only thing that’s coming,” Calvin said and Show smirked. He leaned closer to me and started breathing in more ears. I blushed.
“You’re not… Falling for me, are you?” he asked in a tone he must’ve used on a lot of girls before me.
“Don’t think too highly of you, superficial pighead guy,” I said so everyone at the table could hear it. Calvin started to laugh.
“She’s a genius, even I can’t find a more fitting nickname for him” he said, still laughing.
“Self-justifying Miss Innocent!” He almost yelled. I kicked him under the table, and prepared to throw milk at him if he did anything. Instead of asking mad he hugged me. I didn’t know what to do, but if I threw water at him now, it would also hit me. He stopped hugging me and smirked. When he was hugging me, I decided just to be obedient for a while to see what happened.
“Open your mouth,” he said and held a fork with food on it in front of my mouth.
“I’m really not…” I started, but before I got to finish he stuffed my mouth with his food. I blushed again. Hebe and Ella were talking about books, clothes and other stuff that interested me while I was forced to let Show feed me.
“Oh, Sel, my parents want you to join us for a weekend in Japan by the way,” Show said.
“But what about my sister?” I asked him. I couldn’t let her be alone.
“It’s already planned, they’ll just send her a few maids,” Show smirked.
“When?” I asked him.
“This weekend…” He answered.
“But it’s Friday! How am I going to pack?!” I asked him.
“Don’t worry; my parents have taken care of everything… They packed some clothes for you, makeup, toothbrush, hairbrush, deodorant, perfumes, circle lenses.”
“But I don’t even use circle lenses,” I answered, not knowing if I should be happy or mad.
“You will now,” he answered. I sighed. This superficial pighead guy.
The next day Show’s parents came to pick me up in one of their limos. Of course I had also packed a book and a few fashion magazines so I had something to do.
After the limo ride, we got inside of Show’s family’s private plane. It was beautiful, but it was my first time flying, so I was pretty nervous.
“Mom, when are we leaving?” Show asked and yawned.
“When the Zhou family is arriving…” his mother answered.
“The Zhou family? Vic and Tracy?!” he asked and sounded excited.
“And Vic’s fiancée, Barbie,” his mother said and smiled.
“May I ask…? Who are they?” I asked, and was afraid that they would think I was stupid.
“Alan and Tracy used to be best friends, Alan had a huge crush on Tracy, but Tracy had her Jerry so Show never got to date her… Vic is her older brother who’s also Show’s childhood friend, and Barbie is his fiancée with a background similar to yours… I’m sure you’ll all get along well,” his mother smiled.
“Mr. and Mrs. Zhou are our business partners,” his father added.
I felt weird when his mother mentioned the words “huge crush,” I didn’t know why; I was not his real girlfriend anyway.
Five people walked inside of the flight. Two parents, a tall handsome guy who was holding hands with a pretty girl next to him and a girl at our age that was also pretty. Show hugged all of them and smiled happily at the girl I assumed was Tracy.
“How’s Jerry?” he asked.
“He’s fine; he didn’t like the thought of me leaving though… I heard you broke up with Jolin and found a new girlfriend? That’s a good decision, you know I always thought Jolin was using you,” she said and smiled. Did he have to keep on looking in her eyes?
“You were right… She did it with Calvin,” he said and sounded like he didn’t care, but I could feel that he did. Tracy looked at me and smiled.
“Is this the famous Selina?” she asked and smiled sweetly.
“Your parents keep on talking about her at the office,” she added and laughed. Show looked at me.
“The office?” he asked. He understood just as little as me.
“Oh, didn’t your parents mention? I’m your father’s secretary now,” she explained and turned to look at me again.
“Hi Selina, I’m Tracy, Show’s childhood friend,” she said and smiled. I ignored her hand and nodded at her, which Show seemed to notice.

In Japan we lived in Show’s family’s vacation house. Me and Show shared a room, Tracy had her own, Vic and Barbie shared a room and so did the parents.
“This is the hugest vacation house I have ever seen!” I said happily, as Show showed me around.
“The one we have in Korea is bigger though… And the one we have in England is only a bit smaller than the mansion,” he bragged and smirked. This was my superficial pighead guy.
“And this is our room,” he said and opened a door. The room was huge, but I noticed that it only had one bed… A king-size bed. Show seemed to notice that I was staring at the bed.
“You can choose yourself. The bed with me or the couch,” he smirked.
“I’d rather sleep at the floor than in the bed with you,” I said coldly.
“Oh, and my parents told me to make you wear this,” he said and gave me a ring. I rolled my eyes when he putted it on my finger.
“Let’s go outside,” he said and smiled. He took my hand and we walked. I didn’t know why I hadn’t ever noticed the feeling when he held my hand. It was warm and felt safe… Like nothing could ever hurt me. While I was thinking about how Show’s hand felt, I listened to Vic and Barbie laughing at us.
“Hey, why the dreamingly expression?” he asked when we were outside. I quickly thought of the answer.
“I was thinking about how it would feel if I held hands with someone I actually liked and not a superficial pighead!” I answered. He rolled his eyes.
“Do you think I want to hold hands with you?! I’d rather hold hands with…” he stopped.
“With Jolin? With Tracy?” I asked him calmly and blinked a few times to get the tears out of my eyes. It worked.
“Or with one of those crazy giggling lasses?” I continued.
“No, with someone who liked me!” he yelled back. Even though we were fighting all the time this felt different.
“Then… Then go out and find a real girlfriend except of forcing me to be your girlfriend just because of my mother’s illness!” I didn’t know if I was hurt or angry. All I knew was that Show was the most annoying guy I had ever met.
“I guess the person you were referring to is Jiro Wang?! The annoying I’m-so-smart guy you confessed your love to through a letter?!” he yelled.
“Did I?! Didn’t your beloved Jolin? The girl who betrayed you and slept with Calvin!”
“You know what; I’m calling the hospital now and stopping your mother’s treatment!”
“I have been so stupid… All along I thought that you actually cared just one bit about my feelings. I guess you just pretended to want to help my mother so you could keep on using be.”
I ran. Away from the vacation house, away from Show, away from everything. I must’ve thought that I also ran from my sadness but the tears seemed to keep coming.

It was night, and I still couldn’t find the vacation house. I was also still mad at Show for making me run by saying those unforgiveable things. The tears had dried and made my cheeks feel weird. By the thought that I was in a foreign country without being able to find someone who could help me made me cry again. I was sitting in front of a closed store, at a place I didn’t knew where was. It was still dark.
“Miss, do you need me to give you a ride?” I stranger asked me. He seemed old, and he was too close to me to make me feel like taking his help.
“No, my boyfriend will pick me up in a few minutes,” I lied. The man seemed annoyed but walked away. Did I mention that my cell phone had run out of battery?
I saw a limo stop in front of the store and turned away. Someone walked out of it, but I didn’t notice.
“Show… Show, save me…” I said while crying. I didn’t know why it was Show’s name I said, it was his fault that I was sitting there, but he was also the only person I knew in Japan that there was a chance would save me.
I felt someone hugging me from behind.
“Selina don’t be scared, I’m here,” he said with a calm voice.
“Now come with me back to the house,” he added.
“No! I don’t want to be close to you… It’s your entire fault!” I said. I didn’t know why, but that was what I felt like, yelling at him.
“Selina, I’m sorry…” He said. His voice cracked and I could here on his breathing that he was crying too.
“It’s not about being sorry… You threatened me about stopping my mom’s treatment… you made me run… You made me cry…” I said. I didn’t even mention how scared he also made me.
“I’m really, really sorry… Please come back home with me Selina,” he said.
“A boy who makes a girl cry isn’t worth to cry for. Selina, come with me,” the guy from before said. He grabbed my arm.
“Let me be! ert! Pighead! Jerk!” I yelled at him. Show seemed rather amused by me shouting at the erted old guy, and grabbed my other arm. Show ended getting me in limo and drove me home. That night he decided to sleep on the couch so I could sleep in the bed.

The next day I felt happy, without knowing why. Tracy still annoyed me, so I kept on acting arrogant and spoiled towards her, like I had done towards Jolin. Show’s back seemed to hurt.
“If you massage it I will feel better,” he smirked. I rolled my eyes.
“Would you actually like me to?” I asked him and smirked back at him. I felt like I had more energy to play this game than before.
“Yes, I would,” he said.
“Then take of your shirt,” I said. He smirked while he did what I told him to. I started to massage his bag while he was lying at the bed. It felt weird, but I knew it would change the next day anyway. When I was done he sat up.
“Your turn,” he said and smirked. I blushed.
“In your dreams,” I managed to say.
“But I still don’t feel I have gotten enough payment for sleeping on the couch yesterday… What about,” he leaned forward and kissed me. My eyes closed immediately. Why hadn’t I ever noticed his soft lips?
I heard the door opening but he just continued.
“You could at least lock the door before starting to do that,” I heard Tracy’s voice say. Show quickly broke the kiss. I noticed the tears in her eyes.
“That’s none of your business, you have a boyfriend,” I said and sounded as cold as possible.
“But Show deserve someone who’s not arrogant!” Tracy shouted.
“My attitude only changes towards people who deserve it,” I said still coldly.
“Show didn’t you say yesterday that you loved me?! Didn’t you say that you would take care of me?!” she yelled. I suddenly felt like puking. She walked closer to us and kissed Show. He closed his eyes and I ran out of our room crying.
“Selina, what’s wrong?!” I heard Show’s mother say sounding worried.
“Show… Tracy… Ki… Ki… Kissing!” I said through my tears. Show’s mother seemed shocked and ran into me and Show’s room. I had to run with her, since she had grabbed my arm. I used my other arm to wipe away the tears quickly.
“WHAT IN THE WORLD is happening here?!” she asked. I looked at Show and Tracy. They were still kissing. I decided never to trust this guy again, and never to talk to him in my life… At least not in private. I still needed the money.
“I… We…” Show started to try to explain.
“Show got tired of the little , so he let me kiss him. I see the already told her mother in law so she can punish Show for not obeying her every word,” Tracy said.
“Don’t call her that…” Show said almost not hearable.
“Both of you are engaged! How dare you to start kissing!” his mom shouted.
“Tracy and Jerry broke up…” Show said. Where was his normal self?
“No we didn’t…” Tracy said.
Everything suddenly became too much for me so I fainted.

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Heey guys… New update, Selina is in love with Show… Even though that may change soon xD
So, how have you been lately? It’s a long time since last update xD
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Next chapter will be by Blitz and from Show’s P.O.V
-Gril

[BLITZ' NOTE
When I sit and correct Gril's chapters for grammar mistakes and so on, I must say that it has become a much easier job as the time goes - praise to Gril xD Now it's nearly only commas :D
And I'm doing that because I am a damn perfectionistic person, and Gril is used to that anyway xD
- Blitz]

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Prince99
#1
Nice story i must say. Do upload more ^.~ <br />
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P.S: Can we try out Show and Hu Die Jie Jie? :P
s2ranghae #2
heyy! i just finished your story (: it was a good read and i really enjoyed it ^^
sightsounds #3
Just finished reading it! It was such a cute story! great collab!