Inevitable fate

Heart Connection

A week had passed since my 'date' with Luhan sunbaenim. As expected, I've been thinking alot about the story of sunbaenim lately. It was truly sad and touching at the same time. But of course, I acted normal around sunbaenim. We've been together alot this week. Every break time, we would always go to the library to chat and to read together. As usual, Baekhyun was always accompanying me. Everytime sunbaenim and I are reading, Baekhyun would always pester me and I'd just look at him with my death glare. As the days passed, Kai and Mari would also go to the library with me! They discovered that Luhan sunbaenim and I were always hanging out together when they both went to the library to borrrow a dictionary. They were a bit shocked to see us together at first, but their shocked expression turned into a wide grin while they think of something malicious. As the week goes by, all five of us are now hanging out in that same place without me noticing! Luhan sunbaenim just sighed and smiled at the same time. He then reminded me about my promise last weekend, that I would go to his place and meet his brother. I nodded and showed him a bright smile.

As promised, I am now going to Luhan sunbaenim's house."Let me guess. I'm not allowed to go with you again, am I right?" Baekhyun asked while making a pout. I noticed that he's wearing the dog hat that I bought for him last weekend. I then smiled at how cute he looks. "Yup! you guessed right!" I said while flashing a big smile. "Eh? but i've been a really good boy this week~" "Yeahhh.....still no." I said with a teasing smile. He then pouted at me with his innocent looking eyes while saying "Please~". AISH! how the heck can this guy have tons of aegyo?! It's unfair!! I can't bring him, but I also can't say no when he's looking at me like this!! ASDFGHJKL I thought while I was drowning in my own imaginary tears. "Sorry, Baek! I-I just.....Can't!!!!!!" I shouted while running out of the door. I CANT WITH THIS PERSON!!! IT HURTS ME JUST BY SAYING GOODBYE TO HIM NORMALLY!! WHY DOES HE HAVE TO BE SOO CUTE?!?!? ARGHHHASDFGHJKL I thought while shedding an ocean, full of my imaginary tears. Since when the heck did I act THIS weird?

I arrived at Luhan sunbaenim's house, according to the address he gave me. His house is big and it also has a wide garden outside. I entered the gate and rang the doorbell. "Oh, Hanna! welcome!" he said while flashing a bright smile as he opened the door. I nodded and smiled at sunbaenim as I entered the house. The house is decorated with simple furnitures, Well, that's given since he only lives alone. I entered his living room and noticed that there are bags on the floor. I then saw a guy who was texting, sitting on the couch. "Oh, hi! You must be hyung's friend, am I right?" the guy said while grinning. "Um...yes." I said as I shyly smiled. He got up from the couch and walked over to us. "Hi. I'm Sehun, Luhan hyung's younger brother." he said as he suddenly hugged me. I was shocked as my eyes widened at what he suddenly did. I can feel my cheeks getting red as my temperature rises. WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG WITH THIS CREATURE?  Sunbaenim suddenly hit Sehun in the neck. "YAH! don't harass our visitor!" he said as he glared at Sehun. Sehun just smiled brightly as if nothing had happened. "Sorry about Sehun. He can really be naughty without you asking him to" sunbaenim warmly smiled at me. "O-Oh! it's okay, sunbaenim. I was just..um..shocked." I said as I smiled at him. "Please, sit down." "mmm, thanks!" I sat at the couch beside sunbaenim while Sehun suddenly sat beside me. Whut? Am I really a magnet to attract These kind of creatures? I thought to myself as I think of Baekhyun. "Wait. Let me get some more snacks." sunbaenim said as he headed towards the kitchen. Sehun then suddenly came closer to me and whispered. "You like Hyung, don't you?" he said while showing me a teasing smile. My face suddenly turned red as he whispered it to me. I didn't know what to answer so I suddenly stayed quiet. While I was frozen, Sehun just keep smiling at me like an idiot while trying not to laugh. AISH! THIS CREATURE!!! can I atleast torture him? No?. "I knew it!~" he said while he smirked at me. Luhan arrived with a tray of snacks. "I hope you like these. These are the only snacks that I could find in the kitchen." He smiled as he looked at me. Sehun was still grinning like an idiot so I shot him with my usual death glare. His smiling face suddenly turned into a scared expression. Luhan sunbaenim turned to me and said "Why don't you introduce yourself? while he smiled. "Um..HI, I'm Hanna. It's nice to meet you!" I forcefully said as I forced a smile on my face. Sehun just smirked at me while munching some biscuits. Are they really brothers?!?!?! I could accept it more if Sehun was Baekhyun's brother!! "So what do you guys want to do?" Luhan sunbaenim asked. "Video games!" Sehun brightly said. "Is video games okay to you, Hanna?" "Mmm,," I said as I slightly nodded. DEMMIT! I'm terrible at video games! Sunbaenim then turned his game console on and picked a game about zombies. He handed me a game controller so I could play. "H-Hey, sunbaenim? If you don't have enought controllers, you and Sehun could always just play together. I'm fine just by watching." I said as I smiled, hopeing that it would convince him. "Oh! It's okay! I actually have four controllers!" he said as he brightly smiled at me. DEMMIT! Why the heck do you buy so much controllers?!?!?! When the game finally started, Sehun and sunbaenim are seriously concentrating at the game, while I could feel my hands shaking. I tried to shoot a zombie but it missed. I then started to shoot everywhere, when suddenly Sehun glared at me. "Hey! You shot me!" Sehun said loudly, "Oops! Sorry~" I said teasingly. Hey! this game ain't bad! We played for about three hours, when we finally decided to stop. "Wow....I never knew that....you were THIS bad at video games, Hanna.." Luhan sunbaenim said in disbelief. I then hid my face as Sehun laughed loudly at me. The truth....is cruel "B-But, hey! It was fun." sunbaenim said while smiling at me. I then smiled at him back. Yup! He's an angel! "It's getting late! I should prepare dinner now! Would you atleast stay here until dinner, Hanna?" sunbaenim asked, "Um, OK" I said as I brightly smiled. Sunbaenim then left and started to work in the kitchen. I just now noticed that Sehun and I were left alone together. We became silent for about 30 minutes, When suddenly, he came closer to me while smiling. Okay..He's creepy!, his smile turned into a somewhat serious expression. "Hyung...really do trust you, huh?" he said with a serious face. "I've been visiting hyung atleast thrice a year, and you're the first friend he introduced to me, ever since he moved here, In Korea.." he continued. "Since he probably trust you so much, I'm sure that you have heard about his story". I nodded in reply. "I see,..hyung was..really devastated when he saw She Ri with another guy. On top of that, they were engaged! Hyung was heavily depressed that his heart couldn't take it.." He said with a very sad voice. "W-What do you mean?" "Hyung...had a heart attack. It seems that his heart condition became worse. The doctor said that, If he ever had a heart attack like that again, It will surely be the end of his life.." . I was shocked at what Sehun said. I could feel the water forming in my eyes. "Also, he may not be able to live longer now. His heart is now so weak... Until now, we're still looking for heart donations. Unfortunately, there's none." he paused. "But...if ever anything bad happens...I would be willing to give up my heart, in exchange for my brother's life!" he smiled as tears started to flow unto his cheeks. I was touched and at the same time, sad at what Sehun said. I couldn't help but cry as well. I wouldn't be able to take it if ever sunbaenim dies. Even if I had only known him for just a short while, he's still my friend! I care about him! I don't want to lose anybody else in my life! But.....I also can't accept Sehun's fate, If ever sunbaenim does have another heart attack again. I stayed quiet, not knowing what to answer. "Dinner's ready!" sunbaenim shouted brightly from the kitchen. Sehun and I hurriedly wiped our tears off and headed to the kitchen. Sehun suddenly stopped me and said.."Please.....don't tell this to hyung.." he pleaded with a sad expression. I just nodded and headed to the kitchen. Why must I be so bad at situations like this?....

After I ate dinner, I said goodbye as I headed out to go home. I said my final goodbye to Sehun, for he is gonna go back to China again tomorrow.  Sehun was smiling at me warmly, similar to how sunbaenim smiles. Now I know that you two are really brothers! I smiled back as I slowly walked away.

I arrived back home, safely. I saw Baekhyun watching a drama on the TV. He was, AGAIN, crying. I tried not to laugh, but I failed. "YAH!!! WHY DO YOU ALWAYS ENTER WHEN I'M CRYING?" he said as he hurriedly wiped his tears off. "You sure are a cry baby, Baekhyun~" I said with  teasing smirk on my face. "AISH! Just wash up and go to sleep!! It's late!" he said while lightly blushng. I just smiled and procceeded to go to the bathroom. As I closed the door, I tried to think back again on what Sehun said. "To give up your heart for someone you love, huh? That's a big choice to make! Sehun really is a good brother!"

"But.."

"What if...What if Luhan sunbaenim dies?"

"Will I be able to handle it? Can I really go back to my usual self if that happens?"

Then a sudden thought came up my mind..

"What if .....What if Baekhyun suddenly dissapear?"

I paused as my heart suddenly ached at what I said.

"Oh....right..."

"That's already an inevitable fate that I can't change.."

"Sooner or later...."

"He's gonna have to ...Dissapear.."

 

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Eriyaa
#1
Chapter 25: Chapter 25: I don't know... this is just too sad. I cried the tears out. The fact that they never confessed before hurts me more. Thank you for this angst
haeri0610 #2
Chapter 25: When sunmi mention about Baekie's name I felt like my heart stopped beating. So sad...

Though I didn't shed any tears but my heart felt pain while reading this..

My 2 bias died in this story (-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩__-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩) Luhannie..Baekhyunie..andwe..(˘̩̩̩~˘̩̩̩ƪ)
Tresbiengirl
#3
Chapter 24: Omg author, I cried so much I basically drenched my whole pillow! I didnt quite fully understand the ending but ur story's so awesome! Keep it up!
Mina-kara
#4
Chapter 24: THE ENDINGS THE BEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Mina-kara
#5
Chapter 21: OMG Some bits are just too funny :)) But other bits are so sadd :((
Sterlinglight123 #6
Chapter 19: It's so sad and touching! omg my feels!!!;A;
chunjoe1004 #7
I love this story !
Mina-kara
#8
Chapter 17: Lol CHICKEN!!! LMAO
and Wow This story is great!! x
AppleParsleylace #9
great!!keep up the good work authornim ^^
xxJA5809xx
#10
Chapter 12: It is really touching and I really like it! Keep up your good work, author-nim!