“Damn it DaeSung!” SeungHyun glared at the younger man who took the last piece of pork off his plate.

“I’m sorry Hyung! I thought you said I could have it!” he smiled sweetly stuffing the meat into his mouth.

“Hell no!” SeungHyun waved DaeSung off as he tried to hug him.

SeungRi sat quietly on the other end of the table and ignored the two Hyungs fighting. YoungBae picked up Boss who bounced at his feet and the happy puppy frantically at this face.

SeungRi looked up as I walked into the room. And the other boys looked up at me too. I ignored them leaning against a counter with a note pad and a pen. I stared at the paper lyrics floating thru my brain but none seemed right.

“H-Hyung?” SeungRi’s soft voice called me.

“What maknae?” I glanced up at him.

“You want some food? I made it.” He smiled hopefully at me.

I stared at the other boys anxious faces. “No, save me some for tomorrow I’m not hungry.”

“JiYong…” YoungBae frowned walking over to me as I grabbed a smoothie and stared at my paper again. “Your too thin…” he muttered quietly into my ear so the other wouldn’t hear.

“I’m fine Bae…I’m eating ok.” I showed him the smoothie and drank some.

“You know what I’m talking about. Ji just…I’m here ok…if you want someone to talk to.” I stared at my best friend and he smiled lovingly at me and I punched his arm. He was always looking out for me and I loved him like he was my brother.

“I know. Thanks…I’m just a little stressed out. That’s all.”

YoungBae nodded and I wrapped my arms around him laying my head on his shoulders.

“So what did you guys think of the black girl?” SeungRi tried saying it as casual as possible as he shoved a lump of rice in his mouth.

“She’s so nice!” DaeSung smiled.

“She is…” Tae added. “She’s beautiful too.”

I froze letting him go. He glanced knowingly at me and I ignored his stares.

“She’s ing gorgeous!” SeungRi chimed loudly.

I glared at SeungRi.

“I never really talked to a black girl before. She’s so refreshing.” He continued with his loud obnoxious voice. He stared at me his eyes blazing. “I wonder if she has a boyfriend.”

SeungHyun stared at me and I ignored their stares and gulped down the rest of my smoothie.

“That’s none of your business.” YoungBae interrupted him.

“Well if she does. I’m pretty sure he wouldn’t be too please to find her in JiYong’s room.”

DaeSung choked on his soju. “S-she was in your bedroom!”

“I didn’t her if that’s what you’re implying…” I stared icily at DaeSung.

“JiYong…he didn’t mean that.” YoungBae gripped around my shoulders. DaeSung’s eyes watered.

“Look…I was in the shower and then I went to my room and she was already there. I didn’t’ even know that you guys came here with her.”

“Why were you taking a shower in the middle of the day?” DaeSung wrinkled his nose.

YoungBae coughed.

“You left on that when she came in.” SeungHyun muttered as he sipped on his soju.

“Yeah next time in your own room.” SeungRi rolled his eyes.

“SeungRi! We don’t need to discuss this!” Tae frowned, not liking where this was heading.

“ion is natural there’s nothing wrong with ing.” He challenged

“I’m not listening to this anymore.” I picked up my notebook before I punched the kid in the face. I turned walking out of the room.

“I’ll wake you up for our photo shoot tomorrow?” YoungBae called after me.

I turned and his face was gentle and understanding.

“Yeah.”

* * *
“Naomi…g”

“I know…get up.” I finished my Noona’s sentence and she smiled when she saw that I was already up.

“Good.” She replied and walked out and I could smell the sweet aroma of pancakes as I glanced out at the rising sun thru a window.

I rolled my neck and smiled, thinking about the boys. I couldn’t believe how amazingly attractive they were. But I was with Calvin…

“Don’t worry about him…if I were you…I’d get me some.” Vivian had told me from our conversation last night.

My mind went back to him I closed my eyes as I stepped into the warm shower. His plump lips caught my attention the second we meet.

His porcelain skin across his collar bones was next along with his slender body. His sultry eyes as he stared at me. I could still feel his fingers as they brushed my chest. Why didn’t I flinch from his touch? It was obvious that he was a stranger and I let him in so fast that It scared me. Why didn’t I tell him about Calvin, that I belonged to someone else?

My eyes teared as the reality hit me. How was I going to get thru this year without Calvin by my side? Phone was ok I guess I grinned thinking about his heavy grunts on the phone right after I called my sisters. He moaned my name the same time I moaned his and I imagined that it was him touching and ravishing between my legs.

* * *
“Let me guess…photo shoot?” I asked Noona glancing around the spacious studio. People ran around carrying props and carts of borrowed runway clothes. My eyes followed the rack and I was so temped to raid the designer clothes.

“Yes my dear…follow me please.” She laughed as she watched my pained expression as the clothes disappeared into the next room.

I followed her into a bright changing room and she placed the big white box she was holding on one of the tables. I glanced up from the box and the boys were all there some shirtless and others changing into the basic parts of their costumes.

They didn’t seem to bothered by me being here and my eyes trailed down YoungBae’s chiseled back.

Noona left to go work with Top’s hair and I smiled as SeungRi was the first to come over to me.

“Hey…SeungRi right?” he nodded pulling me into his arms.

“I missed you.” He whispered into my ear his hands running down my back.

“SeungHyun!” a woman yelled and he let go of me. He blushed and I laughed holding out the box to him.

TaeYang and DaeSung both smiled at me and grabbed a bagel and cream cheese.

“Thank you.” YoungBae smiled shyly at me his arm extending carefully towards me and I accepted his embrace watching as JiYong watched me from a mirror. He sat in a makeup chair as his makeup artist smeared concealer under his puffy eyes. His face was miserable and seemed centuries old but I doubted he was older than twenty two.

I tighten my arms around YoungBae resting my head against his warm shoulder. His tight muscles shifted under my hands as he pulled away blushing. I caught him glancing nervously at JiYong, who turned his eyes away from us.

“Is he ok?” I asked hoping that I he would look my way again.

“Um…yeah. He’s just…He had a rough night.” I could see pain and fear run thru YoungBae’s eyes and my heart raced.

“You and JiYong are close aren’t you.” I watched his eyes watching the leader with careful eyes.

“He’s my best friend.” He whispered looking up at me. I nodded feeling guilt.

“Naomi could you please help JiYong with his accessories?” Noona looked at me and I nodded. “Oh uh…sure.”

I walked over to him as he leaned over a tray of rings. He eyed each one with passion and expertise. I touched his arm lightly and he jumped a little his eyes glanced down at me then quickly looked away.

“Hey…” he whispered and I picked up a ring with a cluster of roses melted together in a masculine sort of way.

“You don’t seem happy to see me.” I moved closer watching him debate on what to say next.
“I’m really happy to see you.” His eyes sparkled sadly and his eyes admired my shimmery thigh high v-neck dress over black tights.

GDRAGON’S POINT OF VIEW

I seemed to be spilling out everything that was on my mind when I talked to her and I waited as she processed what I said.

She didn’t answer as she held out a ring and I took it from her sliding it onto my finger.

“Are you ok?” Her eyes went to the box of bagels and back to me. “Here have one.” She reached over grabbing a sliced piece.

I opened my lips as the bagel entered and I sunk my teeth into it. My eyes bore into her and she yanked the extra piece off and pushed it between her lips the cheese off her index finger.

I smiled and she giggled glancing at my leg. “How’s the leg Superman?”

“Better…ill be flying by tomorrow.” I grinned wrapping my hand around her thin wrist. I lifted her hand holding a piece of bagel to my lips and sighed biting into it.

I watched as her plump lips opened and I pushed the bagel into she chewed slowly staring up at me. She seemed to be contemplating and I wanted so bad to know what she was thinking about.

“Do you treat all the stylist assistants like this?” she held out a gold and leather belt she winked as I reached for it the same time that she did.

“Only the pretty ones.” I admitted. And she wrapped the belt around my hips I arched my hips towards her and her fingers brushed my abs.

She yanked it tight and I grinned.

“Go your up next…” she ran her fingers thru her hair. I pursed my lips at her and she pouted.

“Watch me babe…” I walked towards the bright lights on the set transforming in front of the camera.