LOVE LETTER
StarCrossed Lovers [R]NAOMI’S POINT OF VIEW
I laid perfectly still as I gained conscious and the bright light of day hit the back of my eyelids.
I rolled over wincing as my stiff muscles shot a dull pain up my back and my eyes shot opened.
I grabbed the soft Egyptian cotton around my exposed chest and stared ahead.
Memories of last night flooded into my train of though and I looked to my right where JiYong should still be laying next to me.
Instead a piece of paper was placed on the pillow next to me.
I smiled at the impossibly messy handwriting.
Hey, I’m sorry I had to leave you like this.
I’m recording right now in the studio.
Help yourself to any of my clothes.
I wish I could be there when you wake up but
If I’m not I’ll be back soon.
I can't breathe no more
I can't sleep no more
In this crazy world, the cold heart of the city, I'm alone
I can't live no more but I can't stop no more
Even if I close my eyes I can't hear your breathing anymore
I can't deny, a night I quietly sleep
You appear in me, you're so beautiful
Hey gorgeous sweet amazing baby
I know you want it baby
You and me hardcore right now
Til you say no more
*I can't breathe I can't breathe
I don't even care for the feeling like I'm being squeezed
I can't breathe I can't breathe
Even when the morning's bright, I don't want to get up
I can't breathe
I'm tired of imagination, I lost my self restraint
Situation turned contradictory, You are my unchanged V V Venus!
If you take the stars from the other side of the moon, the sun will grow dark
I've been waiting for this moment I wonder
I can't deny, a night I quietly sleep
You appear in me, you're so beautiful
Hey gorgeous sweet amazing baby
I know you want it baby
You and me hardcore right now
Let's do it some more
The magnificent morning came through the curtains
Your outstretched hand that calls me
Secretly come to my bed
Quietly, so no one knows
My heart raced as I read the lyrics. They were beautiful and I smiled sliding out of his bed, taking the sheets with me. I walked into his closet and grabbed a black velvet robe.
I laughed thinking it was so not him to wear it and I guessed that it was a gift. I put it on and made my way to the bathroom to take a shower.
When I was done I stared nervously at all of his neatly staked t-shirts and decided to pick a less masculine looking one.
I wondered if some were women’s clothes as I picked up a soft black v neck. I put it on and went thru his jeans.
I pulled a pair of faded navy blue ones from the pile and slipped them on. They fit like a glove and I smiled wondering if he wouldn’t mind sharing his wardrobe with me once in a while.
I rolled up the bottoms so they wouldn’t drag.
I grabbed my ringing cell phone from my purse that was under his bed and answered.
“Nai?” JiYong whispered on the other end.
“Hey…” I smiled sitting down so I could roll up the bottoms of his jeans.
“Did I wake you?” He asked.
“No I just took a shower.” I finished one leg and moved to the other.
“I’m sorry I left. I didn’t want to wake you.” JiYong’s voice seemed strained.
“Don’t get upset. It’s ok really.” I ran my fingers thru my hair.
“It’s not that…are you…um on birth control?”
“I’m not. I’m sorry I should of said something.” My heart raced.
“No it’s my fault I had protection but I was too caught up.” He laughed a little and I smiled.
“When I get back I’ll take you to the pharmacy.”
“Ok…” I relaxed a little.
“I got to go. Tell SeungRi to make you breakfast.” He laughed again and I rolled my eyes.
“Bye.”
“Bye.”
I made my way out to the kitchen.
“Oh um…hi.” I smiled at SeungHyun who was sipping on coffee and reading the paper. YoungBae sat at the table eating eggs and bacon.
“Good morning.” SeungHyun didn’t seem surprised to see me.
“You want some breakfast?” YoungBae got up before I could answer and fixed me a plate and pulled out a chair for me.
“Thank you.” I smiled totally embarrassed.
“JiYong should be ashamed that you fit perfectly in his clothes.” SeungHyun laughed.
“JiYong’s naturally thin…you know he doesn’t like when you pick on that.” YoungBae muttered drinking orange juice.
I smiled as they argued back and forth and ate my breakfast.
“Hooo!” SeungRi walked in, a total ball of energy.
His cheeks blushed when he saw me wearing JiYong’s clothes.
“Why are you so damn annoying in the morning?” SeungHyun glared at him.
“Well consider this payback for putting me up on the roof.” He smiled and sat next to me.
“Sooo how was it? Well I don’t have to really ask judging on the all that noise you two made last night.”
“SeungRi that’s none of your business.” YoungBae glared at him.
“You guys heard?!” my heart raced my eyes widened as SeungHyun struggled not to smile.
“We came home a little after you guys.” YoungBae answered.
I sighed in relief as I heard the door open and JiYong came into the kitchen. Everyone was silent as I got up.
“Lets go.” He looked zoned out as he reached for my hand and we left.
“Hey where are you two going?” SeungRi yelled but JiYong ignored him.
GDRAGON’S POINT OF VIEW
I drove to the nearest pharmacy and she was quiet and that made me nervous.
“You ok?” I reached for her thigh and she twisted her fingers in mine.
“Yeah.”
“Are you sure?” I glanced over at her and she smiled at me.
“I don’t regret anything JiYong.” Naomi whispered and I pulled to the side of the pharmacy. I handed her 50,000 Won. “This should be enough but comeback if it’s not enough.”
She nodded and left. I closed my eyes and gripped the steering wheel tight. This would never happen again.
She came back with a green and purple box and I heading back.
She tor the box open as we entered the kitchen and I handed her a glass of water. She gulped down the small white pill and we both sighed in relieve.
“I don’t regret anything either.” I whispered kissing her lips. And she kissed me back eagerly. I held her close as our kiss deepened.
“I loved the song.” She whispered between kisses.
“Did you?” I smiled. “I just recorded some this morning.”
“It was beautiful.” She smiled.
“La la la!” DaeSung walked into the kitchen closing his eyes but quickly uncovered them as he stumbled against the table.
“You know your plane is leaving in like 2 hours right?” I hinted DaeSung to leave.
“I know but I’m not leaving just so you too could…yeah.” he stuck his tongue at me and Naomi laughed.
My cell phone rang suddenly and I saw it was my manager.
“I got to take this call.” I got up leaving the room.
“JiYong…I need to talk to you about something.” My manager sounded stressed out and I panicked.
“About what?”
“Well…YG’s been getting calls about that black girl you’ve been spending time with. He says there are pictures of you two together around the town.”
My heart stopped and I gritted my teeth. “Say there’s nothing happening.” I told him.
“I know I’ve got your publicist working on that. But um…I was talking to YG this morning and he said that Naomi’s work is very impressive.”
“What are you getting at?” I asked totally impatient with my manager’s randomness.
“He wants to offer her a permanent job with us…she’ll need more training of course but…”
“Wait…what?!” I caught myself so I wouldn’t yell to loud.
“I know she’s black but you know YG. Once he sees talent he won’t let it escape his grasps. And this is just another way to make YG Entertainment more unique in a way I guess. Sure people will talk. I mean she is black but I think people won’t hate her. I mean she’s a pretty black girl. And on top of all that she’s got a load of creativity and talent and…”
I got even more irritated if that was even possible. His words became useless gibber gabber in my ears.
“Hello!?” My manager yelled. “Are you listening?”
“What?” I snapped out of it.
“I said tell her to consider it since you guys seem close. YG told me not to tell her yet because her year isn’t done but I think the sooner the idea is in her head the better.”
“Sure.” I said and hung up before he could say anything more.
“Who was that?” Naomi asked as soon as I entered the kitchen.
“Nothing, um don’t worry about it.” I threw on my best smile and hoped that she would fall for it.
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