Secret

She stood there, holding the white envelope. Deciding whether to give him the letter. Amber stood in front of his dorm while staring at the letter. She doesn't actually want to do this but she has no choice. Everyday, at home she sits on couch waiting for her boyfriend to come and spend time together. Myungsoo ethers comes home late or gives her attitude. Amber knew that Myungsoo was stressed about work and but this has been going on for weeks. Although she loves him, She was getting tired of it. Thinking she should just confront with at home instead of giving a break up letter. She flinches when the door whips open. Standing at the door, she sees the hamster giving her weird look. Amber chuckles at how his mornining looks. One hand was brushing his teeth while his other hand was rubbing his small eyes. 

"Oh...Your here?" SungGyu asks while rubbing his hair that was flying up. Amber looked at his hair and laughed. SungGyu's eyes widen. 

"Amber!?"He looks down and up on himself, Amber follows him. He told her he would be right back in a few minutes before he shuts the door. 

"Uh...okay?1Amber stood at his door and waited for him. Soon she grew tired and sat down at the door step. A few minutes later. The doors once again whips open scaring the day lights out of Amber. She stood and turns around to find a newly dress hamster. He fixed his flying hair and wore a totally different outfit. Making Amber stare at him in awe with agape. 

"Woah...you look....hot."Amber unconsciously complemented him. Amber could see his face get bright red and begins to get shy. 

"Uhhh....thanks. Why don't you come in?"SungGyu walks in before she could protest. She lets out a sigh before going in the house. Trailing behind him, she looks around the house to find it surprisingly clean and empty. 

"Where are the other guys? You home alone?"

"Uh...yea."He shyly repiles making Amber raise an eyebrow at his sudden shy behaviour. She playfully hits him. 

"Why are you so weird today? Your turning like Myungsoo."

"Uh really? Anyways you hungry? i made ramen."He left to the kitchen and came out with a pot with stream coming out of it. SungGyu quickly places the pot on the floor in front of the tv. Amber smiles and thanks him for the ramen. She tells him she will join him after she returns something to MyungSoo. Taking the envelope and hiding it from SungGyu's sight. She walks in to his room and finds a good place to place the letter. Walking towards his bed, she looks around the room. Amber slips the envelope under his pillow before walking out to join SungGyu on the floor. She smiles warmly at him while grabbing a pair of chopsticks. SungGyu grabs the tv remote and pressed the power button. Not caring what channel was on, he digs in his food. 

"Ooh, We Got Married is on. I wonder who's the new pair. My members including yours don't let me watch it."Pouting while her eyes clued to the screen. SungGyu's heart literally froze. He going to be in trouble, big trouble once MyungSoo finds out. Frozen at her comment, he throws the the utensils that he was using on the floor before throwing himself to where the remote is. He only had a few seconds left before the preview that would leaked everything out. 

He turns the channel but just his luck, Myungsoo's face has been revealed. He slaps himself for being so careless. He knew Amber had seen his face and soon was bombarded with questions but instead she asks a simple question. 

"Can you turn back the channel?"SungGyu silently sat there pretending nothing happened. Amber frustratedly groans before walking over where SungGyu was and taking the remote. She flips back to the channel that was airing We Got Married. Her heart has stopped beating, she felt her heart was burning and her stomach starts to twist making it unbearable. Seeing MyungSoo shyly kiss the girl's cheek made the pain in her heart hurt more. Amber clenches on her clothing and squeezing it to relieve her stress. She begins to question herself his love for her. As she watches on, Amber felt that there was love in his eyes. Amber sees the same look in his eyes that he would use to give her. It seems like he was happier and more of himself in the show. She feels that Myungsoo doesn't love her anymore, she now understands why he has been coming home late and giving her attitude. It's because of filming the show with his ideal girl, Bae Suzy. As she takes a closer look at the girl she begins to compare herself with Suzy. She falls perfectly in Myungsoo's ideal.Long wavy hair, with innocent looks. She begins to doubt her own looks. How can she compare with that? No wonder why Myungsoo didn't let her watch We Got Married, to not get caught. Amber feels that he doesn't love her no more. Iff Myungsoo loved her he didn't need to keep it a secret, she could've at least told her about it. With this thought, she really is doubting his feelings. A tears had rolled down her cheek. She watched enough of it and snaps her head at SungGyu. 

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