***Warning*** some rated material in the second half.  This was my first venture into that type of scene.  Please be kind, I’d never written anything like that before.

Wedding/Reception playlist: 

April 1, 2015

The recessional ended and once HyungJun and YiHyun were done taking pictures of the Wedding party pairs, JunPyo and Suzy quickly sprung apart; both blushing in awkwardness.  “Kansamnida,” JunPyo was still a gentleman and bowed even if he felt strange taking another woman’s arm that wasn’t his wife.

 - “Ah, anieyo, Gu JunPyo-ssi,” Suzy replied, glad that they no longer had to link arms.

 - “Bride and Groom!   Wedding party!  Let’s go over to the cottage garden by the chapel.  We don’t need too many pictures because Jihoo and Ilana already took them.  I just want a few with the wedding party and the kids,” HyungJun got everyone’s attention.  When it came to taking the perfect picture, he could channel all his energy to the task at hand.

The rest of the party followed the photographers but Jihoo and Ilana were in their own happy bubble, not paying attention.

 - “Anae, saranghaeyo.”  Jihoo had drawn Ilana into his arms and placed a few playful kisses on her face.

Smiling brightly, she hugged him tightly, resting her head under his chin, “kansamnida, nae sarang.”

 - “Wae?”

 - “For loving me, for waiting for me, for trusting me to come back and not giving up hope,” her voice was thick with emotion.

Jihoo raised her chin and pressed his lips to hers.

Jaejoong and  Abigaíl walked slower than the others.  She had just started the last trimester of her pregnancy and the baby liked to sit right on one of her nerves, making it sometimes difficult to walk.  Jaejoong realized that Jihoo and Ilana were no longer beside them.  He took a look behind him and saw the newlywed couple stealing kisses.  “Jagiya, wait for me.  I need to go grab our Sinbuwa and Sinlang or you’ll never get to sit down.”

 - “Aww, they’re so sweet!  You were just as bad at our wedding.”

 - “That’s different,” he winked at his wife.  Walking to the couple who was clueless, he placed a hand on both their backs.

Ilana pulled away, cheeks beginning to stain pink.  Jihoo just looked at his ex-colleague in annoyance.

 - “Hyeongbunim!”  Ilana scolded.

 - “If you two haven’t noticed, we’re walking towards the cottage garden.”

 - “Oh,” Ilana tried not to giggle but she took a glance at her husband and he had that twinkle in his eye that no one but she could see.  It was her undoing and the mirth spilled over.

Jihoo kissed her once more, just because he loved her smiling face and everything about her and it was an excuse.  Not that he needed one.  “Sarang, eeliwah before Jaejoong Uissa complains more.”

They picked up  Abigaíl on the way and headed to the garden.  “Chica, I praise God to see you smiling like that.”

Ilana looked at her husband and smiled.  “I do too; I never thought it was possible to be this content.”

Arriving at the garden, HyungJun immediately maneuvered everyone to where he wanted them for the formal shots, irritating JunPyo many times.  Maknae ignored him and continued to work; he even positioned the two flower girls with their arms casually resting on JeongYul’s shoulders.  Isabel was reluctant at first but the Maknae’s boyish charm won her over quickly.

Thankfully they didn't have too many pictures to take as the Bride and Groom kept getting lost in their bubble and not paying attention to instructions which led to uncontrolled laughter amongst everyone.  “Wedding party is dismissed,” HyungJun announced.  “Gu JunPyo-ssi, can you tell Harabeoji and Halmoni I need them at the fountain, juseyo?”  JunPyo gave the photographer a glare for daring to order him around and walked off.

 - “Appa!”  InHei called.  “Can Isabel Unnie and I go find Harabeoji and Halmoni?”  The kids already loved Nana as she had baked cookies just for them.

 - “InHei-ah, take Umma with you.”

 - “Deh Appa!  Isabel Unnie, kaja.”

Isabel looked at her parents for approval.  “Arraso, I agree with Gu JunPyo-ssi, don’t wander around the property without an adult,” Jaejoong said.

That was all the girls needed and JeongYul as well, to take off running.  If anyone was watching, they’d see the soft smile of a parent’s love for their children on the faces of the three adults.  Jaejoong stopped walking and kissed his wife, with a hand on her midsection.  JaeWook protesting that his Mother had stopped walking and that his Father’s hand was stopping her gave him a high kick.  The husband and wife broke apart laughing.  “Yah JaeWook nae adeul, don’t you think Appa should get some quality time with Umma too?”

 Abigaíl laughed as she felt the baby moving.  JaeWook and his Appa had a special relationship.  It was almost as if the baby liked to tease his Father whenever he wanted some intimate time with his Mother.  “JaeWook, be nice to Appa.”

 - “Deh!”  Jaejoong spoke to Abigail’s bump.  “Jagiya, are you hungry?  Let’s go find the others and get appetizers.”

  -“That sounds good; I’m thirsty too.”  Pregnancy made her crave ice-cold water.  At home and at the hospital she had a pitcher of water in the refrigerator and would pour it over ice whenever she was thirsty.

Now by the fountain, Ilana took advantage to splash Jihoo.  “Ah, chincha?”  Jihoo dipped his own hand in the water and was about to flick her with water.

 - “Uissanim, not the hair!”  YiHyun called out in warning.

He flicked her face just lightly and took his handkerchief to dab gently at her face.  Ilana kissed his cheek in thanks, which he wasn’t satisfied with and pecked her lips right back.  “Unnie, there’s enough of the spray gel in here to keep the curls for days.”

Jihoo was thinking how he couldn’t wait to mess up those curls.

Ilana felt his gaze on her.  “Sarang?”

 - “Anieyo,” he smiled and then lips making her blush.

Nana and Harabeoji made their appearance.  “Niños, que bendición verlos casar (Kid’s, what a blessing it is to see you wed).”  Nana squeezed them in her arms and letting go caressed both their faces with her slightly callused hands from all her hard work.

 - “Gracias (Thank you), Nana.”  Ilana was in danger of crying again.

 - “Halmoni, kansamnida.”  Jihoo too felt a bond with this woman.  She knew before either he or Ilana that some sort of friendship would form.

 - “Chukahae, adeul (son),” Harabeoji said in an even gruff voice due to the emotions he felt.  “Chukahae Dtal (daughter).”

The photographers were going crazy capturing the sentimental moment.  “Everyone together!”  HyungJun said.  “Halmoni, stand here next to Uissa,” he gently maneuvered Nana to the right of Jihoo.  “And princess, between your sinlang and Harabeoji."  He linked everyone's arms together and inclined Ilana's head towards Jihoo’s.  "Got it!  Hana...dol...set!" YiHyun snapped the picture.  "That's a wrap!  Princess, we're done with the formal pictures.  You two should go in so JungMin can do your grand entrance."

 - "Shiro, I don't know if I want to do that."  Ilana didn't want to be put on the spot.

 - "Junnie-ah, I'm going to set up the camera and have JungMin-ssi get everyone to take their seats."

 - "Princess, it's on the itinerary," HyungJun and JungMin had worked with the coordinator on how to move things along.

 - "Sarang, gwenchana, we've come this far…," he had her hand in his and kissed it.  She nodded in acceptance, trying to overcome bad habits, still.

JungMin took his spot at the DJ booth.  A table was set up next to the booth, just for the gang.  "If I can have everyone in the house or walking about the property, please have a seat?"

Most of the garden was accessible to the guests, except for the area leading to the stables and JungMin and Suzy's apartment.  The rest of the guests were coming out from in the house.  The open first floor was set up to be the gallery of their engagement/wedding photos and guests were offered drinks and appetizers as they waited for the chairs to be brought from the garden to the reception area.  It was all done very efficiently and in a timely manner.  Jihoo and Ilana waited with the coordinator at the edge of the kitchen garden.  The Wedding party was assembled at the edge of the pool closer to the DJ booth.

 - "Ladies and Gentleman, I'm DJ Mal, your MC for the evening.  On behalf of Jihoo and Ilana, I'd like to welcome you to their wedding.  Can I get everyone clapping, so I can introduce the wedding party?  Once I get a nice rhythm from you guys, I'll start."  Everyone began to clap a steady rhythm.  "First and foremost, all the way from the big apple, New York, New York, Doctor Jaejoong Kim and his lovely wife, Abigaíl, and daughter Isabel!"  Jaejoong led them to the middle of the dance floor/pool and bowed exaggeratedly.  Abigaíl and Isabel waived and stood to the side.  "Next is our Best Man all the way from Seoul, Republic of Korea, Gu JunPyo and the maid of honor, from not that far, the enchanting Suzy Park!"  Both walked to the center and bowed, before going to stand near the Kim's.  "Our flower girl and ring bearer, all the way from Seoul, handsome So JeongYul & jagiya Gu InHei!"  InHei and JeongYul took their bow and scampered off with the grown-ups.  HyunJoong hopped on the keyboard and began playing the wedding march.  "And now, ladies and gentleman, the moment you've all been waiting for..."

Ilana was laughing at her crazy friend.  "Sarang, JungMin is having way too much fun."

 - "Deh, he is enjoying himself."

 - "He's great," the coordinator said.  "If he ever wanted to be in the entertainment business, I bet he could."

 - "It is my pleasure to introduce to you, for the second time in public today, Mr. and Mrs. Yoon!  Make some noise people!  Woot Woot!"

 - "That's your cue, go on you two!"  Jihoo and Ilana made their way to the pool dance floor and bowed before walking to the spot So YiHyun was gesturing to.  She fluffed out Ilana's train and stepped back to admire the view.

 - "Everyone repeat after me," JungMin said.  "Bpo Bpo, Bpo Bpo."

 - "Sarang, do you want to strangle him or should I," Ilana smiled, turning red.

 - "I'd rather do as they are asking."  Before she could react, he cupped her face and kissed her very softly.  Not teasing, just sweetly taking his time.  All their friends were stomping their feet, cheering and clapping in excitement.  This was a Yoon Jihoo they didn't really know.  JanDi looked on with tears in her eyes at her precious Sunbae, so happy in love.  GaEul mused in her head about soul mates and JaeKyung had just returned from using the restroom.  WooBin looked concerned but she smiled at him.

 - "At this time, we will have the best man lead the toast," JungMin announced.

JunPyo held up a champagne glass that had just been handed him.  "I read these words on the plane ride over here.  'How do you love?  You fall into it!!  It is a continuous and ever-lasting feeling, even... if you don’t express it at all times.'  I think that's the best way to describe our Sinbu and Sinlang.  Before either knew what happened, they had fallen and although they didn't express themselves to each other or anyone else, it was noticeable to anyone watching.  Those of us around them could testify to that continuous pre-fall wavering of losing your balance, yet not falling.  Then there is...that everlasting feeling once you do fall.  Like Moksah (Pastor) said, one can be overpowered but two can help each other get back up and that's where the everlasting bond comes in.  We could see how they both transformed into the one that the other loved.  Jihoo and Ilana share a love story like no other and that's the way it should be.  May you continue to fall more deeply in love each day," JunPyo stared across to where JanDi was sitting.  "Don't be shy, your spouse wants to hear those love words, don't ever lose that everlasting feeling.  Gunbae!"  He lifted his glass and drank.

Bride and Groom had been lost in their own world during JunPyo's short speech and now moved back to their own private table overlooking the dance floor.

 - "Just a few announcements," JungMin interrupted.  "Dinner is being served as I speak, beverages can be found just inside the house, there is a bathroom in the pool house and one in the main room of the house.  Please do not wander off the lit paths or enter any of the closed rooms inside.  Now, through the evening, we want our bride and groom to kiss as much as possible, so if you see they are not, please take your silverware and clink your glasses like this" he demonstrated.  "Let's try it, yes?"

As the clinking of metal against glass was heard, Ilana buried her face in her hands in embarrassment.  Jihoo himself was a little embarrassed but she was too precious to him not to kiss.  He pried her hands away and saw her pout and covered that cute pout with his lips.

 - "Remind me to kill JungMin when we come back," Ilana said as Jihoo ended the kiss.  She vaguely remembered this tradition from Abigaíl and Jaejoong's wedding but not JaeKyung or Suzy's.

 - "Yippeun when you're embarrassed like this."  As the cheering died down and everyone began to eat, Jihoo took advantage of the eyes being off of them and fed Ilana a piece of the sea bass.

 - "Mmm!  That is good!"  She took a bite-size piece of the beef and held it out to him.  "Tell me if the beef is just as good?"

 - "Choah."  He took a look at their surroundings, then brought to his, tasting her.  He didn't want to prolong the kiss when anyone could see but he didn't rush either.

Across the path, YoungSaeng suddenly lost his appetite.  He downed the beer he had in front of him and stood.  "I'm going to get another drink."

HyunJoong knew his friend well.  He took a peek at the bride and groom's table and the couple's heads were together, his hand under her hair.  He sighed, took a bite of his food and went after YoungSaeng.

At the bar, a woman was ahead of him in line.  She smiled at him when she took her glass of wine and walked passed him.  Although he mechanically inclined his head, YoungSaeng didn't really notice that she paused just briefly before heading out the door and he proceeded to order.  "Do you have soju?"     

 - "Yah, what are you doing?"  HyunJoong asked.

 - "Just wanted a drink," he shrugged.  "Drink with me.  Two soju glasses please."  They stood at one of the few bar tables that had been set up for waiting or socializing.

 - "What was the whole walking Ilana down the aisle thing?"

 - "I wasn't going to come, I didn't want to come but I'd be a jerk if I didn't come.  I couldn't face the reality before, much less now.  Somehow I needed to make the break, I thought if I physically gave her away, it'd be easier to say goodbye."

 - "Was it?"

 - "Anieyo," he smiled.  "But she was so happy and..." his eyes began to glisten.  "...and that smile...was just so bright.  I don't think she ever smiled like that for me.  It does and doesn't make it easier to bear.  She's happy, her happiness is with him."  He sighed, taking another shot.  “I want to be greedy and have her smile like that for me.  I ask why not me?  Was it just not the right time?  Could it have been me, if I had been able to remain at her side?”

HyunJoong just listened, that’s all his friend needed, someone to listen to him.  He hid his one-sided love from everyone.  Now he needed to try to pull off the band-aid he’d put in place a year ago.

 - “Saengie-ah, we can play what if all night,” HyunJoong poured them another shot.  “Mollah what makes love happen for some and not for others?  They just fell in love, as the best man said.  Sometimes, there are deeper ties that go beyond the physical or what the eyes can see.  Now that you realize who he is, you know what those ties are, maja?”

YoungSaeng took another shot and realized he did know a little of whom Yoon Jihoo was.  “Sunbae portrayed him on TV…then he was telling the truth,” he half whispered.

 - “Mwo?”

 - “Anieyo, he sent me a letter with Harabeoji, Ilana did too.  She ran away for a while, that’s what the Pastor said and KyuJongie said but she went back to him.  She was willing to take a chance at love with him.”

 - “Deh, they’ll have a love-filled marriage.  They’ve been through a lot and he stuck by her side.”  They drank the last shot and returned the bottle and glasses to the bartender.  HyunJoong swung his arm around his friend’s neck.  “Nae cute otter will meet a she-otter soon.”  He pinched Saengie’s cheek.

 - “Yah!”  YoungSaeng removed his friend’s arm and walked off.

 - “Saengie-ah!"  HyunJoong caught up and grabbed him by the neck again.

Someone was watching the two men with interest.  "De que te sonríes hija (Daughter, what are you smiling at)?"

 - "Nada, Papi (nothing, Daddy)."

After dinner and the occasional clinking of glasses started by JungMin, Jihoo and Ilana walked around to all the tables to greet their guests.  They decided they could leave their friends for last as they weren't going anywhere and the visit would not be short.

They came to Ilana's corporate officers first, the ones who were with her Father.  A few had already retired and their kids were now in their place.  "Bienvenidos, queríamos agradecerles que hayan venido (Welcome, we wanted to thank you for coming)."  The elders rose to congratulate the couple.

 - "Que linda pareja hacen (What a lovely couple you make)," one of the wives gushed.  "Tu Mami y Papi estarían tan felices (Your Mommy and Daddy would be so happy)."

Jihoo wrapped an arm around Ilana's waist, knowing her grieving process was not quite at an end yet.  She still missed her parents, especially on a day like today.  They had set up a table to honor their parents and Jesus, who gave them the gift of each other.  "Jihoo-yah, this is Mr. and Mrs. Garcia, he acts as chairman of ILC Group."  Ilana went on to introduce the President, Vice President, and CEO and greet her attorney.  "They were all my parents’ very good friends."

 - "Kansamnida, for protecting my wife," Jihoo said.

 - "The pleasure is ours," Mr. Garcia responded.  "It was difficult for her to lose her parents at such a young age but the company will be hers to run one day and we just make sure Luis Contreras legacy is there for her.  Your Asia project is off to a good start."

 - "Yes, but it's all due to your son Antonio, Señor Vargas, and my friend Park JungMin."

 - "My boy has a passion for the business," Mr. Vargas said proudly.

It was only a little awkward for Ilana to be face to face with the people that might have been her in-laws.  Mrs. Vargas sensed the awkwardness, "no te preocupes, hija, Dios sabe lo que hace (don't worry dear, God knows what he's doing)."

Ilana gave Jihoo her smile full of love and adoration, "eso sí, Señora Vargas (that he does, Mrs. Vargas)."

 - "Anda saludar tus otros invitados (Go and greet the rest of your guests)."

The next table over was a younger generation, some that Ilana had played with as a child, including Antonio and Juan Carlos and his family.  "Hello," Ilana greeted, "Jihoo and I wanted to thank you all for coming."

 - "Jihoo-yah, you remember Antonio."

 - "This is my wife, Marilena," Antonio introduced his wife.

 - "Nice to meet you," Ilana smiled and Jihoo inclined his head.

 - "Congratulations, I am full of happiness for you and your husband," Juan Carlos gave Ilana a hug and shook Jihoo's hand.

 - "Kansamnida, Uissanim."

 - "You're so pretty!  And Jihoo so handsome," Gloria teased and kissed them both on the cheek.

Jihoo, still not comfortable with this type of greeting from strangers, blushed a little.  "Kansamnida, Gloria-ssi."

 - "Where are the boys?"  Ilana asked.

 - "Where else?  With JungMin and your friends."

 - "Ah, I think little Memo has a crush on Suzy."

 - "Deh," Jihoo said.  "He clipped a rose from Eommoni's garden and gave it to her."

 - "He's a romantic just like his Mother," a woman about Ilana's age answered.

 - "Jihoo-yah, this is Mina.  She is Attorney Rodriguez’s daughter."

 - "Annyeong hasseyo," she inclined her head.

 - "Hangukmal hasil jul aseyo (Do you speak Korean)?"

 - "Deh, I studied it in school."

 - "Mina is going to Seoul to be Chi TaeYoung-ssi's assistant.  She speaks Japanese too as her Mom is Japanese but you can't tell at first glance."

 - "Deh, I tried to rebel against the family business, wanting to be a model or actress instead but here, I am," Mina shrugged.  "Maybe I can meet some of those cute Korean Idols."  Mina glanced over at the table with HyunJoong and Ilana's friends.

 - "I think HyunJoong-ssi has been discovered," Jihoo said following the woman's gaze.

 - "If you promise not to go into fangirl mode, ask Nana to introduce you."

 - "Okay, I promise.  Did he say anything about that horrible woman?"

 - "Ah, there's a woman behind all the lies," Ilana said.  "No, and I don't ask him, he's my guest and a friend.  I don't know what's being said nor do I want to.  He knows he has our support and while he's here, he doesn't have to deal with any of that.  I ask that you refrain from bothering him with anything that will make him uncomfortable," Ilana said a little sternly.  Jihoo rubbed her hand to calm her.  They'd both been in prayer for the idol and sensed he was in some type of warfare.  At least in Ilana's home, he was protected as well as with Gu JunPyo and Shinhwa Group.

 - "You don't have to worry, I won't bring it up.  I just want to say hi."  Mina ran off, it was the man next HyunJoong whom she really wanted to meet.

The last person at the table was ia.  "ia, my husband..."  Jihoo smiled, liking the way that sounded.  "...and I owe you immensely."

 - "I confess I wasn't expecting an invitation," ia said.  "It was a beautiful ceremony, including the antics of your friends.  Congratulations to you miss Ilana or should I say, Mrs. Yoon?"

 - "Ilana is fine, but had it not been for you helping me run away two years ago, the events that led me to this man would not have happened."

 - "I have to agree with my wife and thank you for booking her on that cruise."

Ilana smiled adoringly at her husband.

 - "That's too much," ia smiled at them.  "I just did what she asked me to, God did the rest."

Gloria and Marilena gave each other a conspiratorial looked and began clinking their glass with their butter knife followed by everyone else.

There was no escape, Jihoo smiled and slowly kissed his wife.  When he ended the kiss, Ilana was blushing prettily.  The kissing on demand was going to be her undoing.  He kissed her flaming cheek.  "There are still more tables to greet," Jihoo said.  "We'll be going now."

They were greeted warmly at the next table by President Ka and Chief Director Na.  Harabeoji was also there visiting.  "Children, I see we'll have many memories of those happy faces."

 - "I'm doing my best Harabeoji," So YiHyun bowed.  "Sir, I'm afraid your bodyguard is off taking random pictures."  YiHyun was in charge of taking pictures of Jihoo and Ilana at each table.

Harabeoji laughed.  "Gwenchanayo, YiHyun-ah, let the boy enjoy himself.  I shouldn’t have anything to worry about here.  And if I pass into glory today, I’ll believe my life is complete.  My only regret will be not seeing my great-grandchild.”

 - “Harabeoji!”  Ilana cried out at the somber announcement.

 - “Go on you two,” Harabeoji shooed them off.  “You have more guests to greet.”

Jihoo hugged his wife and kissed her briefly on the lips.  “Harabeoji just wants us to hurry and get the reception over with and work on his great-grandchild,” Jihoo whispered in her ear.

 - “Jihoo-yah!”  By the time Ilana looked up, he had that poker face mask on again.  “Kaja,” she dragged her husband by the hand, “we haven’t said hi to the gang yet.”

The F4 gang was first and they didn’t wait for them to arrive but accosted them halfway.  “You two are so sweet together,” JaeKyung beamed.

 - “Chukahae, bro,” WooBin fist-bumped Jihoo.  “Don’t worry about anything,” he winked.

 - “Kansamnida,” Jihoo replied with no expression on his face.

 - “Deh, WooBin and I are on it, maja?”  YiJung looked at his buddy.

Ilana gave Jihoo a quizzical look but he feigned ignorance with his eyes.

 - “Chukahae Jihoo-yah…Jesu (younger brother’s wife),” JunPyo embraced them both, getting slightly emotional.

 - “This is it, the last of the F4 successfully walked down the aisle,” WooBin moaned.  “Wau, we’re getting old.”

 - “Yah!  Speak for yourself,” JaeKyung yelled at her husband.

 - “Sunbae!  Ilana!  I’m so happy for you two,” JanDi was also emotional.  The situation, plus a glass of champagne did her in.

 - “Nado, wau!” GaEul sighed.  “Two more soulmates married.”

 - “We all got lucky,” YiJung said.

Jihoo and Ilana smiled at each other, knowing luck had nothing to do with it.  JaeKyung, seeing their distracted gazes began to clink her glass and soon everyone else followed.  Ilana buried her face in her hands, making Jihoo laugh.  “Saranghaeyo,” he said before removing her hands to kiss her.

 - “Nado saranghaeyo.”

 - “Since we’re all happy and enjoying ourselves, JaeKyung and I have an announcement,” WooBin waited for everyone’s attention.   “InHei and JeongYul will have a cousin to play with soon.  So don’t take too long Jihoo.”

Ilana, GaEul, and JanDi all threw themselves at JaeKyung in excitement and the men fist bumped and gave back pounding hugs to WooBin.

 - “Dtal will have good company,” Jihoo told Ilana.  She shook her head and smiled at him.  “We have three more tables to visit, we’ll see you later,” Jihoo took his wife’s hand, heading to the hospital gang.

SungRyung and SangWoo were the first to greet them at the New York table.  “I’m so blessed you two,” SungRyung was getting emotional all over again.

 - “Chukahae, anae sniffled through the entire thing,” SangWoo hugged Jihoo and Ilana.  “Ilana-ssi, we’re looking forward to exploring this little town over the next few days. We’ve both been working hard and deserve a break."

 - “Noona isn’t the only one that was being a crybaby.  I think anae started it and the other yeoja followed.”

 - “I couldn’t help it!”   Abigaíl retorted.

 - “Hyungbu, leave her alone!”  Ilana gave Abigaíl a firm hug.  “Hi JaeWook, eottoke jinaeseyo?”  Ilana placed her hand on Abigail’s tummy and practically jumped back when she felt the baby’s movement.  “Omo!”

 - “He likes Imo Ilana, don’t you JaeWook.”  JaeWook recognized his aunt YuJin’s voice.

 - “She’s due in June,” SungRyung sighed.  “And I’ll be losing another one of my girls.”

 - “Unnie, mianhaeyo,” Ilana still felt bad about leaving so abruptly.

 - “Unnie will tell you that’s her job.  To pray for all of us and then praise God when we leave,” Shancai said.

 - “Deh, it doesn’t mean I don’t miss my kids.”

 - “I’m not going anywhere, Noona,” ShiYoon said.

 - “Yet, dear.  Your time hasn’t come.  DokMi is chief editor now at the magazine; your time will come soon.”

 - “Chukahae!”  Ilana hugged the quiet girl.

 - “Anieyo!”  DokMi was as bad as Ilana, not liking to be in the spotlight.

 - "We'll catch up with you guys later or we're never going to finish greeting everyone."  Ilana wanted to leave while they were distracted and not thinking about clinking their glasses.

Ilana thought too soon.  "Wait!”  Uee called and immediately she and Shancai began clinking glasses.  Jihoo kissed her pouting face, beginning with her forehead, nose, and cheek.  Ilana wrapped her arms around his neck and stood on her toes.  He was going to enjoy this kiss, grazing her lips slowly, tasting each one and finally claiming them both several times.

 - "I think Ilana is going to need a lipstick re-touch before the first dance,"  YiHyun said.

Ilana buried her face in Jihoo's chest wondering how best to torture each and every one of their friends.  Jihoo kissed the top of her head, "kaja sarang."

A small group was invited from the church.  "Beautiful, just beautiful," SoEun hugged them.

 - "JaeRim Moksah, thank you for officiating," Jihoo said.

 - "I'm honored to have been asked."

 - "Uissa, I guess we won't be seeing you for a while?"  Pastor Victor already had plans for a furlough; he'd been in California all week.

 - "Mollahyo, we'll be spending a week in Jeju and then traveling to Seoul for a few days before returning."

 - "I'll still be here.  Maybe we can get together before I leave."

 - "Deh, I'd like that."

 - "Congratulations, you two," Ilana's fellow worship team members all greeted them.

 - "Your friend was lucky, I wasn't planning on getting here right at four," Leah said.  "He practically chased me down at a quarter till."

 - "Really?  Aww Saengie Oppa," Ilana decided she was going to give him a big hug if he let her.  She appreciated the inner conflict he must have faced to actually come to the wedding.  "Thank you, Leah, for getting him here in time."

 - "He was very polite, just frazzled."

Jihoo pulled his wife in for a hug; facing YoungSaeng again might be a bit difficult on both.  "Should we greet your friends?"

 - "Deh," Ilana remained in the hug a moment longer.  Grateful for his sheltering whenever she needed it.  "Thank you all for coming and Leah, YoungSaeng is one of my bestest friends.  I hope he didn't leave you with a negative impression."

 - "Na ah, he just made me nervous."

 - "I'll tell him to apologize."

 - "No!  Don't do that!"

 - "Leah-ssi, we'll give you an extra tip for having been harassed," Jihoo .

 - "Dr. Jihoo, do you have any brothers my age?"  Leah sighed.

Jihoo and Ilana left the table laughing.

 - "We're back!"  YiHyun announced.  "Group picture quickly before you all start arguing."  She was already setting the camera on a tripod.

HyungJun saw he was soon to be excluded from a group photo and came running.  "Yah!  Wait for me!"

Thankfully, Ilana had bustled her train or it would have been stepped on and ripped by now.  YoungSaeng was hanging back shyly but HyungJun and JungMin grabbed him and brought him closer.  Kike was next to Ilana, then YoungSaeng with HyunJoong next to him.  JungMin was on the other side of Jihoo between Suzy and Nana.  He wrapped his arm around Nana.  "KyuJongie and Junnie come in front and kneel," YiHyun directed, looking through her camera.  "HyunJoong Oppa, come in front too and I'll stand in your place."  She quickly ran into the spot that HyunJoong had just vacated.  "Hana...dol...set!"  HyungJun laughed as he checked the picture.  At the last minute, KyuJong, HyunJoong, and he, extended an arm toward the bride and groom.

 - "Pabo-deul," Ilana muttered.  YoungSaeng was about to sit back down without even speaking to Ilana.  "Saengie Oppa..."

He turned to look at her a little startled but mustered up a smile.  "Wae?"

 - "Kansamnida," she went forward and hugged him quickly and fiercely.  She didn't think Jihoo would mind; she went right back to holding his hand when she was done.

Kike sensed the awkward moment and stepped in to help.  "Hey, I'm the one that gave away my once in a lifetime opportunity?"

Ilana kissed Kike on the cheek, "gracias hermano."

 - "Guys, we can do anything while you’re gone, right?"  HyungJun asked.

 - "Suzy, you're in charge while we're gone.”

- "Guerae!"  Suzy said sarcastically.

 - HyunJoong-ssi too.  Scratch that, he'll probably find a corner of the property and sleep."

HyunJoong shrugged shyly.

- "Suzy-ssi, at least KyuJong Uissa will be here if any flesh needs to be stitched or sprains set.  If they get out of hand, just tie them to the walker and set the speed to high."

 - "Ooh!  Good idea, Jihoo Uissa."  Suzy glared at the guys with malicious intent.

 - "Yah!"  They all protested.

JungMin pleaded favor with his wife by giving her a kiss and then remembered his job.  "Yah, it's been two hours, time to get this party started."  He ran off to the DJ booth, making Ilana nervous.  "Mr. and Mrs. Yoon, please step out to the dance floor."  Jihoo led Ilana out onto the dance floor.  "Our Bride and Groom will now have their first dance.  Can we have a hand for our wedding singer?"

HyunJoong stepped up to the mic amidst applause.  "Because she's the one who made him smile," JungMin said as the music began.

Maybe I fell into a magic spell

Right now, inside of my heart, that is you...

Bride and Groom quickly became lost in each other.  Jihoo held her close, then pushed her away as the tempo picked up pace and bringing her back into his arms when it slowed again.

Oh - you stole my heart without knowing

Like a fool, I am happy whenever I see you...

Ilana smiled happily at her husband.  She knew what the song was about as he'd translated the lyrics for her before.

U U U

The person who will make me smile

U U U

I will only care for you

Boo Boo Boo

Trust me, my heart will not change.

As the chorus ed, Jihoo pushed Ilana into a spin and then crashed her back into his body, repeating the process with two spins for the second half of the chorus.  ...For you, I will do everything...

...even while I sleep, I smile

In my eyes I only see you.

Ilana moved a hand to his face.  At the moment, she only saw him.  Jihoo took her hand and kissed it.

A gift that is greater than a miracle

Has finally found me

They were each other’s gift, greater than a miracle?  Jihoo thought.  He didn't know if such a thing was possible but if it were, then it would be true.

For you, I will do everything

He spun her around once more before the chorus repeated for the last time.

 - "Saranghaeyo," Ilana mouthed with an even brighter smile than the one he fell in love with.  She laid her head against his chest like she did at his birthday when they danced to this very song.

Jihoo moved his arms to around her waist as did she.  The song was coming to an end and JungMin noticed their couple had slowed their pace.

I was born to be your only man

Jihoo tilted her face to his and kissed her gently.

I will stay by your side

Boo Boo Boo

I promise you I will only love you forever

The song ended, "yongwohnee nae sarang," Ilana brought her lips to his.

A few seconds later they were awakened from their dream by cheering, whistling, feet stomping and table pounding.  Ilana buried her head in Jihoo's chest, giggling.

The guests, which were mostly young adults accustomed to western traditions clinked their glasses unmercifully.  Of course, they were being instigated by a certain horse DJ.  Jihoo graciously acceded to the demand for a kiss.  Ilana wrapped her arms around his neck and let herself get swept away in the moment.  Ending the kiss, instead of leading her off the dance floor, he picked her up by the waist and pecked her lips before setting her back down again.  Jihoo buried her face in his chest, knowing he'd done something completely unexpected.  He laid his own head against hers, not needing to see all their friends Jumping up and down or shouting.

While chaos erupted all around him, YoungSaeng fixed his own gaze at the couple on the dance floor and couldn't hold back a smile.  Yes, he still loved her and yes, it hurt but how could he be angry when she was so happy.  That's all he really ever wanted but he wanted to be the source of that happiness.  “Ilana-yah, mianhae Oppa is selfish,” he muttered under his breath.

 - "Nomu gwiyupneo (how cute) our Bride and Groom are.  All the sweethearts out to the dance floor please.  Everyone, join the bride and groom, don't be shy.  They aren't."

HyunJoong began to sing:   "Hey, baby, you know, you make me smile.  Just listen..."

As everyone began to join them on the dance floor, Jihoo and Ilana laughed.  "Yah!  JungMin-ah, do you mind going easy on us?  We’re not like that!"  JungMin and Suzy had danced up next to them.

 - "Wae?  Our sinlang isn't complaining?"

Ilana looked at her husband’s politely bored expression.  He didn't fool her; she could see the mischief in his eyes.  "Yah!"  Ilana untangled herself from his arms and pretended to walk off but he immediately pulled her back, holding her firmly against his body, he brushed his lips against hers and then nipped at them slowly.

 No matter what only one

You are the only one be my girl

I cannot lose you, you know that

When I look into your eyes

This is my first

My dream Girl...

Regardless of the cheers and whistles for the kissing couple, HyunJoong sang on.

 - "Annyeong hasseyo!"  HyunJoong greeted when the song ended.  "Kim HyunJoong inmnida.  Chukahaeyo, sinbuwa sinlang (bride and groom).  Ready to pick up the pace?"

 - "Deh!"  The guests all cheered.

As HyunJoong began 'Let's Party', Ilana & Jihoo thought it'd be a good time to head back to the table and just watch.

 - "Yah, where are you two going?"  JaeKyung accosted the Bride and Groom.  Before they could respond, JaeKyung was dragging Ilana by the hand and WooBin had an arm around Jihoo’s shoulders.  The rest of the F4 surrounded them, dancing in one large group with bride and groom in the middle.

HyunJoong kept the pace up for 'Lucky Guy' and 'Bingo', before bringing the tempo back down to a mid-tempo with 'Kiss Kiss'.  Their friends, of course, were not going to let the opportunity escape them.  "Bpo bpo! bpo bpo!"  They all chanted.  Ilana gave up trying to fight it and trying not to laugh, gave her husband a short but sweet kiss.

Before turning the music back to DJ Mal, HyunJoong brought the tempo way down for 'Marry Me, Marry You'.  This gave Jihoo and Ilana ample opportunity to gaze adoringly into each other’s eyes, remembering his proposal.  "Saranghaeyo," Jihoo said, holding her against his chest and resting his cheek on her head.

The cake cutting went off without a hitch and a few kisses to satisfy the onlookers. Bride and groom sat enjoying some peace for a bit.  "Haengbokhae (happy)?"  Jihoo asked.

 - "Deh," Ilana smiled.  "Nampyon?"

 - "Deh."  Jihoo laid Ilana's head against his shoulder while they watched their guests enjoying themselves.

There was some type of commotion over by the DJ booth that caught Jihoo's eye.  "Sarang, your chingu are up to something."

When Ilana looked toward the dance floor the guys were lining up one in front of the other.  "Kaja," Ilana said, taking her husband's hand.  Chairs were quickly brought for them to be seated.  The Music began to 'Snow Prince' and YoungSaeng commanded attention with his signature tenor belting out the first note.  Ilana clapped and swayed to the music along with most everyone else.  Jihoo looked over at his wife and praised Yesu again for His sweet gift.  He leaned over and kissed her cheek.  She flashed her brightest smile for him and took his hand, waving it to the music.

Seated at a table closer to the house than the dance floor a woman sat watching in awe at one of the men in uniform.  She was never the one to be impressed with a handsome face but there was something about him that kept her eyes only looking his way.

DJ Mal came back on the scene.  "Ilana and Jihoo come to the dance floor; it's time for the garter and bouquet toss."

Ilana was already shaking her head 'no'.  Ilwoo and Uee came to drag them out, while YiJung moved Ilana's chair to the dance floor.  Once Uee dragged Ilana to her seat, Jihoo whispered in her ear, "gwenchana, Sarang."  He knew Ilana would not be comfortable with the tradition of removing her garter and he wouldn't be either.  Ilana's eyes pleaded with Jihoo and he signaled to JungMin that they were ready.

 - "Let's give our groom some encouragement, all single men to the dance floor."  KyuJong and HyungJun each grabbed their shy Hyeong's.  Kike was pushed by Jungmin and the few other singles came willingly enough.

Jihoo stood behind Ilana, rubbing her shoulders.  She didn't know what was going on and was very nervous.  "Sarang," she looked back to him.  "I don't want to do this."

 - "Gwenchana, you don't have to.  Trust me."

 - "Deh, Sarang," those words relaxed her and she let out her breath.  She could trust Jihoo.  He would never do something intentionally hurt her.

JungMin began to play 'Gentleman', "everyone put your hands together for our fine bachelors."  The guests began to clap along to the music.  "In order to qualify for the garte,r you must dance.  Hana...dol...set...ka!"

Ilana's nervousness was forgotten as she clapped and laughed at the bachelor's dancing in front of them.  "I have a garter in my pocket, Sarang," Jihoo spoke quietly in her ear.

 - "Namja, Jihoo will not give warning; at the song's end he will throw the garter."  On the final note of the song, Jihoo threw the garter. KyuJong and Maknae dove for it, resulting in a win for KyuJong.

 - "Ladies, it's your turn.  Which lucky lady, will catch the bouquet?"  He began Miss A's 'like u'.

At the song's end, Jaejoong and Jihoo helped Ilana to stand on the chair.  Closing her eyes and praying that Emily would catch it, she sent the bouquet flying.

Emily was going to make sure she caught it and she did.  "Success!"  Emily did not lose sight of the bouquet as soon as Ilana launched it into the air.  KyuJong walked over to her for a hi-5 and congratulatory kiss.

 - "Chukahae KyuJong and Emily.  We're all invited to the wedding, majayo?"  KyuJong and Emily posed for a picture while DJ Mal teased them a little more.

 - "Harabeoji and Halmoni, why don't you come join the Bride and Groom for a dance," DJ Mal called out.  Everyone began to clap as they came up to the dance floor.  Harabeoji bowed to Ilana and Jihoo to Nana.

The group of five began to sing again:

One day in my dreams, a small candlelight approached me

Then I would wake up unable to remember that dream

That short introduction and the small wind, I cannot forget now

 - "Agassi has made my Grandson very happy," Harabeoji said as he danced with his, now official, new Granddaughter.

 - "No saben cuánto alabo a Dios por haberlos unido (You don't know how much I've praised God for having brought you together)."  Jihoo smiled shyly at Nana and looked over to Ilana who had also turned her head in his direction.

With the night sky and the remaining starlight, please give it to me

And I confessed to you with your eyes closed and the wide smile

With short breaths, the small greeting, I cannot forget it now

Harabeoji stopped dancing, to Ilana's surprise and walked her over to Jihoo.  He bowed to Halmoni and took her hand to finish the song.  Jihoo took Ilana and buried her in his arms.  She molded herself to him as they danced.  She knew this song; it was beautiful just like her love.  Other couples joined them but Bride and Groom were too lost in themselves to notice.

The quintet let the couple enjoy each other's arms a little longer.  "Forever is a special word for our Bride and Groom, so the title of this song is 'Until Forever'."

DJ Mal introduced the song and HyunJoong started off, "Do you know that from the moment I saw first saw you..."  HyunJoong hit a wrong note to his utter embarrassment.  "Ah, mianhamnida, Jihoo Uissa, mianhamnida, Ilana-ssi, I'll do better."

 - "Gwenchanayo HyunJoong-ssi," Jihoo reassured the singer.

They began again.  The song had such a beautiful melody and Jihoo kissed her softly before bringing her head to his chest.  Resting his head on hers, he translated in low voice:  "Do you know that from the moment I saw first saw you, it was you.  Let’s walk together on the road in front of us.  A beautiful day is spread out in front of us.  I wanna be with you, my love.  I promise you under the sky, I will protect you for eternity.  I wanna love you forever...”  He stopped translating and enjoyed her warmth against him, "saranghaeyo yongwhonee."

When the quintet ended the song, Ilana had tears in her eyes having been moved by the song’s beautiful words.  Jihoo kissed her eyes and wiped her tears.  DJ Mal was not going to let bride and groom linger in their lovey-dovey moment and turned up the beat of the music.  "We should be going soon, Sarang."

 - "Ara," Ilana caught his eyes and blushed.  Jihoo couldn't resist her nervous blushes; he just had to indulge himself in her soft lips.  Having taken their bags to the hotel early that morning, all they needed to do was leave.

 - "Pigonhaeyo?"

 - "Deh, Jogeumyo.  I need to change my shoes; we've been dancing for hours."

 - "Arraso, I'll wait for you here."

JunPyo and Jaejoong came up to Jihoo.  "You guys getting ready to go?"  JunPyo asked.

 - "Deh, soon.  Nae Sinbu is changing her shoes."

 - "Ahhh," Jaejoong threw his arm around Jihoo's shoulder.  "You two are just the cutest...only behind JaeWook Umma and me."

Jihoo rolled his eyes.  WooBin and YiJung also came up to pester Jihoo now that his bride was out of earshot.  "There's something magical about that first night," YiJung sighed.

 - "Yah!"  Jihoo said, irritated at their teasing.

 - "I think I need to cry," WooBin said.  "It's official, we've grown up."

 - "That is a matter of opinion," Jihoo said.

 - "You know you love us, chingu," Jaejoong placed his arm around his shoulders.

 - "Unfortunately," Jihoo smiled.

 - "Let's get a drink for old times’ sake," WooBin said.  They headed for the house, arms around each other’s shoulders.

Ilana entered the house and saw HyunJoong and YoungSaeng at the bar.  YoungSaeng was doing his best to be brave but could use a little liquid courage as the night wasn't over.  "Oppa," Ilana ran up to them, shoes in her hand.  "Kansamnida!"  She hugged him, oblivious to his inner struggle.  "HyunJoong-ssi kansamnida!"  She hugged him as well and quickly ran off before either could respond.  HyunJoong shook his head, smiling and YoungSaeng sighed.  She was forever lost to him and all he could do was to be happy for her.

Mina walked in to get a glass of wine for her Mother but was a little hesitant to proceed when she saw who was standing at one of the tables.  Either way, she had to bring back a glass of wine for her Mother.  She walked forward with all the confidence she could muster.  "A glass of the Moscato, please."  Mina took a quick peek at the men.  “Actually, make that two.”  Perhaps she wanted to linger there just a little longer.  Unfortunately, the bartender handed her the glasses all too quickly and she began to walk away but ended up turning back not a second later.  "You have a beautiful voice," she complimented YoungSaeng.  Having already introduced herself to HyunJoong earlier, she politely inclined her head.

 - "Anieyo," YoungSaeng tried to wave away the compliment.

 - "Ah!  Rodriguez Mina-ssi," HyunJoong greeted her, remembering her name from earlier.  "Would Mina-ssi like a drink?"  HyunJoong already having had a few didn't immediately notice the wine glasses in her hands.  "Ah nae pabo, Mina-ssi already has drinks."

 - "Ah, one is Umma's.  Je wanted to let HyunJoong-ssi chingu know that I've been admiring his singing."  Mina then remembered HyunJoong, she'd been so wrapped up in YoungSaeng she’d forgotten all about the idol.  "HyunJoong-ssi too!  It's been a pleasure meeting HyunJoong-ssi in person.  I wish you success in your military service."

 - "Kansamnida Mina-ssi.  YoungSaeng-ah, don't be rude; accompany Mina-ssi so no one knocks into her."  He was clueless but not that clueless to know that Mina was shyly trying to get YoungSaeng’s attention.

 - "Anieyo gwenchanayo!"  Mina looked at the door.  "I'll be alright.  I just wanted to tell YoungSaeng-ssi he had a lovely voice.  I'll be leaving first," she inclined her head to them.

Just then the F4 and Jaejoong came in.

 - "Mina-ssi," YoungSaeng was standing before he knew what he was doing.  "I’ll walk you out.  I need to talk to JungMin about the last song.  Sunbae, are you coming?"

 - "I'll finish this bottle.  You two go ahead."  YoungSaeng pleaded at him with his eyes but HyunJoong wasn't budging.

Jihoo saw YoungSaeng and nodded to him politely.  He wondered how he was doing but it wasn't like he could ask him.

 - "HyunJoong-ssi, we're going to have a drink, join us?"  JunPyo asked.  Shinwha had not wavered in their support for the idol.  One, his wife would kill him.  Two, it just seemed too odd to be true.  He just wished the idol would have accepted his help instead of the idiot lawyer his agency provided him with last year.  At least he finally had hired a real lawyer.

 - "I've already started but I don't mind having one toast to the groom.  I have to go prepare our last song."

 - "Kansamnida, for coming and for singing.  Anae is very happy."

 - "Anieyo gwenchanayo, I got a free vacation and all I had to do was sing a few songs and have fun with chingu."  The F4 ordered cocktails, while HyunJoong stuck with his soju.  Jihoo and Ilana would not appreciate it if he was drunk for the last song.

This was it, the last song.  It was almost midnight.  Ilana felt herself blushing every time Jihoo looked at her.  DJ mal called everyone out to the dance floor for one last song with the Bride and Groom.  Jihoo and Ilana had given JungMin authority to take the party as late as he wanted after they left.  WooBin's security team was patrolling the house and grounds.  The catering company had cleaned up most of their things.  All that was left was the coffee service and remaining cake, which wasn't much.  The bakery would provide them with a cake for their anniversary, so there was no need to order an extra tier for them to keep.  The extra house staff had also already tidied up some things.  Everything else could wait until the next day.

This time, it was just YoungSaeng and HyunJoong, singing 'Thank You'.  Jihoo kissed his wife as they danced.  The guests had forgotten about the clinking of glasses but that didn't stop the couple from stealing kisses from each other.  He held her tight as they danced, sometimes rubbing her back lovingly.  Truthfully, he was just as nervous as she was about what would happen when they got to the hotel.  He wanted to make the night special for her, not frightening; pleasurable and not painful.  He bent to kiss her again.  Ilana could taste the alcohol on his tongue.  It was a bit odd, a little sweet and tangy but not unpleasant.  A kind of warmth spread through her body as she thought of more kisses as the song came to an end.

 - "Kaja," he took her hand, exiting the dance floor.

They arrived at the hotel suite, the guests noisily ran after the carriage for half the block.  Thankfully, the neighbors were warned they would be having a party.  It wasn't like this was a common occurrence. "Go ahead and use the bathroom first."  Jihoo pulled her into a kiss.  Ilana took her overnight bag and went into the bathroom.  Making a decision, she decided to wash off quickly; after all, she’d been in that heavy long-sleeved satin dress all day.  It was too late to wash her hair, she'd have to get up early and wash it.  At this rate, they might as well not even sleep; they'd have to leave for the airport around eight.  A blush crept across her face as the thought occurred to her that Jihoo might not have plans to sleep.  Throwing her hair in a towel, she stepped into a cool shower to dispel her wayward thoughts.

Once Jihoo took his own shower, he found his wife in the parlor, sitting on the sofa with a bottle of water in her hands and a cushion on top of her lap.  He sat next to her and kissed her cheek, there was no need to intimidate her with a more daring kiss.  As it was, she blushed as she turned her face to see his bare chest.  He had only slipped on his pajama pants as the room’s temperature was comfortable enough.  "Saranghaeyo, you know that?"  He caressed her face.

 - "Deh," she smiled at him.  "Nado saranghaeyo."

 - "Yippeaun.”  His eyes took in her ensemble with admiration; though she was still wearing her outer robe, it didn't cover very much.  He snuck a peek at her bare legs, making her nervously adjust the pillow on her lap.  Unable to resist any longer, he placed a hand under her hair and slowly pulled her in for a few light kisses.  Just barely touching her lips with his, he ran his thumb softly across her jaw while his other hand was gently rubbing her neck.  Pulling away, he smiled with adoration in his eyes.  Surprising her, he abruptly placed a hand her chest to feel her heart beating, nervously.  "Gwenchana, Sarang, I'm just as nervous as you are.”  With his other hand, he placed hers over his heart.  Ilana didn't say a word, just smiled shyly, feeling the erratic thumping of his heart against her hand.  "Sarang, na...want to erase every painful touch that you…had to...experience.  Will you let me?"

Ilana shook her head 'yes' and leaned in to kiss him but Jihoo pulled back, not letting her get too deep.  He wanted to go slowly.  He traced her lips with his finger and she shyly mimicked his movements.  Capturing her lips again, this time a little firmer, his hands glided on her neck and down to her arms.  He brought her legs onto his lap, discarding the pillow, wanting her closer.  Easing her nerves, he softly rained kisses on her face, from her forehead, to her eyes, to her cheek and bypassed her lips traveling down to her neck and his favorite spot.  Ilana held herself upright with an arm around his neck while the other shyly caressed his neck and softly glided down his chest, wanting to please him and yet worried about offending him in some way.  “Saranghae,” he said, nuzzling her neck and slowly lifting his face to her cheek.  While his lips distracted her, he untied her outer robe, slipping it off her shoulders, giving him access to her shoulder and collarbone.  "Sit on my lap, Sarang."  One more kiss and he slipped the robe off completely.  Giving her shoulders the attention of his lips and caresses and tickling her upper back for a little while before giving her collarbone loving nips.

 - "Jihoo-yah," Ilana felt warm and tingly everywhere his lips and hands touched.  She tried to kiss him but he wouldn't give her the satisfaction.

He gently ran his fingertips on her back and nipped at her neck and chest.  Resting his forehead against hers, he smiled before bending to her lips, this time he gave her the kiss she wanted but also slipped his hand down to her thigh, tickling her very lightly.  He loved to , pulling away from the kiss, so their lips just shadowed each other, making her hungry for him, and then giving her the kiss she desired.  When a worried pout appeared on her lips, he gave her the kiss she desired, kissing her deeply and bidding her to open for him; he gently tasted her minty toothpaste as his tongue danced with hers.

His hands busied themselves at the hem of her gown and lightly caressing her leg from the smoothness of the top of her outer thigh to her cute knobby knee, then back up to the soft dough-like flesh of the inner thigh.  He felt her tremble slightly and make that humming sound that made him want to kiss her again and again just to hear it and he did.  He kissed her again, bringing her hands around her neck, teasing her lips softly at first, and building until he was covering both her lips with his.  Putting his arm under her knees, he carried her to the bedroom and laid her gently on the bed.  Bringing their passionate kiss back down, he kissed her forehead and cheeks, before teasing her lips again.

Ilana was losing her nervousness in his soft touch.  He'd moved from her lips back to her neck and was slowly and very softly moving downwards.  He alternately kissed and flicked his tongue on her chest.  Pulling her gown down, he ran his hand across her flat stomach.  His teasing made her nervous at what was to come and yet drove her crazy with anticipation at the same time.  His touch was not what she had experienced before but light and gentle and made her feel what she'd never felt before.  His fingers danced just under her , letting his thumb rub inside the V in between until he heard her hum again.

Smiling, he brought his lips to her stomach, nipping at the soft and warm skin, while his hand tickled her thighs under her gown.  He ran little circles up and down her thighs coming close to but not touching her still clothed area.  He felt her stomach do a little jig under him.  Sitting up, he kissed her again.  “Saranghae,” he removed her hands from around his neck and studied her wrists, bringing the scarred wrist to his lips.

Ilana felt a shock run through her as he kissed the base of her wrist and then continued to run his tongue in circles until reaching the crook of her elbow.  She shivered in his arms.

 - "Gwenchana, Sarang.  Do...what you need to do...don't hold back.  I want to worship your body...the way...you were meant...to be loved."  He continued to make love to her arm, her eyes were closed and he could hear her emitting short little breaths and sighs.  Returning to make love to her lips again, catching and releasing each one and tickling her tongue with his as his hands traveled all over her back and stomach.  He lay her back down and placed a playful kiss on her stomach before continuing his exploration, teasing her leg the same way he did her arm.  Slowly kissing and tasting up and down her lower leg first, then to the crook of her knee and her thighs.

Jihoo finally removed her gown, completely.  She felt exposed, but he wouldn't let her cover herself.  Starting over with her their sweet kisses, he traveled down to her neck, tickling her stomach and daring to bring his tongue to the sensitive V.  When the pleasure had outdone her nerves, he moved back to her thighs.  His lips grazed one, while his hand the other.  Again, he came close but never touching her sensitive area.  He heard her sigh a few times and tremble at his touch.  He had to catch his own breath.  He went back to kissing her, this time gently her until he covered the bud with his thumb.  She gasped and arched her back, exposing her neck invitingly.  He paused only for a moment to discard his pants and her underwear.

Ilana felt him kissing her thighs again and removing her underwear as he went.  She trusted him completely and wanted to give herself to him; he was being so gentle and loving with her.  She remembered what Nana had told her that only husband and wife should be in the marriage bed but that wasn't the problem this time.  What if despite the gentleness and the pleasurable tingling, the act itself was still unbearably painful?  She unconsciously began to tense again in worry.

Jihoo felt her tense again but she wasn't turning him away.  All garments removed, he lay next to her and entwined their legs together.  "Saranghaeyo," he kissed her forehead.  "Saranghaeyo," he kissed her eyes.  "Saranghaeyo," he pecked at her lips.  "Saranghaeyo," he brought his lips to her neck and traveled slowly down to her s.  He let his hands roam her body.  She had relaxed again and the humming had been replaced by short breaths.  While his mouth s, he pulled her closer to him, his hands her lower back, running them over her and thigh and lightly teasing the sensitive flesh in-between.

Ilana felt his desire pressing against her and it somehow inflamed her own along with whatever his hands and mouth were doing.  She couldn't decide if she was hot or cold and gave up, not being able to decide anything at the moment.

Jihoo thought she was just about ready for him and laid her back on the pillows for a passionate kiss, running his hand down her thigh and bringing it back up the inside.  He didn't stop and kept moving up to her moist folds.  She trembled and bit her lip as soon as his musician’s hand orchestrated her sighs of pleasure.  She was biting her lip as his fingers gently explored the in-between of her legs, building a pleasurable bubble inside of her.  "Sarang, let me bite your lips for you."  He placed his arm under her shoulders and nipped her lower lip with his teeth as his finger found that little button that would make a sheen of sweat break out all over her body.  Jihoo didn’t know if he could hold out much longer, she was so beautiful with her body flushed with desire.  Leaving her lips for her neck, he inserted a finger making her cry out against him in surprise as waves of pleasure traveled through her body.  Feeling her readiness on his fingers, he brought her back down slowly with shallow kisses.  Disarming his wife with a teasing smile and more kisses all over her face and neck, he moved in between her legs and began to enter her.

Ilana tensed again, waiting for some sort of discomfort or pain.  Closing her eyes, she tried to concentrate on the warmth of his lips on hers and the way his tongue did a little dance with hers and the way her body felt as if static electricity ran through her veins; his slightest touch setting her off.

Jihoo could tell she had closed herself off just slightly and thought he had an idea of what might be wrong.  "Sarang, gwenchana, I won't hurt you.  Saranghaeyo, nae aleumdaun anae (my beautiful wife)."  Again, he gently massaged the little pearl that was perfectly exposed to him.  She squirmed and panted under his touch and felt her walls massaging him and drawing him into her little by little.  He continued his gentle massage until he was completely nestled inside of her.  Bending forward, he kissed her and told her he loved her.  As he moved inside of her, he caressed all her body and she brought her hands to his back and chest.

Ilana's pleasure was awakened under her husband’s gentle lovemaking.  She reached up to him several times to trail kisses over his face and neck.  He perspired a little and he tasted salty and a little sweet.  He told her he loved her repeatedly.  He held one of her hands to his chest, after giving her wrist a quick kiss.  He worshipped her body but withheld neither light caresses nor sweet words.  Wanting to prolong their lovemaking for as long as possible, he stopped and pull out just to gaze adoringly into her eyes and get lost in their kisses and caresses for a short while.  He brought her close to her and stopped a few times to repeat the process.  She clung to him and trembled in her pleasure, no longer capable of coherent speech.  Jihoo didn't need her to say anything.  Her sweet sighs and the way she buried lips into his neck, when she tried to muffle a cute little moan when her pleasure got to be too much, was enough.  The fact that they were making love, that she was letting him pleasure her, was a testimony to her love and trust.

Both on the verge of their , he knew they were both tiring.  He moved deeper, slowly at first and then purposely to bring them both to an end, holding her close against his body.  Not wanting to part from her just, he held her tight while she still trembled from their mutual .  Again, he her hair and told her how much he loved her.  He kissed her eyes that had tears in them.  "Saranghaeyo," he repeated over and over.  She was speechless but her eyes spoke of love and adoration.  He'd placed a towel and a few bottles of water on the nightstand.  He ran the wet towel over her body, grinning at the way she flushed pink from her face downward.  He wanted to do this for her, to take care of her in this way.  He found her nightgown and smoothed it over her head, giving her lips a teasing kiss as they emerged.  Her eyes were getting smaller and smaller as that post- bliss settled in.  He smiled, in fact, both couldn’t stop smiling.  "I'll be right back," he kissed her again.

 Jihoo cleaned himself up, putting his pajamas back on and came back out.  Ilana hadn't moved.  "Sarang, let's get under the blankets, deh?"

 - "Saranghaeyo."

 - "Ara," he said, kissing her forehead.  "Can you move?"

Ilana shook her head 'no'.

He laughed and picked her up, placing her under the bedsheet on the other side of the bed.  He climbed in next to her and turned to face her.  "Did I hurt you?"

Ilana shook her head 'no' as a blush spread across her face.

He should be tired but in a way he was giddy.  Jihoo laughed, Ilana hadn't said a word in the last few minutes.  He smoothed her hair behind her ear.  The large curls now resembled cooked ramen noodles:  limp and slightly damp.  "Does Sarang want champagne or sparkling tea?"  They hadn't even consumed their chocolate-covered strawberries.

 - "Do you?"

Jihoo thought for a few seconds.  "Ani."  It was about two in the morning, they probably should get some sleep.  "Does anae want to lay her head on my chest?"

Ilana nodded her head 'yes'.

 - "Bpo bpo."

Pouting just a little bit, Ilana scooted herself next to him and gave a slow and teasing kiss.

He softly fit his lips over hers and then laid himself back, bringing her on top of him to start another kissing session.  He the length of her back, then adjusted her by scooting her up by her bottom.  Ilana's eyes widened realizing, he’d neglected to give her back her underwear.  Seeing the look on her face, he laughed.  "Sarang, lay your head down."  He brought her head down to his chest and continued to her hair and back until the tiredness of the day overtook the clamoring emotions of their first official night together.  "Jalja, Sarang."  Once she was sound asleep, he scooted her off of him and into the crook of his shoulder.  "Is it possible to love you even more?"  That was the last thing he remembered before losing consciousness.

April 2, 2015

Ilana woke, not knowing or caring what time it was.  Eyes still closed, she felt herself smiling.  "So this is love," she thought.  "And that was making love."  She felt her face heat up as did her whole body remembering the night before or had it been earlier that morning?  Opening her eyes, Jihoo's back faced her.  The blanket had slipped halfway down.  Gingerly, she laid a hand on his shoulder and lightly ran her hand down the length of his back.  Smiling, she leaned forward, draping her arm around his waist.  "Gomawo, nae sarang," she placed light kisses on his spine and below his shoulder blades.

Ilana didn't realize her hand had begun its nervous rubbing, as she kissed her sleeping husband’s lovely back.  This had a direct effect on said husband.  Jihoo felt a pleasant warmth spreading to his lower region.  Thinking it possible he was remembering how it felt to make love to his wife, he opened his eyes and the sensation was still there.  Shifting a bit, the rest of his body began to wake and feel his wife's warm kisses on his back and her hand unconsciously rubbing on his lower abdomen.  "Sarang, two can play that game."  Before she could respond, he turned over and his lips were on hers, while his hand traveled from her waist up.  "Annyeong, hashminikka (Good morning), anae."  His lips moved down her jaw and neck but his hand found her and stopped.

Ilana gasped as the little electric shocks began just under his hand and continued down the right-hand side of her body, to the middle of her stomach, and down.  "Ji-Ji-Sarang!"  Her body involuntarily rose up to meet his hand.

 - "Na don't have a problem if Sarang wants to wake me up like this every day."  The hand that was torturing her had snuck its way to the hem of her nightgown that had ridden up during the night.

 - "Wh-wh...Sarang..." his hand was making it impossible for her to form a rational thought and his mouth teasing the neckline of her gown didn't help at all.  Ilana heard a whimper escape her closed mouth.

Jihoo looked up at her with a grin, his wife's lovely pink face, the exact shade of pink grapefruit, had a surprised look on it.  "Gwenchana, Sarang," he nipped at her lips, without stopping his caressing under her gown.  "Don't hold back, you don't need to feel embarrassed in front of me."  He tickled her neck with his lips, making her hum again.  "Sarang," Jihoo continued his descent.  "Do you know how happy it makes me knowing that my touch isn't repulsive, that I don't make you afraid of me, that you willingly respond to me?"  His lips were on the swell of her s and his hand was definitely exacting a response.  "It makes me happy to hear you," as if in response his wife sighed under him.  Stopping to lift her to him, he let his tongue love hers, while one hand gently raked her back and then her arm.  One of her hands was on his waist, sending little shock waves of pleasure downwards.

Ilana blushed at her husband’s steadfast gaze.  He had paused their kissing and looked at her with desire but not without the love and tenderness that he always displayed for her.  She brought the hand from his waist to cup his face, marking him with damp little kisses all the way from his jaw to his neck.  Getting bolder, she ran a hand over his muscular chest and upper abs.  Jihoo took a deep breath, startling her and she stopped.

Jihoo caught her chin that had begun to go down in dejection thinking somehow, he hadn't been pleased with her touch.  "Don't stop," he nipped at her lips and gently lowered her back down.  He took the hand exploring his chest and kissed it.  "Sarang...I need you." Without waiting for a response he lifted her gown over her head.  That out of the way, he brought his mouth to her , making her moan as the heat of his mouth and tongue made her feel things she'd never felt before.

There had never been any pleasure for her during that time, she had been afraid and repulsed by their touch and most definitely not willing.  Jihoo had shown her what love between a man and woman should be like.  She was the lucky recipient of his love and this was only the first day of their officially being husband and wife.  Ilana woke from her fog, realizing this was their first day and they had a plane to catch.  Her husband was already moving inside of her, while his hands roamed where they wanted.  She was his and they both knew it.  Within seconds, her previous thought had vanished, replaced by the floating sensation his body was giving hers.

When they both lay exhausted in each other’s arms, it suddenly came to her.  "Sarang, what time is it?"  They had an 11 AM flight and she felt certain it was past 8:30.

 - "Gwenchana, Sarang, it's still early - about 11:30."

 - "Jihoo-yah!  Our flight left a half-hour ago!" Ilana panicked.

Jihoo smiled, kissing his beautiful wife.  "Anae, na changed the reservations almost right after you told me what time we'd be leaving.  Na didn't want us to have to rush, deh?"  He kissed her suggestively, letting her know why he didn't want to be rushed.

 - "Sarang!  You scared me!"  He was grazing her neck with his lips.  "You can't distract me."

 - "Ani? How about now..."

The F4 knew their sleep loving friend.  His wife would not be able to get him out of bed to leave for the airport at eight.  Not saying their goodbyes until midnight, it would most likely be after twelve-thirty before they were settled in their room.  And if the usual things that occurred on wedding nights happened, then it was anyone’s guess what time they actually got to sleep.

Jihoo had made sure no one could bother them.  The floor of the suite had its own passcode and security was provided by WooBin’s people.  He informed them the morning of the wedding that they were not to be bothered by anyone and also that his wife sleepwalks and have him woken immediately if she left the room.  He wasn't taking chances that their friends will bother them or that Ilana might try and run away again.

After he was able to distract her, he carried her into the bathroom, where he distracted her more.  This is why they weren't leaving their room until one in the afternoon.  They were first-class passengers and Jihoo wasn’t worried about leaving later than anticipated.  Not having had time to eat breakfast, they munched on their chocolate-covered strawberries and sparkling tea.  Jihoo ordered them food to go and it would be downstairs waiting for them.

 - "Aish!  What's taking them so long," JunPyo huffed impatiently.  Everyone had decided to surprise the newlyweds with a sendoff.

 - "Brendon says my sister and Jihoo just left their room," Kike relayed the message.

 - "Ilana will be so surprised," Suzy rocked on the ball of her feet.

 - "Yo, I can't wait to see Jihoo's face.  He tried telling us they flew out at 8:30."  WooBin was the first to suspect they weren't leaving that early and had his people find their flight.

 - "Great thinking WooBin-ssi, you know him well," Jaejoong was impressed.

 - "We grew up together," YiJung said.  "Deh, a few things have changed but at the core, Jihoo is mostly still the same."

The entire gang, those from New York and also those from Seoul and Kike, Suzy, and JungMin waited outside with bubbles, waiting for the newlyweds to walk through the doors of the hotel.  They were soon rewarded for their patience.  The doors opened and they were seen walking behind the porter with their luggage.

 - "Surprise!"  Everyone yelled and began blowing bubbles.

 - "What are you guys all doing here?"  Ilana was touched to see everyone.

 - "I should have known we wouldn't escape you guys," Jihoo said.

 - "Ilana-yah, we came to send you off on your honeymoon."  JanDi’s eyes sparkle with excitement.

 - "Greon, at least we let you take care of business, maja?"  YiJung winked, to which Jihoo rolled his eyes.

Ilana didn't hear as she was too busy hugging and being hugged.

Kike walked up to Jihoo.  "I know I don't have to ask but take care of her."  He extended his hand to Jihoo.  "Thank you for suggesting donations to the foundation as wedding gifts."

 - "Anieyo," Jihoo said simply.  They didn't need the money or the gifts, the Ricky Martin foundation could use it in their stead.

YoungSaeng hung back, shyly.  He felt like he shouldn't be here but for Ilana, he would endure it.

 - "JaeKyung-ah take care of baby; baby be nice to Umma."

 - "Maybe it's your turn next."

Ilana blushed.  Abigaíl laughed at her friend.  "Chica, I'm having a honeymoon baby.  It can happen to you too."

 - "JaeWook-ah you be nice to Umma too," Ilana chose not to comment on the teasing.

 - "Sarang," Jihoo wrapped an arm around her waist.  "We should go, Brendon loaded all our things."

 - "Ah, Deh!"  Ilana began to wave at everyone but realized she had missed a hug.  "Wait!  Where's Saengie-Oppa?"

 - "Hiding!"  HyunJoong told on him.

YoungSaeng had been leaning against a post trying to remain inconspicuous.  HyungJun and JungMin began to drag him to the car.

 - "Oppa!"  Ilana hugged him tightly.  She didn't really know the struggle he was going through.  He was here, that was the only thing that mattered.  "Kansamnida," she kissed his cheek before getting in the car.

Jihoo inclined his head to YoungSaeng.  "Try living for yourself and not so much for her.  I love her more than my life and I will love and protect her always."  He smiled a little, "don't worry."  Jihoo spoke in a low voice, so only YoungSaeng could really hear.  Jihoo slid in next to Ilana and kissed her cheek.

 - "What did you tell Saengie?"

 - "Amogotdo (nothing)."

 - "Aish, keeping secrets already?"  She poked his side and he poked her back, making her squeal.

Brendon looked at them from the rearview mirror and rolled his eyes.  "Hey!  Knock it off you two," he mock scowled at them.

Ilana giggled and Jihoo kissed her again.  "Mianhae, Brendon-ssi," the newlyweds began laughing again.

 - "Hopeless!"  Brendon laughed too.

The gang waited until they lost sight of the car.  "What should we do?"  HyungJun asked.

 - "I'm ready for a nap," HyunJoong yawned.

 - "Sunbae!"

 - "Let's go to the beach," GaEul suggested.

One by one everyone began to agree.

 - "You kids go on, Sang Woo and I are going to hang out in this cute little town."

 - “All the times I've been to Los Angeles and never knew this place existed."

 - "Arraso," Jungmin said.  "Kaja!"  JungMin was driving one of the shuttles.

 - "Sunbae can sleep in the shuttle," YoungSaeng hooked his arm around HyunJoong.

 - "Yo!  Let's do this!"

 - "Vámonos (Let’s go)!"

Jaejoong and WooBin were the other two drivers.

Omo!  Omo!!  Omo!!!  Here we are in November, 2017 and I have a ticket to Haze, Mexico!  Who’s coming with me?