Lizzie and me had a breakfast of burnt toast that morning. I could tell that she was pretty disappointed; she was looking forward to spending her morning with Seung-hyun. “So he really just left? Without even saying goodbye?” I looked at her, nodded and bit into my toast. I had to go to work soon, I was barely looking forward to it. I wanted to see Seung-hyun again, I really missed him. The only problem was that Jiyong seemed to like me for some odd reason or maybe he was just being nice? Welcoming me into the YG family? That must be it, surely he would never like a girl like me?

When I arrived at work, I went to practice my dance routine in one of the training rooms. On the way there, I bumped into Seung-hyun. He was dressed in a light grey suit and a hot pink jumper. I looked up into his eyes and smiled, but his expression turned serious and he tensed up. “Uhhh… I’m sor-,” I said. He immediately walked away, silent. I watched him as he moved further and further down the hallway, he angrily kicked the door open and then he was gone. He was so cold to me, he didn't even say a word and the way he looked at me, with such dislike? How could he have changed so much from how he had behaved last night. The door opened beside me, and Jiyong stepped out, he was wearing a pair of baggy trousers and a short sleeved T-shirt. “Hey, it’s my girl,” Jiyong said. He draped his arm around my shoulders and kissed my cheek. I blushed. Jiyong smiled widely and gestured to the door. “Come in with me and you can hang out with us. The guys really want to meet you again.” I pretended to smile but I was really quite worried. Was I now his girl?

“You know what before we go in I want to tell you… I have a really good feeling about you. You’re not like other girls, they can barely even compare to you. You’ve cast a spell over me, really. Don’t you feel the same way? I know it’s really fast but you’re just so. I mean, just so..” I burst into tears. How could this be happening, of everyone it had to be Jiyong. He leaned in and hugged me and said, “I can’t believe you feel the same way, you don’t even know how happy you’ll make me. Don’t cry beautiful, it’s ok we can be together.”

“But, Jiyong I.. I don’t want to…” He butted in before I could finished and hugged me again.

“I understand beautiful, you don’t want this to get in the press. Don’t worry we’ll keep our relationship a secret,” he said. I just stood there in shock hugging him, he was so warm and held me so close to him. It pained me that I could never feel the same as he did for me. He was more like a brother to me then anything, and what about Seung-hyun?