I couldn’t help but cry as I kept rereading everything. I feel so alone I just couldn’t hold back the tears. This was the only way I would cry of weakness. I admit that at times I did blame my dad for how my life turned out like this. But after reading this I don’t know anymore. Who do I blame for my life being so y? As pathetic and whiny as I may sound, I don’t care. No one is around to see how stupid I look for crying about my life so why not?

After a good crying session of self-pity I couldn’t help but think of the secret passage way my father described. Getting up and going to the back left corner of my closet I found myself looking for it. Moving all the clothing aside it looked like a normal wall. WTF? It says it’s right here. Feeling the wall I began to knock and sure enough it was hallow. As I ran my hand across the wall it felt strange in one area, like I could feel air coming through. Brushing my hand across the area again, I noticed that the feeling of the air moved vertically.

Feeling the vertical lining down to the ground I found a little peeling of the paint. Instinct took over and I pulled at the peeling paint. The peels revealed the lining of the door. Looking back just in case to make sure no one was there I then pushed at the door. It only took a little push before it to opened up on its own, showing me the secret passage way.

I looked around as I entered. The secret passage way looks awesome. The rocks cut to make it look like a hallway with great lighting all around. As I walked further into this hallway I stumbled upon a small room. In the center of the room was a steel table with two large black bags on top of them. Walking into the room, I noticed that there were different wigs on one wall with other items for what seemed to be used for a future disguise. On the wall across from it were various clothing to change into, seeing that all the clothing looked about my size I was little freaked out. How would they know my size? Someone must know about this room to put in my right size, but who? But that should be the least of my worries.

I wonder what’s in those bags. As I ped the first large bag it was filled with guns, knives, grenades, and all sorts of weapons. Wow am I gonna fight an army or something? In the next bag I found various passports with fake names, credit cards, thousands of dollars in cash, keys and maps to various places. Zipping up both bags I figured I might as well go find the bike too. Following the hallway that continued passed the room I came upon a dead end. Maybe this wall is like the wall in my room. Giving it a try, I pushed at the wall and sure enough it moved. When the wall moved out of the way, I saw that I was in the parking lot like my father said. I didn’t have to go searching for the bike because it was placed right in front of the passage way.

Stepping out to take a better look at the bike I found the letters MG engraved on the left handle bar. As I was looking at the bike the wall closed up again. Looking around at my surroundings, there was another wall to my right. Following the length of the wall I found the elevator. Okay I guess it was placed here just in case I can’t get out one way I’ll go another.

Walking back to the motorcycle I felt like trying it out. Jumping onto the bike I felt hella cool. If only I knew how to drive this thing. Who was supposed to teach me about vehicles?

“Taeyang can you believe this?” That’s it! Oh crap! I quickly jumped off the bike and hid behind the car bumper next to the bike. I peered over the hood of the car to see Taeyang, Top, and GD stand by the elevator talking.

“Naw I can’t believe it either. But you should chill man,” Taeyang suggested.

“CHILL?! How can I chill when I have to teach a snobbish little ,” GD asked. WHAT?! I'm not snobbish, am I?

“What more can we do? She has all the higher ups on her side,” Top reminded him.

“Man, I can’t believe CL was defending her too,” Taeyang shook his head in disbelief. CL was defending me?

“You can’t forget Seungri too,” Top added.

“Well what do you expect from the kid? He kinda likes her,” Taeyang teased. What? No way! That's BS!

GD shook his head, “But still I don’t understand CL. How can she be all hard on Minzy but when we try to talk about her she defends her?”

“Whaa? You still don’t understand her? I mean, you did date her,” Taeyang countered. GD and CL had a thing? Hmm...gotta remember that.

“Well even Se7en defended her and Teddy too man,” Top said. Teddy? Hmm...maybe he is trying to change. WTH? No he's the bad guy Minzy. Remember that!

“She must be someone important. Maybe she holds the dragon eye in her mark,” Taeyang offered. OMG what a good guess!

“WHAT?! Hell no man! Why you always gotta bring up some stupid ,” Top smirked. I bet you'd have the stupid y look on your face if I showed it to you!

“Yeah, what the hell man?! But still, I can’t get over the fact that CL was defending her,” GD spoke in amazement.

Taeyang patted GD on the back, “Well it looks like someone is just upset that his used to be girl ain’t got his back no more. She got Daesung!”

At the blink of an eye, GD pulled his gun out and pointed it to Taeyang’s head, “Shut the up! How many times do I have to remind you that it was me who dumped her and not the other way around?!” OMG is he really gonna shoot him?

Top patted GD’s back, “It’s okay man. You ain’t got to lie.”

“What about you Taeyang? At least I had the balls to go out with CL, but you? You still haven’t asked Dara out,” GD blurted. I did notice the concern in his voice he had for her as we were walking her out of the club.

“Whatever man, at least there’s still a chance for me and her. You on the other hand can only wish to get back with CL cuz CL and Daesung are sprung over each other.”

“He does have a point.” Top nodded. “But it’s okay, you still got me,” Top batted his eyes at GD.

After that line both Top and Taeyang began to bust up laughing as they walked to separate cars.“SHUT UP! BOTH OF YOU BEFORE I SHOOT BOTH OF YOUR ASSES,” GD shouted after them.

“You gotta catch me first,” Taeyang teased as he and Top raced out of the parking lot. GD smirked as he too jumped into one of the cars and raced out. Before I could stand and see if the coast was clear the elevator opened again.

“Eww can you two stop,” Dara spoke as she walked out of the elevator. WHAT, NOT AGAIN!

I looked to see that CL and Daesung were shamelessly eating each other’s faces. GROSS! CL pulled away and grinned at Dara, “What?”

Dara rolled her eyes at the two, “You know what. Damn, get a room already!”

“Oh we will. Won’t we Daesung,” CL smirked making Daesung bite his lower lip.

“EWW! GROSS! I don’t…DAMN CL,” Dara shook her head trying to get the gross images out of her head. “You know, you really got under GD’s skin,” Dara spoke changing the subject. Eww gross I didn't want that image in my head either. After that talk with Gummy!

CL shrugged her shoulders in a manner of not giving a damn, “So…”

“I’ll be waiting in the car for you,” Daesung smiled.

“Okay, I’ll be there in a minute,” CL blew an air kiss to Daesung.

Dara laughed as she continued, “So…are you and GD still on bad terms?”

CL sighed, “I don’t know and I don’t care really. He’s my past and I prefer that he stay that way.”

“That was a little cold how you broke up with him. I mean, did you at least apologize,” Dara asked.

“Nope, he won’t let me so I let it go. But he deserved how I dumped him,” CL reminded Dara.

“I know I know. You could so tell he was a little hurt that you weren’t backing him up.”

CL shrugged her shoulders, “What, I was just stating what was on my mind and just because we dated in the past doesn’t mean I’mma always have his back. I mean, I got Daesung.”

“True…but I bet that Minzy girl is thinking you’re the main one who doesn’t want her here. But it’s the complete opposite,” Dara added.

“I see potential in her and she makes things interesting around here don’t you think,” CL offered. Wait so does she like me or what? Damn I gotta agree with GD she is confusing!

Dara smiled as she nodded, “Ever since she came around things have been different.” BEEP BEEP…“Oh it looks like someone is getting impatient,” Dara teased.

“Alright girl, I’ll see you tonight,” CL waved.

“Are you sure you’re gonna make it tonight? If not you owe me another night out cuz we haven’t gone drinking in a while,” Dara called.

“For sure,” CL called back before hoping into the car. I watched as everyone cleared before I could move again. Coast is clear!

“Hello? Who? Alright,” I heard someone walk out. WTF?! REALLY?! “No everything’s good sir. Minzy is in….uh-huh…yeah. Everyone is still a little unsure of why they all have to teach her but they’re still gonna do it. Yeah…I’ll let you know as soon as I get more info on that sir. Yes…uh-huh. Don’t worry I have my eyes on her. Okay…bye,” Seungri passed as he was talking on the phone.

Jumping into a car he drove out and Gummy exited the elevator with Se7en. “I know it’s going to be hard,” Gummy sighed.

Se7en patted Gummy on the back, “If it’s you that has her back everything will be okay.”

“I just don’t know. I can see the doubt and concern everyone has about her. Will they really take Minzy serious,” Gummy asked.

“Only time will tell. She has to do something to prove herself to them to show them that she takes the family serious. Only then will all the members fully accept her. Which reminds me, don’t we have another initiation next week?”

“Oh yeah, he comes highly recommended by GD. GD has been talking nonstop about this brilliant new side kick he has. GD really has high hopes for this kid.”

“Where did GD find this kid anyways,” Se7en asked.

Gummy shrugged her shoulders, “Who knows. But I’m gonna take Minzy to meet this kid in a little bit after I take her to the dungeon for the first time to train.”

“Oh alright then, have fun with that. I’m gonna go do some checkups on the borderline patrolling,” Se7en waved as he walked away.

“Okay, see ya,” Gummy waved as she entered back into the elevator.

When the coast was cleared I quickly turned around towards the passage way entrance and pushed on it. The wall moved and I made a run for it. ! Running back down the hallway through the room, and back into the hallway leading down to my room I couldn’t help but feel like panicking. I gotta beat her back to my room !When I was back inside of my closet I moved the clothing and everything back into place as I heard a knock at the door.

“Minzy?

”“Coming!” Doing last minute checks to make sure that the corner didn’t stand out I heard Gummy entering.

“Minzy,” Gummy called.

“Gummy,” I squeaked as I tried to catch my breath.

“Are you okay? You sound like you’ve been running or something.”

“Oh no, I was just…just a little startled is all. What’s up?”

“Oh okay, well I came to talk to you about your training.”

“Alright, what’s up?”

“Well we all came to a final decision that everyone will be teaching you as planned. But that all won’t start until tomorrow.”

“Are you sure everyone is okay with teaching me? I mean, I don’t mind just training with you,” I grinned to her as I thought about the discussions I had overheard.

Gummy shook her head, “Minzy the reason why we assigned those specific people to train you in those areas is because they are the best of the best when it comes to those certain things. As much as I would love to train you all by myself that would be unfair to you don’t you think? Don’t you want to learn from the best? Also, everyone has different ways of teaching and it could help you in ways that I may not be able to. Do you understand what I’m getting at?”

“Yes…but…but how can I train with people that don’t like me. How can I learn from those who don’t want to teach me?”

Gummy came up to me and sighed as she gave me a hug, “That’s up to you to show them that you want to learn from them. You have to show them that you are worth their time teaching. Give them a reason to entrust their talents to you.”

I hugged Gummy back as I couldn’t help but feel so grateful for this woman. She always knows the right things to say to make me feel like everything will be alright. “Okay, I understand.”

“Good,” Gummy added as she pulled away. “I’m going to take to the dungeon. This is where you’ll start training tomorrow okay?”

I gave Gummy a half smile as I nodded, “Okay let’s go.”

Gummy led me to the twin mansion where I had my mark done. When we came upon double doors Gummy paused to look at me as she held both handles in each hand, “Minzy?”

“Hmm?”

“Before we enter I don’t want you to freak out okay?” Freak out?

“Uhh…”

“I want you to be very mature about this okay?” WTF? What is she going on about?

“Alright…” I nodded unsure of why she was telling me all of this.

“Okay…” Gummy pulled open both doors to reveal the dungeon to me. “Here it is!” My eyes widened and my jaw dropped as I starred at the dungeon. NO WAY! I looked to Gummy for reassurance to see if this was a joke or not and she laughed as she nodded, “Yes, this is where you’ll be training tomorrow.” Before I could think I felt myself walking into the dungeon, but Gummy caught hold of my wrist, “Wait…you can take a look around tomorrow. I would like to introduce you to someone.”

I pouted to her as I looked back at the dungeon, “But Gummy! Please just let me go in for a half an hour. PLEASE!”

Gummy laughed as she shook her head, “Didn’t I tell you you’d have to be mature about this? Come on Minzy. We can’t keep him waiting.”

I sighed as I watched Gummy close the dungeon. At least I’ll have something to look forward to tomorrow! “So who am I going to meet anyways,” I asked as she led me up the stairs.

“Someone who will be joining the family. I want you to meet him to give him some advice since you were the last one to join most recently.”

I coughed a laugh as the memories of my initiation ran through my mind, “Me giving advice? I don’t think so. Don’t you remember, that’s the main reason everyone hates me!”

Gummy shrugged her shoulders as we stood in front of a door, “Maybe you can tell him what not to do.”

“Alright, whatever,” I agreed. Gummy then opened the door to where the new member was waiting for us.

Author's Notes:

OMO the next chapter is where I got my writer's block! Why?! haha... Anyways thanks for reading! <3