Please Hate Me
Day by Day (Discontinued)- Hana -
Aghhhhhh! This is totally driving me insane! It's Sunday and Zelo has spent the entire week trying to get my attention, he's left me about 90 voice messages and 200 text messages. Don't even get me started on the calls. Half of the calls I miss and the other half I decline. Why does he keep trying to get my attention??? Why can't he just hate me??? It's not that hard for everyone else in our school to act like I'm non existent so why is it so had for him to do it? Does Zelo really care about me that much...? I knew he was different but this is...really different. I spent all of Sunday lying down in my bed and scrolling through Zelo's text messages. Surprisingly, he hadn't sent me anymore today. I finished reading them all when suddenly, a new message from Zelo.
The message said: "Jung Hana! I know you've seen my messages or did you forget that we both left the setting that lets the other see whether the message was read or not on? Hana this is driving me insane! Please just answer me! I miss talking to you. I miss seeing you laugh and smile. I miss you correcting me in class when I get something wrong and then me trying to hide the fact that you're smarter than me. I've only seen you smile twice since Saturday and it's driving me insane. I really don't know what I did to make you mad at me but whatever it is, I'm sorry! I'll do anything to make up for it! I just want to talk to you and see you smile again, Hana please! I hope everything's okay. Zelo out." Well that was a long message.........AGH HANA WHY CAN'T YOU JUST MAKE HIM HATE YOU?????? I hit my head against my pillow and Daehyun suddenly walked in. Daehyunnie sat on the edge of my bed and put a hand on my shoulder as he said,
"What's wrong, Hana?"
"Nothing."
"Don't lie to your older brother, dongsaeng."
"Fine. Something."
"What is the something?"
"Zelo."
"Hana I'm sorry. I just want what's best for you and I don't think that Junh- I mean Zelo is what's right. I don't want you getting hurt and I certainly don't want to lose my little sister."
"I know you only want what's best for me, Daehyunnie but maybe Zelo isn't as bad as you think he is, Dae. Here, read the message he sent me," I replied handing him my phone. Daehyun's eyes scanned the message and he handed me my phone back. Daehyun sighed and said,
"I don't know, Hana. I still don't trust him. I'm sorry but I'm not changing my mind."
"But-"
"Please, Hana. Trust that I have a reason for this. I just want to protect you."
"I-I-I understand..."
"Thank you. I love you," Daehyun replied as he kissed my forehead and left. I suddenly heard the doorbell ring, who could be at the door? I stuck my head out of my room and looked at the front door where Chun Hei and Bang Yong Guk were. I flopped back down onto my bed, Chun Hei would know where to find me. I closed my eyes and sighed into my pillow, why couldn't Zelo just hate me? Chun He
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