Chapter fourteen :)

The Fact That I've Been Looking For

p/s : I'll post the poster soon ^^ I'm sorry :)

Jyung Hae's POV ..

I'm speechless. Why this thing must happen? "Jyung Hae, are you still there?" I heard my teacher voice. I pulled my hand from his hold and turning back. "You.." my teacher pointed her finger towards us. "Oh, let me introduce him. His name is Yoon Doo Joon. He is my brother's friend. My brother ask him to pick me ." I said while standing up. "Yea, it's right. Does her class is over?" DooJoon said while standing up. "Yes. You can go now, Jyung Hae. By the way, I know you lie me. Yoon Doo Joon ssi, can I have your sign?" my teacher, Miss Min said. Okay, babo me! I forget that Miss Min is Yoon Doo Joon's fans. "Here." Yoon Doo Joon said while hand my teacher a piece of paper. "Yong Jyung Hae, lucky you I'm not angry." Miss Min said and walk away. "I'm sorry, Miss Min." I said. I could heard Doo Joon laughing. I look at him. "Yah, isn't funny at all." I said. "Okay, okay. I'm sorry. Let's go." he said while pulled my hand. "Yah, yah! It's hurt." I said. As we are in the car, he starts a conversation.

"Jyung Hae ahh, can I know something?"

"What?"

"Have you ever loving somebody?"

"Nope. Why?"

"Nothing. Would you be my girlfriend?"

I knock his forehead. "Ouch! It's hurt! Why you knock me like that?"

"First, I don't want to love anybody and second, I don't want to love you."

"It's okay. I know it. Mianhaeyo~"

Aishhhhhhhhh, this guys! He is very handsome but, he is not a romantic guy. Aishhh, how can I accept him with said "would you be my girlfriend?" while driving? What a uncivilized guy he is ?

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"Hyun Seung ahh, Im going out. Please tell Jun Hyung oppa." I said while wearing my shoes. "Where are you going?" Hyun Seung asked me. "Im gonna meet Soo Hyun. Im going~"I said and walk away. As I reach the cafe which Soo Hyun's brother own, I greeted him.

Me: Soo Hyun ahh, where are we gonna do today?

Soo Hyun: Are you just come back from bowling class?

Me: *nodded*

Soo Hyun: You must be tired, right?

Me: Not so tried.

Soo Hyun: Lets go

Me: where are we going?

Soo Hyun: Just follow me..

After 15 minutes we're walking, we reach at the playground.  "Ahh, jinjja tired!" I said while take a sit on the bench. "Here .." Soo Hyun said while hand me a bottle of water. He take a sit beside me. "For this water, gumawo." I said. "No problem.." he said. "So, what is your motive you take me here, huh?" I asked him. "Nothing. Just, I like this place so much." he said. "Why?" I asked him. "The sky in the evening, it’s so beautiful, right?" he said. I look at up. "Yea, you are right." I said while close my eyes as the wind blowing towards us. "And now, you know why, right?" he said. "Yea, I got it. Peaceful, right?" I said and he just chuckles. "See the sun.." he said while pointed his finger towards the sun. "It’s so beautiful." I said. "Just like you."he said and i just looked at him. Im coughing. "How is your day?" he asked me. "Good but, something have happened and Im really really hate it." I said. "May I know what is it?" he said. "Yoon Doo Joon said something crazy. He said that he love me and he want me to be his girlfriend." I said. "Lucky you! So, what is your answer?" he asked me. "No, I dont want. I know he is famous and I realize too, he is very handsome. I dont know why my heart cant accept him." I said.  "But, you love him, right?" he said. "No, no at all!" I said. "Then, why you said that your heart cant accept him? You want to accept him, isnt it?" he said. "Oh? Do I said like that just now? Ahh, forget about that word! And please know this, I will never love him!" I said and he just chuckles. I dont have any idea what is wrong with this guy talking about love with me today.

As we are in our way to go home, he start a caonversation. "Jyung Hae ahh, when will you loving somebody?" he asked me. "I dont know. Im not ready for that thing." I said. "Do you go to the camping society?" he asked me. I nodded. As we are reaching in front of the lobby of the apartment, "Soo Hyun ah, gumawo for today. See you tomorrow." I said and turning back while walk away. "Yong Jyung Hae .." he called my name and I stop my step without look at him. "I know it will make you miserable but, if I wont tell you now, it will make me more miserable." he said and I feel something I hate will happen. I try to walk away but I cant when a hand hold my hand. "Jyung Hae ahh, I love you." I heard Soo Hyun’s voice and Im turning back. "Let me go!" I said. "I cant say it before just because Im a fool. I secretly hide this feeling from you because I know you will hate me and Im not ready yet to be hated by you." he said and I pulled my hand roughly from his hand. "I dont need your love as my lover. Its enough you be my bestfriend." I said and walk away. "WHEN MY LOVE REACHES YOU, THEN YOU WILL KNOW THAT ONLY YOU CAN BE ALLOW TO ME! I WILL WAITING FOR TILL ALWAYS. UNTIL MY LOVE REACHES IN YOUR HEART, UNTIL MY PERMISSIBLE LOVE REACHES YOU, I WILL ALWAYS WAITING FOR YOU!" I could heard Soo Hyun yelled this thing. I hate this situation. Why nobody cant understand mr that I hate to love somebody before I love my brother? I even havent meet him. I wish that I can spin the time faster so, I can meet my brother quickly.

"Im home.." I said. " Jyung Hae ahh, have you eat?" Jun Hyung asked me. "Im not hungry." I said. "Oh? Whats wrong? Who make my dong-saeng sad again like this?" Jun Hyung said. "Nothing. Where is Hyun Seung?" I asked him. "In the kitchen. Yah, I know there is something going wrong. Tell me soon." Jun Hyung said and walk away. I walk towards the kitchen. "Hyun Seung ahh.." I said. "Yea? Whats wrong?" Hyun Seung asked me. "Do you have a time? I really need you right now." I said. "Okay. Wait, okay?" he said. "No, I need Hyun Seung more." Yoseob said. "Huh?" Hyun Seung said while looked at me. "Hyung, it's already 5 days. Just for today, can you spend your time for me?" Yoseob said. "Oh? But, I want to go with Jyung Hae. Yah, why you acting like this for sudden?" Hyun Seung said and chuckles. "It's really unfair. Jun Hyung, Gi Kwang, Dong Woon neither Doo Joon include you, you guys really have forget me." Yoseob said, "Yah, are you jealous?" Hyun Seung said and Yoseob just quiet himself. I can't handle my laugh so I laughing with Hyun Seung. "Yoseob ahh, mianhamnida." I said to Yoseob. "Hyun Seung ahh, it's okay. What Yoseob said was right. Tomorrow I will tell you." I said and just walk away. "Jyung Hae ahh, Yong Jyung Hae!" I heard Hyun Seung's voice. "Oppa, I'm going out for awhile. I'm wanna meet Soyeon." I said to Jun Hyung. "Do I need to send you there?" he asked me. "No, no need. Thanks.." I said. I know, Soyeon have something to release my stress. That situation make me stress. Why this thing must happened? Can Eun Si Kyung appear now? So I can hug him until I fall asleep. When I wake up, I will know that thing was just a dream. I will laughing hardly.

 

Hyun Seung's POV ..

It's already late but Jyung Hae still not at home yet. I'm become worry about her. I'm just afraid that she will hurts herself again. Just like before, she told me that she once tapping her hand using a knife. "I'm home" I heard someone's voice from the door. I look at Jyung Hae who is drunk. "Jyung Hae ahh, what happened?" I asked her. She's standing in front of me. Suddenly, she's crying. "Oh, oh? What happened?" I asked her again while she walk towards her room but I pulled her hand and take her to the living room. She take a sit on the sofa. "What happened to you? What thing make you being drunk like this?" I asked her. "Yoon DooJoon is here?" she asked me. "Others are sleeping right now include him." I lied. "Good then. What I should tell you first?" she said. "Today, is my bad day. I really hate today!" she said. "Why?" I asked her. "Before that, let me know something. If DooJoon having a relationship with someone, Is he serious with that relationship?" she said. "Oftenly, no." I said. "He asked me to be his girlfriend. He told me that he love me." she said. I'm really shock when hear it. "Then, what are you said to him?" I asked her. "I don't even want to be his girlfriend." She said, "And then, what happened to you this evening?" I asked her. "Oh, that. My best friend, Soo Hyun, told me the same thing to me. It's really miserable. Why can't I just meet my brother now? So, I can love anyone I want!" she said. "So, do you consider your brother such as a burden in your life?" I asked. She shook her head. "No, no at all. I never think a thing like that before. Just, I've loved somebody. Can I change my mind? Can I love that guy first and then, I will love my brother?" she said. "May I know, who's that guy?" I asked her.

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taurusgirl #1
Chapter 25: Aaaw , it's end :')
Thank you for your story author-nim :)
shujun #2
Chapter 25: aigoo~ love it..
congarts ! u've finished it..
hwaiting !!!
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shujun #3
Chapter 24: its gonna end soon rite? :(
hwaiting, dongsaengie~
shujun #4
Chapter 15: Kyaa~officially a couple..><
Haha~dujun grows moustache?!?cant imagine that..XD
Update soon..
Hwaiting !!!
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P/s: i've read this on the day u updated but because the line was sooo slow, i cant comment..
shujun #5
Chapter 14: Update soon..really wanna know her answer..hope its doojoon..though i guess its not..
Hwaiting !!!
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Shelleypink
#6
Chapter 8: I love it please update soon
KyleYang
#7
Chapter 5: Isn't my fanfic so boring? If you all dislike it, I'll delete it. Please guys, comment somethings :) I'm just a 13 years-old kids without knowledge.