I was waiting for Seunghyun at the bus stand. I didn’t want him coming to my apartment only to be seen by our neighbours. This was the first time I was going to spend the night with him, and the uneasiness in my heart was killing me. I prayed that there wouldn’t be a second time for this.

I stayed up all night thinking how to get myself out of this mess. I was so disgusted with myself for letting this turmoil of us been dragged for so long and I was disappointed with the way I handled Seunghyun’s actions towards me. I just let him had it his way.

But what should I do to stop all this?

What could I do?

Then it came to me.

Why didn’t I think of this sooner?

The only way I could end this was, for me to disappear.