(Jaeseop POV)

So me and Kevin had been broken up for a couple now… And at some point, each of the other members had subtly hinted that they thought Kevin had really changed over the week, but they just didn’t get it. I couldn’t just forgive him for cheating on me in the space of two week. That was just… ani, I couldn’t do it.

I still loved him, of course I did, you can’t just stop loving someone. But still, he hurt me so much and I just couldn’t go back to that. It wasn’t fair.

“AJ, have you spoken to him about all of this yet?” Eli asked me as we drove to the grocery store.

“Ani, we tend to avoid the topic” I sighed

“Well, I think you should know this then… the night you guys broke up, he asked me to talk with him… so I did and he told me that he regrets kissing me, and he also doesn’t. He said he regrets it because he lost everything that meant something to him… but he also didn’t because now he has realised he doesn’t love me in that way, he loves me as a best friend, and he said that he will do everything to make it up to you and get you back. He loves you more than anything AJ. And I’ve never seen him like this before over a guy… He really does love you, you know” he smiled at me sadly

“But what is to stop him from doing it again? I mean you have no idea how happy I am to hear that he doesn’t feel that way about you, and I am over the moon hearing that he loves me and only me, but at the same time, there is that little voice inside telling me that he will just end up hurting me again… and I don’t think I can go through that again. It hurt too goddamn much Eli…” I told him

We drove the rest of the way in silence, both of us knowing everything else that would have been said, but not actually voicing it.

I needed to talk to him.. I know I did, but I don’t if I can bring myself to do it… what if my worst fears come to light and he realises he doesn’t actually love me. I know that he can do so much better than me, so there was always that part of me that thought that he couldn’t possibly love me. I mean, just look at how cold he was to me when I first joined the group… I really don’t want it to go back to that, I think it would kill me.

As we got to the store, it was just beginning to get dark out, so luckily there weren’t that many people in there. We got everything we needed, which happened to be A LOT and headed back to the car, we ended up with about 14 bags of stuff. One of the bags was just full of snacks, because we know what Dongho is like.

We put all the bags in the boot and climbed back into the car. I put the key in the ignition but didn’t turn it. Instead I just sat there, my hand resting on it as we sat in the idle car.

“Something wrong Jaeseop-ah?” Eli asked, looking a little concerned..

“S-Should I talk to him? Should I let him explain it all and consider taking him back?” I said, looking straight ahead

“I think you should talk to him. Ne. but as for taking him back, I can’t decide that for you. Only you will know if that is the best thing to do. But I think you two are perfect for each other. I see the way you look at each other, even now, and I’ve never seen two people so in love. It’s kind of overly sweet sometimes. I swear. But still, you love him, he loves you. Of course it won’t be easy but if you love each other that much then surely you can work this out?” he sighed “I can see it AJ. I can see how much it is killing you to not be with him, and he is the same, you guys really do need to talk about things and see what you’re going to do because I just want what everyone else in this family wants. For you and Vinnie to be happy”

Awww, he referred to us all as a family.. Which really, I guess we were now. It was just nice to hear it. Oh now I am getting off topic…

“Kasahamnida Eli.. I will talk to him when we get back. And you’re right, I love him more than words can explain and I want him back, I really do, I just don’t what to get hurt again” I sighed

“I know you don’t, but with love comes hardships and you need to learn to trust him again, it will be hard, I’m not going to lie to you, but if you think that you can grow to trust him again and love him this much, then it’s worth a shot… don’t you think?” he said

“You’re right…” I smiled as I started the car “Thanks buddy”

“What’re friends for eh?” he smiled, then pulled out his phone… “Oh.. That’s funny. I’m gonna retweet that…” he chuckled to himself

As you do Eli…

We arrived back at the dorm a short while later and managed to get all the bags inside without too much trouble…

We took them all into the kitchen and dumped them on the table. The others must have heard the commotion because soon enough all seven of us were standing in the kitchen chatting away happily

“So who is gonna put all this away? I went and got it all so I’m sure all hell not” Eli said, putting his hands on his hips. That was when Kiseop walked up behind him and wrapped his arms around Eli’s waist, resting his chin on the pigeons shoulder.

“Li-ssi… Do you ever stop complaining?” Kiseop teased and kissed the latter on the cheek

“Yah, I’m not complaining, I’m just stating a fact” Eli defended. Those two… Aigoo~ they could be so adorable, but it was kind of annoying, but then again, that could be the jealousy talking… eheh…

“Hmmm… Whatever you say..” Kiseop rolled his eyes at his babo boyfriend

“Wae you so mean to me Kiseoppie?” Eli pouted cutely… Did I really just refer to Eli as cute? Ew…

“Awww mainhae Eli-ah.. Come on, lets go *cough* rest” Kiseop winked and pulled Eli out of the kitchen and towards their room…

Do those two ever stop?!

I guess not…

“Anyway….” Soohyun said, breaking the weirdness in the air “Eli did have a point, who wants to put all the shopping away?”

“Kevin and I will do it” I said without thinking “I mean, if that’s okay with Kevin…”

“Ne, that’s fine” Kevin smiled

“Okay, well shout us when you’re done then Hoon and I will make dinner. Arasso?” Soohyun smiled

“Sure thing hyung” I smiled as he, Hoon and the maknae made their way to the living room to watch a re-run of holyland, I think Soohyun just liked to watch Hoon when he came into episode two, I mean I have to admit… some of those kicks were H.O.T, hot! Gahhh, what had gotten into me today?! My mind was being all weird.

First with the Eli being cute, now Hoon and hot kicks. Kevin-ah… please make me sane again…

“So, let’s get to work, ne?” Kevin smiled and started to pack away the first bag, I quickly followed suit.

After a few minutes of silent packing away I decided it was time to speak up

“Kevin… I think we need to talk.. about… about…. Us” I said, unsurely

“When you say us, do you mean about whether we should try things again or not?” he asked, as he packed away some of Dongho’s treats.

“Ne… would you want us to get back together?” I asked, putting away the rice

“I would, but it isn’t just about what I want. I love you Jaeseop, and I know that I broke your trust but if you give me another chance, I will prove to you that I would never in a million years dream of betraying you again” he said, starting on putting away the vegetables

“I still love you too Kevin, but I worry that I’m not good enough for you, I figured that’s why you went after Eli, because I will never be good enough” I said sadly

“Ani Jaeseop, please don’t ever think that. If anything you are too good for me. I don’t deserve someone like you, you are too kind to me, after everything I did to hurt you, though it was unintentional. You have every right to hate me, and yet you still befriended me.” He said softly

“Kevin, I am willing to give it another shot, because honestly, I love you so much and I hate not being with you, you hurt me yes, but that is nothing compared with how happy you make me. You can put me in a good mood just by smiling at me, so Kevin… Will you… be my boyfriend again?” I asked, my nerves evident.

“Jaeseop, I would nothing more than that” he beamed

“So I’ll take that as a ne?” I smiled

“Ne. Ne. Ne. Ne. Ne. Ne. ne. NE!” he said, practically jumping on me, he now had his legs wrapped around my waist, his arms wrapped around my neck and his forehead resting against my own.

In turn, my arms were wrapped snuggly around his waist.

“Saranghae” I smiled

“Nado saranghae” he smiled back before pressing his lips to mine.

Oh how I’d missed those sweet lips on mine. He let himself get off of me, so he was standing again, he pressed his body close to mine as his hands made their way into my hair.

My tongue felt its way across his bottom lip, asking to be let in, and he willingly let me in. Our tongues danced with one another, a dance that in the end I took the lead in. I began to once again explore the cave that I used to be so familiar with, it was like I had memorised it, but still it had been so long, I let my tongue feel its way over every millimetre of his mouth, causing him to moan gently into the kiss.

“How… about we… take this… to… our room” Kevin said breathlessly as we broke the kiss.

“Anything you want” I smirked before picking him up bridal style and carried him to our room.

I placed him down gently on the bed and climbed so I was on top of him

“I want you Jaeseop-ah… Nomu pogo ship'osso. Take me now..” he whispered as I kissed his neck, leaving my marks on him, claiming him as my own.

“I missed you too Kevin, so very much. I will show you just how much” I smirked as I removed his shirt and began to make butterfly kisses down his torso.

Needless to say, it was a night to remember.

Afterwards, I held him in my arms as we both fell asleep, completely forgetting about anything else.

(Soohyun POV)

Are you kidding me? They ran off to have and left the kitchen half packed away?

Sighing, I packed away the rest of the stuff before starting dinner.

Kiseop and Eli finally made their reappearance, Hoon came in and helped me cook whilst the Elseop couple and Dongho sat at the table chatting.

Once dinner was ready I set aside enough for Jaeseop and Kevin to have later if they got hungry before setting the rest on the table for us all to enjoy with a bit of friendly banter.

It was shaping up to be a nice day.

I took it that Jaeseop and Kevin were now a thing again. Dongho seemed content with some young lady he was texting constantly, Eli and Kiseop were like two love crazed teenagers, though I had to admit they were adorable. And Hoon and I, well me and my jagiya were as happy as ever~

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A/N: well here is the next chapter my lovely readers~

I am very sorry if there are any mistakes/type-o's as it is 3.30 in the morning (ooohhh 0330 - obsessed fan here? Just a tad. Saw the time and that's all that popped in my head - and now i am getting off topic... Mainhae, i am very tired but can't sleep soooo... yeah) so i'm kind of out of it, but due to the inability to sleep. I wrote the next chapter~

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