(Jaeseop POV)

I've been feeling a little worried lately. Kevin has been...distant. Everytime i see him now, he is always around Eli. I mean, i know i should trust him... and i do.. I just get this feeling like he isn't really over Eli.. Like if he had the chance he would leave me for the pigeon.

"Kitty? What's wrong? You look upset" Kevin said, snapping me out of my thoughts. The little fishy was sat next me me at our photo shoot. Right now, Soohyun was up and having his picture taken. The bunny boy, Hoon could be seen on the side-lines watching our leader in awe.

"Hmm? Aniyo. I'm just thinking" I said, furrowing my brow.

"Ne? Like what?" He asked... I guess now was my chance

"Kevin... Can i ask you something?" I said, not meeting his eyes.

"Sure"

"Do...Do you still.... h-have feelings for Eli?" I asked nervously

"What?! Why would you even ask me that?" He said, his eyes wide with shock..

"Well... I don't know, i guess i just feel like you're pulling away from me lately.." I said sadly

"Ani... I'm not. Why would i be with you if i were?" He said simply

"Yeah... true i guess"

"Good. Now i have to go get changed. Don't worry. Arraso?" he stood up and looked at me breifly before going off to change

"Ne" I said, to nobody in particular. I didn't fail to notice how he avoided the question.

At that moment, i looked up to see that Kevin had stopped half way to the dressing room. Of course, he'd ran into Eli. I hated feeling resentment towards Eli. I knew it wasn't his fault. He was my best friend at the end of the day.

But i couldn't help but feel some negative feelings towards him.

I watched as Kevin clung onto Eli's arm, putting on his aegyo and he spoke to him. Eli would smile and laugh, but a part of him seemed a little annoyed.. I wonder why that was..

A little way over i saw Kiseop looking at Kevin with anger in his eyes. Kiseop wasn't one to get angry at Kevin. He adored the little fishy. He treated Kevin like it was his own little brother. Other than Eli, it was safe to say Kevin was Kiseop's favourite dongsaeng. But right now, he looked like he wanted to hit something. That was until one of the noona's went up to him and he composed himself. Then went to take his pace to be photographed.

I looked back over to see my Vinnie hugging Eli. And it was all i could do not to go over there and pull them apart. I glared at them. That was all i could do. Sit at the side-lines and watch.

Eli looked up at that moment and we made eye contact. He shot me an apologetic look when he saw the hurt in my eyes and pulled away from Kevin.

I saw Kevin pout before Eli said something in a serious tone, causing Kevin to walk off to the dressing rooms.

Eli made his way over to me. It was annoying how handsome he was sometimes. He looked stunning in his outfit.

"Hey man. You alright? You looked like you were gonna cry" Eli said, sitting down beside me.

"Ha, i'm fine Eli. I'm just stressed out. You know, writing lyrics, worrying about Kevin. If i were you though, i'd worry about Kiseop, he looked like he was about to kill Kevin a minute ago" I laughed bitterly

"Ah, he's just moody because yesterday we were on the sofa making out and Kevin interrupted so we didn't get to ha-"

"Please do not finish that sentence. I really do not want to know about what you guys get up to" I cut him off.

"yah, it's not like you and Vinnie haven't...." He trailed off when he saw the look in my eye.. "Really?" He asked after a moment or so.

"Really... Everytime we get close to that, something either comes up or he suddenly gets too tired" I sighed

"Awww man, that . Seem's like nobody is getting any."

I laughed again "I don't know. Soohyun seemed pretty please with himself this morning"

We looked at eachother for a second and then at Soohyun who had a big grin plastered on his face. We both burst into a fit of laughter.

"What are you guys laughing at?" I looked up to see Dongho standing before us, with his eyebrow raised, questioning us.

"Nothing" I laughed more

"Yeah, grown up stuff kiddo. Nothing you need to worry about!" Eli chuckled

"YAH! I'm eighteen not eight!" The maknae glared.

"Fine, we were talking about how Soohyun and Hoon seem very happy today and it was probably because they got fre-"

"AH!! Stop!! Stop, you're right i don't want to know!!" Dongho yelled, putting his hands over his ears, cutting Eli off.

That sent us into another laughing fit.

"What's so funny?" I about fell off my chair when i saw Soohyun standing infront of me. Eli on the other hand actually did. He was now on the floor, laughing so hard that he was crying.

"Nothing hyung" I said, trying to hold back my laughter.

"Then why is Eli nearly dying on the floor?" he raised an eyebrow

"Because of me!" Dongho covered for us.

"What did you do?" Soohyun asked

"Oh i was just saying that Jaeseop hyung is always in a bad mood now because Kevin refuses to put out" He smirked just as Eli was calming down. But that set him off again. "Then, because of Eli's reaction Jaeseop couldn't help but laugh at the babo pigeon" he finished

By this time, Eli, Soohyun and Hoon who had joined us in time to hear Dongho's story were now in a fit of laughter.

"Thanks guys" I said, trying to look annoyed, but one look at Eli had me laughing again. I was surprised he was still breathing due to how much he was laughing

That did help to take my mind off the whole Kevin thing for a while. But not for long.

All my worried came back when the fishy stepped out of the dressing room and the first person his eyes wondered to.... was Eli. And not me.

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A/N:

And so it begins~

Hope you enjoyed the first chapter.

Oh and i'm pretending that Jaeseop hasn't gone to America for 5 months so that's why in the foreward he was also dancing to 'Stop Girl'~

So yeah, just pretend he never left to study ^.^

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