-No one's POV-

Sehun opened big his eyes, staring at the laying Luhan. He sat on his
knees, beside Luhan, and took one of his arm. He could hear Luhan
breathing hard and deeply. He was worried for him.

"What?" He asked although he knew the answer. Luhan knew that he had
very well heard, but Sehun couldn't help but ask that question, in
shock. Luhan smiled, even if he hid his eyes with his arm.  "I'll not
be able to go to school anymore, my condition is too bad. Plus,
holidays are starting today." He said, changing his voice in a soft
one. His coughs had really stopped, so he was resting. The Luhan that
Sehun knew was coming back.

"Don't be too sad for me, this will only increase the pain."

Sehun heard this sentence and laughed slightly. How could that be
possible, not to be too sad for him. He was his lover, sadness was the
only thing in his mind. While Sehun was lost in his thoughts, Luhan
got up , took a sheet of paper which was in his pocket and took a
pencil on the table.

"This is my adress." Luhan gave the paper to Sehun, and he took it.
"Come in my house whenever you can, please." Luhan said while walking
towards the exit, and left without saying any goodbye or anything, but
it didn't bother Sehun. He knew that he and Luhan hated goodbyes, so
he didn't mind. After a fews minutes of Sehun thinking about the bad,
really bad news, he got up and went in his bedroom. He looked at his
calendar, and circled 7 days after the current day. He then walked and
fell on his knees beside his bed, leaned his arm on it, and started to
cry. He cried the harder he could, he really wanted that horrible pain
to leave his heart.

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Sehun woke up, feeling his right cheek, which was on his bed, a little
wet. He realized he was sitting in the exact same position that
yesterday when he cried so he deducted he felt asleep while crying. He
got up and took his big red pen and crossed the first day on his
calendar. He brushed his teeth and took a quick shower. He finally sat
on his sofa, taking his phone in his hand. He realized his condition
was way more better than before, and he wasn't suffering anymore. He
searched for his mother because he was hungry, it had been 3 days that
he hadn't took a proper meal, but he didn't find her. He walked
towards the kitchen, and saw a note from his mother and a meal that
she made for him beside. He smiled and ate.

At that moment, a sheet of paper fell from his pocket , so he picked
it up, and remembered. He remembered everything which happened the day
before, when Luhan told him everything, the reason why he cried so
hard. He continued to look at Luhan's adress, so he decided to go to
his home after he finished eating. He put back his chopsticks, quickly
took a big coat, he didn't want to get sick once again, it was
holidays, and walked towards the adress. To be honest, Sehun didn't
know where it was exactly, but he tried. It was easier than he
thought, because it was a really obvious building, in the center of a
big place, like a rich family. He knocked on the door and waited,
anxiously, because he had never seen Luhan's parents.

"Yes?" He heard a melodious voice. It was pretty high-pitched, and
very soft, like Luhan. "Oh, Sehun? " Sehun was surprised that the
woman knew his name, but he just nodded. "Oh, Luhan had told be a lot
about you! I understand why you're his boyfriend hehe" She continued
while laughing awkwardly. Sehun then thought of it, he hadn't told
anything about him having a boyfriend to his parents, but since Luhan
will be a fox in not so long, so he decided to not tell them at all,
it'd just be useless Sehun smiled when he heard the compliment, and
the woman let him enter.

"Ah, I'm Luhan's mother by the way!" She said after a while, sounding
funny. Sehun smiled, like a sign of saying "Nice to meet you",  but he
didn't say anything. She guided him to Luhan's room, and he entered
it. He was surprised. He was seeing it for the first time. It was all
very lucid, the wall were in a bright blue, and his bed was red, a
very beautiful red. It was untidy, so Sehun laughed a bit when he saw
it. It was cute from him, because he seemed like a very tidy man, like
a rich and elegant one, so seeing his untidy roon was funny for Sehun.
He then saw Luhan laying on his beautiful bed, he was looking at Sehun
with happy eyes.

"You came in casual clothes." Luhan told Sehun, and made a sign to his
mother to leave, who smiled and left. Sehun approached the laying man,
and took a chair to sit next to him, and kissed him. His lips were
cold. "I wouldn't come in an uniform." He said jokingly, and caressed
Luhan's arm. "I'd never thought you'd have human parents." He finally
said, even if he was embarassed to say it. Luhan smiled. It was crazy
howboth of them could be happy when they were with each other.

"They adopted me, you stupid." Sehun opened his eyes and mouth big,
saying something like 'woaah this is not stupid.' "And do they know
about you being a fox?" He asked, and Luhan rolled his eyes smiling,
like a 'ooh how stupid is he?' "Of course they do. They've been told
the truth when they adopted me." Sehun made a 'ooh' sound, and they
became quiet. Luhan started to close his eyes, but still smiling, so
Sehun knew he wasn't sleeping. "So how are you getting?" Sehun asked
to break the awkward silence, and that was the reason why he came,
after all.

"I don't feel my legs anymore."

Luhan suddenly lost his smile, and talked with his more serious tone.
Sehun understood why Luhan was laying in his bed. It wasn't so normal
after all, Sehun was visiting him, so normally he should have sat or
something else, but not stay in his bed. Sehun's heart felt like if
something was stabbing it,and he started to cough slightly. The
thought of his lover who can't feel his legs anymore was shocking him
so much, he didn't know that it would happen that easily. He thought
that maybe it would go little by little, like the legs would hurt him
a bit, and then after 3 days it would hurt more, and then.. he didn't
know, to be honest. He was lost. Way too lost to think.

"And my sight is becoming blur."

Sehun, who was looking blankly at the ground, looked back at Luhan
with big eyes. He thought that Luhan who couldn't feel his legs
anymore was all, it was surely enough, but no, there was his sight
being blur as well. Sehun was wordless. He couldn't say anything, and
Luhan understood. He was suffering, but didn't express it. For him,
expressing his pain was making the pain getting worse. He liked to not
saying anything. Sehun somehow felt like he was the only one feeling
bad, but he still knew that Luhan was suffering as well, but he just
didn't show it. Sehun didn't know what to do, he wasn't good at
showing his feelings as well, so he just kissed Luhan's white lips. It
was only one of the first day that Luhan was becoming a fox, he
already seemed dead.

Sehun and Luhan stayed silent, and looked at each other's eyes. Sehun
noticed that Luhan's eyes were becoming strange, in a certain way that
he didn't really know, and that they were becoming red, sign of
tiredness, even if, he couldn't know that, Luhan wasn't sleepy at all.
Luhan was looking at Sehun's worried eyes, at least he tried. His
sight was really becoming blur, he found it strange himself, that it
was happening so fast. In his sight, Sehun had desesparated eyes,
funny hairs, but his eyes were shining a bit more, and he could see
something down his eyes shining as well. How stupid was he, Sehun was
crying. Sehun didn't realize he was crying until he felt his eyes
burning and when he touched his cheek and it was wet.

Luhan felt more than guilty when he realized Sehun was crying. He
replayed everything which happened since the start. Taeyeon had
introduced Sehun to him. He didn't remember well the first impression
that he had from him, but he found him cute and beautiful, and that
his girlfriend would be lucky. Then, Sehun and him weren't that close,
but they were quite friendly with each other and talked quite well.
Sehun was always more with Taeyeon and they seemed very close, in fact
they were bestfriends. Sehun said it himself, after all. He remembered
that when Sehun was with Baekhyun, that day when those two were alone
together once and when Taeyeon and the chinese band approached them,
Luhan heard what they said a bit, Sehun was talking about him, and he
felt his heart beating faster and faster. He didn't know that feeling.

Luhan's thought were interrupted when the door opened and Sehun and he
turned to see who opened the door and they saw Luhan's mother who was
bringin tea. Luhan liked tea a lot, especially his mother's, but he
didn't know about Sehun. Those two were in a relationship, but they
didn't know about each other well. That's why Luhan found it strange
to love Sehun even if he didn't know him that well. Sehun had never
seen his parents before that day, and Luhan well has never seen
Sehun's parents at all. Luhan's mother put the tea on a little table
next to the bed and Sehun's seat, and smiled, hoping Sehun would like
it. The two boys smiled back and the lady left the room. This made the
two boys come back to life, and make them realize that they couldn't
stay silent, even if they were feeling so good, only enjoying his
lover's presence, but everything has an end, right?

"I'm sorry Sehun." Luhan talked first. Sehun, who was already looking
at Luhan's beautiful, but strange eyes, took his hand, because even if
he didn't understand at first why Luhan apologized, he still wanted to
confort him first. Luhan knew that Sehun was very kind, but Luhan
apoloized to Sehun to tell him something, not to make Sehun confort
him. "If we weren't in a relationship, that wouldn't be so hurtful."
Sehun managed to smile between his tears.

"In another way, you apologize for being perfect?" Sehun joked and
smiled, but Luhan didn't seem to understand the joke. It was Sehun's
fail. "If you apologize for me loving you, that means you apologize
for being perfect, because if you weren't, I wouldn't love you." Luhan
was a bit confused, but he finally understood and laughed a bit, even
if he wasn't sure if he had to laugh or something else.

"Maybe." He just said, even if he wanted to say more, to tell Sehun
that he was still sorry that he had to make Sehun suffer that way, and
that he should have never told Sehun about anything, so he didn't have
to make him suffer. But he didn't tell Sehun, his mouth just didn't
want to. Sehun then remembered there was the tea that Luhan's mother
brought him, so he took it and drank it. It was perfectly done, the
water was hot enough, and the taste was soft. Sehun really liked that
tea, even if he didn't use to drink tea a lot. Luhan watched his
boyfriend drink tea, sometimes he would drop some tea out of his mouth
and Luhan found it cute. When Sehun finished his tea, he noticed that
Luhan was staring at him, and he laughed. Luhan finished by laugh as
well because of his boyfriend's cuteness.

Luhan took his cup of tea as well, his hand trembling a bit, and when
he tried to put it in his mouth, his brain went weird. His hand
dropped the cup of tea, and his mouth closed against his will. He
didn't know why, maybe he just had another problem with himself,
before being a fox. "Are you okay Luhan?" Sehun asked in a serious
tone.

Luhan didn't know what to say, nor what to do. He was lost, he didn't know
anything, he had never experienced that before. Of course, people explained
to him before, but words aren't the same thing that action. Luhan blinked
twice and quickly tried to take back the cup of tea which was now on
the ground. Sehun saw that Luhan was hardly trying to make a single move, 
so he quickly tell him not to do so. "Don't worry Luhan, I'll repair it." 
 

"You can ask my mum." Luhan announced him, trying to help Sehun
at least a bit, not to feel useless. Sehun smiled at the idea and 
made a gesture with his hand to tell the lying man that he 
was going to ask her, indeed. Luhan smiled, it was the only thing
he could do, and let Sehun leave the room. Sehun left and 
at the moment he closed the door, Luhan's eyes started to hurt
more and more, they were going everywhere, it hurted him, 
and he started to cough heavily. He tried to call Sehun's name,
but unsurprisingly, he didn't succeed. He held his bedcover really
tight, and tried to take control of his body. But he couldn't, he finished
by falling off his bed, still coughing.

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A/N : Hey guyyys sorry for the long update, really. Thank you all for reading until now, and I'm sorry for the strange format of the text. I had to put the text from my phone to my computer so it gave me a strange text, formed this way. Also, I'm not really good at describing pain, so sorry if it haha. Please comment and subscribe ! (upvote?) Thank you guys~