Hello.

I think having friends is like hearing the sound of the clock in a room where there is no clock.

Did you catch that ?

I like to think a lot, and sometimes I write what I think in fanfictions. When I write, I just write a story, and I don't really imagine the kpop artists in my minds. Well sometimes I do, because it's either cute, or it's maybe interesting. I like write fanfics, because it can help me in lot of things. It may sounds ridiculous, but it's true in my head. Firstly, it can help me in my english, or even in language in general, like how to be precise, and how to really choose the perfect words for each thoughts you want to express. Secondly, it can help me in my daily life, because, well when you write a fanfictions, you have to think about, in a certain situation, your caracter has to do something good, and be friendly. E.g, when Baekhyun has to smile and make friends very easily, you have to think about a way for him to make friends easily, to make the fic more real. So when you write a lot of those things, it may influence you in your real life. You then know how to make friends, or just simply how to be friendly with others. I think, also, in a certain way, that writing stories helps you in thinking. I don't know if it means something to be honest, but I think that when you start writing, you're thinking more in daily life. In my personal case, in a certain situation, I would think 'How would my caracter react to this situation ?' so then it can help me being more friendly, and kind with people as well (because irl, I happen to be so mean and not friendly ;A;), and sometimes when I'm seeing some beautiful scenes, I would think 'How would I describe that in words ?' and I start to think. Writing fanfictions also requires imagination right ? Thanks to that, my mind is more used to imagine a lot. I think this is mostly why it makes me more open. Oh maybe it's ridiculous, but I just wanted to share that. And I didn't know what to put in that 'About Me' because I don't even know myself, so I can't tell you anything about me.
 

My mind is frustrated right now arg.