Making a Choice
The G Dragon Will Always Be AliveJi Yong knew he was not acting normal. He could see the concern in Dae's face. Ji had not slept right in days and he had moments where he was ready to confront the world and other moments where all he wanted was to be left alone and be like before when all he had to do was work and put on a mask. Honestly Ji was trying to let lose but this was a push and pull situation. For some reason he found it hard to open up to others. He was able to open up to Seungri because the guy was nervous around him and he could .
The past two weeks Ji had been going out with Dae, Bae, and Seungri. During that time Ji saw everything. Ji saw how Bae would laugh at anything Seungri did. Bae's eyes sparkled with true happiness and amusement. It was not like he looked at Ji. Bae had long ago only looked at Ji with longing and sadness. Whatever Bae felt for Ji it was nothing compared how he looked at Seungri. The only problem was that Bae couldn't see himself. Bae was still in love with the idea of being in love with Ji. Therefore he was unaware of his true feelings. Ji didn't know how but he had to make Bae happy. If Ji couldn't be happy his friends had to be.This included Dae. Maybe losing Ms. Park would help him be more out going.
Right now, however, Ji had not lost hope in himself. Ji was not someone to go down easy and he was going to let lose and be happy. He needed to do something extreme. Something that let the world know that he was human too while not admitting defeat or conforming with their standards.
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