"WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!"I yelled.

Jonghyun was covered with blood ..

"Hyung!"I heard Taemin from behind shouted.

I dont know when they arrived .. And I couldnt care so much now ..

Kwangmin was standing there .. Evil smiling..

"Leon , you make me live like hell .. This is just a payback ."Kwangmin said.

"DOCTOR!"And Yoseob went to get the doctor.

Taemin just sat on the floor crying.

"Gosh .. We are late .."I heard Yeongmin voice from behind.

SHINee and Boyfriend are here too..

I went up to Kwangmin.

Giving him a slap on his face.

He fell , but still smiling there.

I grab his collar , that time my eyes will aleady red .

"You bastard , you are the one who betrayed!"I yell ans give him a punch on the face.

"This punch is for the betray."

And give him another punch.

"This punch is for the kidnapped."

"and this kick is for my friend HERE!"I yell and give him a great kick on his stomach , blood came out for his mouth non-stop.

Beast SHINee Boyfriend will totally shock.

"Give way!"I heard the doctor shouted.

The doctor and the police is here.

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We will all outside of the emergency room.

Kwangmin was being caught again ..

Boyfriend when back home ..

Beast too .. Except me.

I and SHINee will outside the emergency room ..

Its been hours ..

Everything was silent ..

No one make a sound ..

It is because of me again right? He is hurt because of me again right?

I slowly sit down on the floor .. Hugging my knees.

Its because of me .. Again .. Its because of me .. Again .. Its because of me again.

Suddenly the door of the emergency room open , I widen my eyes and dash forward.

"You all are?"The doctor said.

"We are his friends."Minho answered.

"I am sorry to said .. He is dead .."The doctor said and walked away.

I fell to the floor .. Dead?! DID HE JUST SAID DEAD?JONGHYUN IS DEAD?!

"ITS BECAUSE OF YOU AGAIN!!HYUNG IS DEAD!ARE YOU HAPPY NOW?"And Taemin grab my collar and give me a slap.

I was crying hard , my face is burning.

"TAEMIN!"Key shouted , and pull Taemin back from hitting me again.

"HYUNG IS NOW DEAD!AND YOU ARE STILL HELPING HER?ÖH YA .. IF HYUNG IS DEAD , YOU CAN HAVE THAT RIGHT?"Taemin yell and point at Key.

Key eyes will widen.

"STOP!LEE TAEMIN!"Onew finally stand out.

"How can you slap Leon and shout at you hyung?!Where is your manners?!"He continue.

I was scared.

I didnt want to heard anything ..

I stand up and ran off.

So fast as I could ..

I couldnt stop crying.

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The bar.

I am drinking non-stop.

Its me .. I am such a devil.

"Miss .. Its the 7th bottle aleady .. "The waiter said.

"Are you scared that I have no money?I am Shinhwa group daughter!Do you think I wouldnt pay?"And smile foolishly at him.

"Hm . Okay .."And hand me the 8th bottle.

"Yah!Leon park!"I suddenly heard a familiar voice.

"You look at Kikwang.."I said.

"I am Lee Kikwang.Aish .. Stop drinking!"And he pull me up and drag me out of the bar.

We will outside aleady.

"WHY ARE YOU STOPPING ME FROM DRINKING?!"I yelled at him.

He didnt answer.

I push him away and sat down on the floor.

"Its me who cause all this thing .. Its my fault .. "I cried.

"No it isnt .. Its kwangmin , BAP fault.Stop crying , where is the Leon I knew?My Leon doesnt cry infront of others right?"And I fall a sleep.

~~~Gosh , I made Jonghyun dead .. MIANHAE JONGHYUN TT ~~~