KYUHYUN's POV

Did I overdid it? Aish. I, myself, am shocked with the way I acted to Donghae-hyung earlier. Why the heck did I even do that?

Well, yes, honestly Donghae-hyung is my favorite hyung and he's really precious to me but I've always thought that I've looked at him just like a brother...but it changed when he confessed that he's attracted to guys too...I mean, he's attracted to Eunhyuk, who's a guy. So, since hearing that, something inside me started to stir. Donghae-hyung being the "prince of skinship" that he is, continues to give us hugs and kisses. For the fans and other people it would've looked normal but for me...it feels weird. I become shy when he gives me a sudden back hugs, my heart starts to beat fast when he gives me those playful kiss on the cheek...and I am always following him with my eyes...watching his every move and even smiling unconsciously when I see him smile...all of these are new to me...not until I heard Siwon a while ago.

"...If I was the one you fell in love with...I might've given it a shot with you..."

After hearing those, my mind started thinking the same...

Would I accept Donghae-hyung if he fell for me?

Would I say yes if he confessed to me?

Would I feel happy if he says he loves me?

These questions I asked myself and ended up with the same answer:

YES.

Damn it. Why do I have to feel this way? I'm suppose to help him forget that stupid monkey, right?

Being together with him would help him more...

Hmmm...that's not a bad idea at all. But I dont want to force him. Even if I'm known as the Evil maknae, when it comes to Donghae-hyung, I am very careful...not because he's a cry-baby and vulnerable...but because I treasure him...and I admit that I treasure him more now. What to do? We might be awkward to each other becasue of what I did?

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"Kyuhyunnie~"

I stiffened and looked at the door where Donghae-hyung is standing, holding his laptop and I stared since he's wearing a white tuxedo and his hair was styled perfectly...he's like a prince from a fairytale. We're about to have a fan meeting and we decided to dress up like princes for our Chinese fans but so far, Donghae-hyung is the perfect picture for a prince...for me, at least...but you'll agree to me once you set your eyes on him. His white tux complimenting his flawless milky skin and his eyes becoming more warm and add up his lovely smile...he's too perfect. Aish...what am I thinking?! I think like a middle-schooler talking about her crush! I cleared my throat.

"Hyung...what's wrong?" I asked, avoiding eye contact. He sat beside me and shoved his laptop in my direction. I eyed it.

"What? You destroyed it?" I asked, finally looking at him with a hint of teasing. He pouted...oh god...I shouldn't have ...his lips looks so inviting...stop! stop! Look everywhere except there! Ugh! I shook my head.

"Are you okay?" Donghae-hyung asked, placing his hand on my shoulder and I nodded.

"So what's with your laptop?" I asked again.

"Umm...you see, Heechul wants us to use Skype...but I dont...know," he said, obviously embarassed that he doesn't know how to use Skype.

"Is that all? Do you have an account already?" I asked, but he shook his head so instead of wasting time on making him one, I just opened my Skype account instead, I typed it on his laptop and shoved it in his direction.

"We'll make you an account later so use mine first," I said.

"Thank you! Your'e the best!" He said, with that bright smile of his.

"I know," I answered and we laughed, then we were called out to start the fan meeting.

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The fanmeeting ended at 7pm and we're heading back to the dorm.

"As expected...Donghae-hyung and Siwon-hyung got the most number of presents from the fans. You two are really popular here," Ryeowook pointed out, while studying a cooking book he got from a fan.

"Even Eunhae had presents. There were tons too," our manager butted in while driving. I glared at his direction, but ofcourse he wont see since it dark already. Donghae-hyung who's sitting beside me stiffened and just looked out of the window with a forlorn expression.

"Oh yes, I saw it...some even gave a life-sized standee of Eunhae hugging each other..." Hankyung commented who's sitting beside manager.

"Oh, I saw that one! I even saw a couple necklace or something..." Manager said. I clenched my hands.

"Ya. Shut up. I'm tired. You two sound like two ahjummas gossiping, it's annoying. You're noisy." I hissed and plugged one earphone on my right ear and plugged the other one on Donghae-hyung's ear. He smiled at me and mouthed a thank you then he rested his head on my shoulder and eventually he fell asleep. Using this opportunity, I grabbed his hand and held it tight...

Don't worry Donghae-hyung...I'll definitely protect you and help you get over that anchovy.

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Kyuhae~ :)

Did ya notice? Kyu only uses 'hyung' when it's Donghae :))

Waaaah~~~ I feel tired...but happy :)

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