SIWON's POV

Donghae...

Is it a sin to feel this way ? Is it a sin to love someone at the same gender? Technically, yes, it is a sin but I cant control whatever it is that's making the butterflies in my stomachwhenever he does skinship with me. The way he naturally wrap his arm around my waist and rest his head on my chest and the way he smiles sweetly and innocently.

People around us say that I, Choi Siwon, am the most handsome in our group. To be honest, I do think like that for a bit before...but now I know that I am totally wrong. No one really caught my attention before, either a girl or a boy. I never found someone too atrractive but then he came and I realized the true meaning of perfection. His not too tall figure that matches with his a bit broad shoulder, his porcelein skin that seem to brighten a room and his charming smile that goes with his angelic face...all of them...they're just too beautiful...he's too beautiful.

"We'll start in 5," a staff informed me while I made my way to a vending machine, getting a can of soda and made my way to our fan meeting. I am wearing a white tux today since they said that we'll have a prince theme for our chinese fans. Almost everyone is there except for Hae and Kyuhyun. Where could they be?

"The curtains will rise in 10, 9..."

Two guys dashed infront of me and joined the line at the other end.

"Ya, where have you two been?" Hankyung-hyung hissed. I heard a giggle and a scoff.

"Sorry guys, Kyu and I are having a vid chat with the other members awhile ago and got lost track of time," Hae answered, flashing his smile that no one can resist and moved forward to bow and apologize, he pulled Kyu with him and told him to say sorry too, and much to our surprise, Kyu actually muttered sorry and made his way back to the line, but Hae just looked at us and I got to look at him too.

He's also wearing a white tux and the two of us are the only one's wearing white but the difference is that he made the white garment shine brighter. How can he even do that? He smiled and gave us a thumbs up, "You guys look handsome!" then went back to the line beside Kyu.

You look perfect.

The curtains rised and we were shicked at first to see how many fans we have. The seats were occupied and we're in a dome with around 10-15,000 seats. It's too flattering.

"Ni hao ma! We are Super Junior..." Hankyung-hyung started and we followed and raised our hand, "M!"

Screams filled the place and flashing of cameras and banners are flodding in. For just a short time, I never would've thought that we'd bee able to get this tii much fans but nonetheless, I am so happy. A hand linked arms with mine and I turned to look and my heart almost jumped out.

It's Donghae. He's standing behind me and smiling. I was staring at him, marvelling his beauty when he squezzed my hand and I came back to reality.

"You look so shocked, Wonnie. Smile and relax," he whispered and I did. It's like I was bewitched. Just hearing his soft and tender voice made me feel relaxed...as if he's controlling my body and I know for that fact that I am willing to do whatever it is he asked.

"There you go. Come on, we'll be singing our first song," he smiled and dragged me to our position since we're just standing next to each other. Once were on position, he almost let go of my hand but I held it tightly, savoring the moment. He eyed me first, then he looked away with a bit blush on his face. Seems like he remembered what I told him yesterday. The song started and I never let go of his hand. Throughout the song, he never looked at me and I guess he's being shy. Cute. The song finished and I pulled his close to me and whispered to his ear,

"Dont be shy, Hae. Just because I told you that yesterday, it doesnt mean I cant be one of your bestfriends anymore, right?" I looked at him and he nodded and everything went by smoothly, with him clinging to me and the other members, laughing heartily and sweet talking the fans. Everybody loved him, I can feel that the other hyungs treasure Hae because...it's just too hard not to be captivated by him. Everyone's captivated by him...and he captivated my heart.

After jumping up and down from our fast beat song, Hae ran up to me with his smile spread on his face. He really looks like a kid right now, being sweaty but still full of energy.

"Siwon! That was fun! I want to do that song again!" He said, standing beside me and laughing when Kyu made Hankyung-hyung trip on stage and Hankyung-hyung chasing Kyu. We were laughing and I looked at Hae again, and saw some droplets of sweat on his hair. I raised my hand and wiped it away and Hae just stared at me then smiling when he realized what I did.

"Siwon...thank you. Ahm...can I ask something?" 

I raised my brow, "Go on."

"Do you like me?" He asked while looking at me in the eyes. One thing more that I admire about this creature is his straightforwardness. We stared at each other for awhile, when I made up my mind on how to answer but my throat felt dry so I just gave him a nod. I just got a smile from him and I thought he'll walk away, but he surprised me when hee wrapped his arms around my waist and continued whispering...

"Thank you, Siwon. I---I dont know if I like you like that too but you are important to me so I hope that nothing will change between us, okay? I love you and you'll always be my bestfriend..." I frowned at that then he pulled away and clapped my face with his hands and finished his sentence...

"But who knows...I might fall for you, you know," he winked and went to Henry. I was shocked...and happy. A genuine smile forming in my lips when he said those...so he means...I've got a chance, right?

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I was sitting at the second row of the van and Hae was sitting beside Kyu at the very back. I really wanted to sit beside him but I can't do anything about it now. But all of a sudden, manager-hyung and Hankyung-hyung started a conversation that made me anxious.

"Even Eunhae had presents and there were tons, too," I mentally punched manager-hyung at the back of my mind for bringing that topic even if it's not his fault since he's oblivious about things, still, why do they need to talk about someone who's not even here? I looked at Hae's reflection from the mirror and he's looking outside.

"Oh yes, I saw it...some even gave a life-sized standee of Eunhae hugging each other..."

"Oh, I saw that one! I even saw a couple necklace or something..."

I was thinking of a way to make them drop the conversation but Kyuhyun beat me to it.

"Ya. Shut up. I'm tired. You two sound like two ahjummas gossiping, it's annoying. You're noisy." He said with his evil tone and with that, the two zipped their lips because once Kyuhyun gets annoyed, it will be hell for the two of them; that's why he is an evil maknae. I bit my lip and saw Hae leaning his head on the Maknae's shoulder.

What can I possibly do to protect Hae?

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MISSION OF EVERYONE: Protect our baby Hae~ :)

I think its not impossible from happening since everyone loves Hae so much~

By the way...to those who commented about this fic being Kyuhae...sorry guys...but I really ship Eunhae although I also like others being paired with Hae. I just want to show how Hae's doing away form his Hyukkie instead of skipping it. Rather that saying...3months later...bah! I better create other couples and give you guys excitement than going way toooo forward and that way the story will be more interesting. Get what I mean? :) 

Anyway~ I agree that Kyuhae is adorable...though...Kyuhyun is just adorable treating Hae so special...

SiHae is charming too...the way Siwon compliments Hae and drools over him without him realizing it himself. Haha :)

Keep the comments comming!

Love you all <3