DONGHAE

I'm scared.

It's been two months ever since that faithful night; ever since I became HyukJae's. We became too busy and listless, but still, I was happy because there will never be a day that Hyukjae won't do subtle acts just to remind me he loves me; those smile that he only shows when he's with me, the lingering kisses he places on my lips, the whispered i love you's and i miss you's never fail to make my heart flutter and cause me to fall in, if possible, deeper for that creature.

The members would not fail to see our hidden smiles and since they knew that we are, indeed, a couple, they placed some restrictions saying something between the lines of protecting me from HyukJae. Hyuk threw a fit when they gave us crufew for our unplanned dates during night time, or when they didn't allow him to be in the same room as me every time I'd take a bath or some sort. Heechul-hyung and Leeteuk-hyung kept a close eye on my boy friend ever since and it was quite amusing to watch them argue.

During the day, when we are on our way to the schedule, HyukJae would make sure I'd sit beside him at the back of the van, or he'd always keep a close eye for any possible advances from the members namely Kyu and Siwon. I remembered how I'd chuckle at his adorable display of jealousy even if it's not necessary since I am his. He makes sure that I eat lunch with him, or have two bottles of water in him when we practice our dance routines. HyukJae takes care of me too much.

But the night is my favourite time of all. It is when we are both on the comforts of our soft mattress, arms wounded tightly around each other with the moon as our only source of lights. I can hear his heartbeat clearly and can feel his gentle hands brushing my hair in that way that makes me want to fall asleep but I force myself to stay awake, wanting to savour this moment, wanting to keep this in my heart and brain since I was leaving for some drama in Taiwan with Siwon. HyukJae was upset, to say the least. When the news reached him that I'd be flying to Taiwan with Siwon to shoot some drama, he was in no doubt in rage. He ignored me all day but at the night, he embraced me and told me he's scared because maybe---just maybe, I'd fall for Siwon during our stay there and I smiled softly. I turned around and huddled myself closer to his chest, as I felt his arms around my waist as I told him that that would never happen because Donghae and HyukJae's and vice versa. I silenced him with a kiss when he started grumbling again after that.

So, this is how we ended up here; our feets tangled, my head nestled on his chest as he started humming a lovely tune.

"What song is that?" I whispered, liking the melody but getting incredibly serious of the strangeness of it. I wasn't one of our too many songs, nor one of the songs in his iPod since we have the same playlist and I swear I never heard it before.

"I don't know. I just thought of it," came the soft reply.

I smiled, "You should write a song Hyukkie. It sounds nice."

"You like it?"

"Of course."

"I'll do it then. I'd do it as our theme song," he whispered and kissed the top of my head.

"I'll be waiting till you finish it, then," I replied and snuggled closer to him, inhaling his sweet scent. I heard him chuckle and a hand was brought to my chin, lifting me up until I met his eyes; eyes full of nothing but love, eyes that looked so beautiful by the way the moon shines upon it.

"Donghae," he whispered, uttering my name in that sweet voice that's enough to send me off the edge. The way he says it, my name, it was as if I was enveloped in a spell once again, that very same spell that made me love him; the whole him.

I hummed in reply.

"Don't you dare like Siwon when you’re there," he ordered in that serious voice and I chuckled. Here he goes again.

"I promise I won't," I said, smiling directly at him as our eyes looked into each other, as if we can see into each other's souls. "I only love you, Hyukkie."

This time, he smiled gently and let our foreheads touch, both our eyes fluttering shut, "I love you too, Hae. And I will always love you."

But I don't tell him. I don't tell him that there's that thought inside me that's been bothering me lately. I don't mention it to him because, well, it seemed irrelevant. So I leave it be; put it at the back of my mind as I leaned in and  let my lips touch HyukJae's slowly, letting all my entire being be filled with nothing but my love for HyukJae, and HyukJae, himself.

"You're my everything," I whispered in between our kiss.

"And you are my universe," he replied as he brought our lips back once more.

FIN

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SO THIS IS THE END.

OR IS IT? :)

SORRY IF IT'S NOT THE WAY YOU EXPECTED IT BUT, OH WELL...

I DID IT ON PURPOSE ABOUT WHAT HAE'S REALLY THINKING.

I'M SO BAD, AM I?

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