Deep Urges
The GameIt was completely my fault. That urge within me. The lust, and jealousy. I looked for your love. But maybe I hunted too far? I was too jealous, and if I hadn't stopped. If I just hadn't met you, maybe everything would be okay. But if I hadn't met you, my life would be over. I would never have existed. I would just be some no name in the yearbook. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to hurt more people than I had expected. I only wanted to leave the world in peace and quiet.
Kris POV
"Gege!" I heard someone croak. My eyes slowly fluttered open, to see the sun rays gleam through the curtains. I turned over to see a scrawny tall girl in a pink blouse, and a pair of light blue jeans. Her hair was in his natural wavey-state, and not straightened like usual.
"Mei, can you shut-up and let me sleep?" I slapped her head, hoping she would leave my room.
"Gege.. It's already so late! Mama, has already left. She thought you were at basketball practice. " She continually poked and prodded at my hips.
"I'll just wake up later–"
"Gege!!" I heard her scream, and she instantly walked out of my bedroom.
"Shut the door please-and-thank-you!" I yelled back before burying myself under my bed sheets. Suddenly, I felt a warm moist liquid cover my face. I opened my eyes to see our pet dog, Bao, my face.
"God! That's disgusting Mei!" I got up, ready to pound her into bits, until I heard her voice ring from downstairs.
"Bye gege! I left some food on the table, and some medicine for your hangover! Oh! And I'm taking the bike!" And then the door shut close.
I moaned loudly and slowly got out of bed. I looked down to see Bao on his back, hoping to get a little rub from me. I rolled my eyes, and gave into his guilty looks. His tail wagged furiously as I gave him his guilty pleasure, "come Bao.. let's go."
I dropped myself down onto the dinning table in our small kitchen. I looked to see Mei scribbled down a small note:
Get better Gege!
Please stop getting hangovers, you smell disgusting at night.
And do your own laundry for once,
Thanks!
Mei
I laughed and put the note into my pocket. There was a nicely presented bento box in front of me. From the smell rising within the kitchen, I assumed it was simple rice and eggs. I felt the table vibrate, as my phone lit up.
[10.06.12 (12:25 P.M)] Kai: I need to see you
[10.06.12 (12:25 P.M)] Me: Okay, where to?
[10.06.12 (12.25 P.M)] Kai: Anywhere, but I'm bringing a friend
I peered at is questioningly, could it be a girlfriend? Has it been the girl he's been talking about lately. This mysterious girl had yet to reveal her face to me.. better yet–her name. I knew very little about her, but it seems like Kai has been worrying about her lately. Does he potentially like her? And why would he need my help to hook her up with himself? Am I just his third wheel?
[10.06.12 (12:27 P.M)] Me: A girlfriend?
I waited as he had yet to replied. It wasn't likely of Kai to reply to my texts so slow. Could it be true then? Is it really be this secret girl he admires? Is he just using me to get closer to this girl.. Students never told me anything good about Kai. It seemed like he was a player. Apparently, rumours had it, he got some girls pregnant. He had a tendency to date girls, or have one night stands with them. But every time I got close to Kai, it didn't seem like that. He was quiet, and was more innocent then anything..But at the same time I don’t know enough of him to take my stand yet. There was this dark hole that kept swallowing me up. This deep urge, I need to dig deeper. Who is this Kai? Is he really a badass?
[10.06.12 (12:29P.M)] Kai: No, just a friend.
Friend? Well then a friend I will bring too. No one said I can't.
[10.06.12 (12:30 P.M)] Me: It's a deal. Meet me down by the Grange at Myeongdong.
[10.06.12 (12:30 P.M)] Kai: Can't wait ;)!
Neither can I, I smirked as I read his text.
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Now that it is officially summer for me, I might be able to update this fanfic more frequent.. Maybe twice a week? If time permits. I'm sorry if this chapter was really short.. It probably wasn't that interesting either :/. I fell into a bit of a writer's block, so that might interfere with how many times a week I shall update the fanfic.. But don't worry! I've vaguely figured out how to end this, aha! And it will be very intense.. I hope you readers like it so far, thank-you for all the people who have recently subscribed! I hope that you are all enjoying the fic-so-far! :D
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