Let's pretend that right now in the story it is 2012!!! lol okay?^^ So that means 2 years earlier it would be 2010... lol.... just letting you guys know:)^^

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Your POV

I quickly went to grab the door, but someone beat me to it. I looked up and saw Sandeul.

"Where are you going?" He asked me...

"I have to go somewhere... Good thing you came at the right time." I said smiling.

"Well.... I decided to come back... But why does that Woohyun guy keep saying you guys are dating?" He asked.

"Cause.... We sorta.... I think.... Kinda.... Dating...." I whispered the last word.

"MWO?!?!" He yelled.

"Well, I'll tell you later... Gotta go! I'll be back ASAP...." I said waving and left... He waved slowly back.

I ran back home... I was panting and breathing hard... I barged into my apartment and went to Oppa's room again... I walked in and saw the black book sitting in the same spot on the bed.... I went to it and picked it up... I hesitated to open it because I knew Oppa is going to be mad at me for looking at his diary .... Mianhae Oppa, but it is urgent.... I read the first entry briefly....

Page: 1

May 21st, 2010

Dear Diary,

   I got this diary/journal today because I have exciting news that I cannot tell anyone but this diary!!!! I think I have fallen in love... Her name..... Is Kim Yoojin... She goes by Uee though.... She is so adorable.... I can't wait to tell ~~~ about her... I think I am going to confess to her soon.... Keke... >_<

Yours Truly,

Jung Jinyoung

Page: 2

May 22nd, 2010

Dear Diary,

    I really can't wait to tell ~~~ about my news of falling in love... And I have the bestest friend ever... I think I am going to introduce him to ~~~.... She would like him.... KYA!!! I can't wait... lol.... I'm soooooo cheesy!>_<

So HAPPY,

Jung Jinyoung

I put the book down.... and I skipped a couple of pages.... But now that I think about it, Oppa never told me about his first love... And it was UEE?!? What the heck?!? Then who was his best friend?!? He never introduced me to him!!!!! I need to read again!!!

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June 1st, 2010

Dear Diary,

    So... I have bad news.... I was going to tell ~~~ about Uee, but I decided not to... Because... Well, today I was going to confess my feelings to her, but now I can't... You know why? Because I figured out that my best friend likes her too.... And I gotta support him, because well, he is my best friend.... I am so sad today... Today, ~~~ saw me and asked me if anything was wrong, of course I lied and said I was alright... I gotta stay strong... HWAITING JUNG JINYOUNG!!! >_<

Sadly,

Jung Jinyoung

So that's why Oppa was so upset that day... Was because his best friend loved the one he loved too? But who is this best friend?!? I must keep reading!!!!!

Page: 11

June 2nd, 2010

Dear Diary,

     Today was the worst day ever.... My best friend told me that  he confessed his feelings to Uee and now they are going out... Eotteoke? I just wish I could crawl in a whole and go away forever... The only reason why I still live right now is for ~~~.... I have to and I must protect her from something like this.... I can't let her fall in love and be heart broken.... I can't let her get hurt like me... She is the reason I live right now... >_<

Sincerely,

Jung Jinyoung

I was tearing up... Oppa... That's why you never said anything to me? That's why you never wanted me around guys? You live only for me? What if I wasn't here? Would you have killed yourself by now? Oppa.... I was getting blurry vision from tears... But I had to continue to read.... I came to a certain page.... Where I couldn't stop tearing up.....

Page: 24

July 2nd, 2010

Dear Diary,

    I have been avoiding Uee and my best friend... I can't stand to see them together, but today... The biggest thing in my life happened.... Let's say this... Today Uee all of a sudden came up to me and she kissed me!!! She kissed me!!! Then my best friend got mad at me because he saw... Then Uee acted like she was innocent and made my best friend think I was the bad one... That was the end of my feelings for her and it was the end of my relationship with my best friend.... But then a hand was put in front of me... I met 3 new people that day... And Sandeul joined too.... That day, I became a gangster.... I cannot tell ~~~ about this... I will one day, but when will I have the courage to? I can't let her know that my life is in danger from this day on.... I just have to protect and raise money for us.... We need it badly... Oh God, if you are there, please help me just this once.

Sincerely,

Jung Jinyoung

My eyes were widened... No way... My kind and sweet Oppa... Was in a gang? Wait... Hold up... He mentioned Sandeul joined too?!? Oh heck no... How could they do this to me? How?!? They could've told me... Oppa.... Why did you keep this secret from me??? Why? I wouldn't have cared... Okay... Maybe I would have, but still... Don't tell me that you were injured because of gang violence... Please don't let it be that Oppa.... Please.... But wait... If it was a gang.... Which gang was it??? I was going to continue to read, but then I heard a knock on my door....

I looked at the time to make sure it was safe... It was only 7PM... I should be fine... So I walked to it and opened it.... My eyes were puffy and red....

"What are you doing here?"

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