"I'm wishing you all the best."
Turning Back TimeAN:
I super love the song twenty four / 7 .! I swear. For those who were interested..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gA94MZt02o8
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[Jessica's POV]
I finally remembered that this day was the official date for the election for this year's students council, and was the day when Donghae met Yoona. I face dEunhyuk with a rush on my face but...
"Hey?!" It was Hyoyeon. "I bought snacks!" she said and gave me one.
"B..." I said as I saw her give a bigger snack to Eunhyuk (AN : coz she likes Eunhyuk, right .?) "But why?!" I said pointing at his snack and acting so childish.
" I have a bigger tummy." Eunhyuk said.
"yea..." Hyoyeon agreed and looked away, as if embarassed.
"Aiissshhh.. Oh! Where's Donghae, by the way?!" I asked.
Hyoyeon raised her shoulders which means 'i don't know' .
"He was by the vending machine a while ago." Eunhyuk said while munching.
I put down the snacks and leaflet then rushed to the canteen.
After running for a while, I finally saw Donghae, in his high school uniform,and was drinking a can of cola.
I stopped when I was only a few steps away from him.
We're alone, no one's there except us. He noticed me..
He was drinking a can of cola that time. He still looks cool in his uniform.
"Need somethin .?" he asked me. When I heard him, I suddenly can't speak. I just went to the vending machine and bought something.
"Is there something wrong with you ? You look nervous, or something.." My eyes opened wide , I turned to him and smiled, "nothing, really.." It's the first time I got to talk to him again after years, so I felt a bit nervous.
"uhh.. Do.. Donghae?"
"mmm..?"
"Uh.. This.. is uhh.. you know..not..mmmm.. this does not mean anything, so.." I paused while looking down.
"What." He said with a calm voice.
"Uhh.. Are you really sure you want to be the school's vice president.. that would be a lot of responsibility, you know?!" I said without looking at him. He was not answering so, i took just a glimpse of him. He was like, what-does-she-mean ..
"Uhh.." I continued, "Isn't this year a good time to.. uhh.. i mean, to bond with your friends ? I.. uhmm.. before.. " I gave out a sigh. "before something really regretful happen.." i'm still not looking at him.
He was not answering for seconds so I checked him out, he was facing the wall, and trying to hold back his laughter. "Was that a joke?! "
"Wha...?!" I"m nearly crying..
He looked at me. " Of course, that's a 'plus' for fame, especially on girls..right ?" he gave me another laugh and walked away with a wave from his hand.
"Oyy! Donghae-ah!" I shouted. without knowing, my tears fell on my face.
He looked back with his smile slowly fading.
"Donghae.." I can't speak because I'm trying to hold back my tears. If only he knows what I feel, If only he knows what I mean.
He slowly walked back towards me. "I.." I continued . "I just want you to know that..." Before i can say that i love him, he wiped the tears on my face. "Why .?" He said in a gentle manner.
I cried. "Is something wrong, huh? I'm really confused now.." He's trying to crack a joke.
"I.." I gave out a sigh. I really couldn't help it so i cried even harder.
"I just want you to.. to think about everything first.." I said while crying.
"Oh?" He looks more confused as he raises his one eyebrow. He gives me a gentle caress.
I looked at his eyes. then I cried harder.
"I'm... I'm wishing you all the best.." I looked down. "Goodluck to you." then I ran away.
i don't know, but I think I can't tell him yet, he might get confused or he might reject me.. I don't know... What if he doesn't feel anything for me, except from being a friend.. I'm afraid I might change the present to something more regretful than seeing Donghae marry other girl.
I'm... i'm afraid...
[end of POV as well as this chap ^^]
AN:
Awww.. poor Jessica, she was just trying to tell Donghae about her feelings.. but it seems like Donghae cannot understand a thing. (well, maybe because he was just 14 years old that time.. Jessica went back 11 years before Donghae's wedding.)
What do you think about this chap, please do tell me.. =))
If I were Jessica, I think I wont be able to tell Donghae about it. Because I'm also afraid that the friendship might be lost.. right .?!
more supporters .?!!! ~
Thanks to all.
love yah .!
teehee xD
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