"I'm wishing you all the best."

Turning Back Time

AN:

I super love the song twenty four / 7 .! I swear. For those who were interested.. 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gA94MZt02o8

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[Jessica's POV]

I finally remembered that this day was the official date for the election for this year's students council, and was the day when Donghae met Yoona. I face dEunhyuk with a rush on my face but...

"Hey?!" It was Hyoyeon. "I  bought snacks!" she said and gave me  one.

"B..." I said as I saw her give a bigger snack to Eunhyuk (AN : coz she likes Eunhyuk, right .?) "But why?!" I said pointing at his snack  and acting so childish. 

" I have a bigger tummy." Eunhyuk said.
"yea..." Hyoyeon agreed and looked away, as if embarassed.

"Aiissshhh.. Oh! Where's Donghae, by the way?!" I asked.

Hyoyeon raised her shoulders which means 'i don't know' .

"He was by the vending machine a while ago." Eunhyuk said while  munching.

I put down  the snacks  and leaflet then rushed to the canteen.

After running for a while, I finally saw Donghae, in his high school uniform,and was drinking a can of cola.

I stopped when I was only  a few steps away from him.

We're alone, no one's there except us. He noticed me..

He was drinking a can of cola that time. He still looks cool in his uniform.

"Need somethin .?" he asked me. When I heard him, I suddenly can't speak. I just went to the vending machine and bought something.

"Is there something wrong with you ? You look nervous, or something.." My eyes opened wide , I turned to him and smiled, "nothing, really.." It's the first time I got to talk to him again after years, so I felt a bit nervous.

"uhh.. Do.. Donghae?"

"mmm..?"

"Uh.. This.. is uhh.. you know..not..mmmm.. this does not mean anything, so.." I paused while looking down.

"What." He said with a calm voice.

"Uhh.. Are you really sure you want to be the school's vice president.. that would be a lot of responsibility, you know?!" I said without looking at him. He was not answering so, i took just a glimpse of him. He was like, what-does-she-mean ..

"Uhh.." I continued, "Isn't this year a good time to.. uhh.. i mean, to bond with your friends ? I.. uhmm.. before.. " I gave out a sigh. "before something really regretful happen.." i'm still not looking at him.

He was not answering for seconds so I checked him out, he was facing the wall, and trying to hold back his laughter.  "Was that a joke?! "

"Wha...?!" I"m nearly crying..

He looked at me. " Of course, that's a 'plus'  for fame, especially on girls..right ?" he gave me another laugh and walked away with a wave from his hand.

"Oyy! Donghae-ah!" I shouted.  without knowing, my tears fell on my face.

 He looked back with his smile slowly fading.

"Donghae.." I can't speak because I'm trying to hold back my tears. If only he knows what I feel, If only he knows what I mean.

He slowly walked back towards me. "I.." I continued . "I just want you to know that..." Before i can say that i love him, he wiped the tears on my face. "Why .?" He said in a gentle manner.

I cried. "Is something wrong, huh? I'm really confused now.." He's trying to crack a joke.

"I.."  I gave out a sigh. I really couldn't help it so i cried even harder.

"I just want you to.. to think about everything  first.." I said while crying.

"Oh?" He looks more confused as he raises his one eyebrow. He gives me a gentle caress.

I looked at his eyes.   then I cried harder.

"I'm... I'm wishing you all the best.." I looked down. "Goodluck to you." then I ran away.

i don't know, but I think I can't tell him yet, he might get confused or he might reject me.. I don't know... What if he doesn't feel anything for me, except from being a friend.. I'm afraid I might change the present to something more regretful than seeing Donghae marry other girl.

I'm... i'm afraid...

 [end of POV as well as this chap ^^]

 

AN:

Awww.. poor Jessica, she was just trying to tell Donghae about her feelings.. but it seems like Donghae cannot understand a thing. (well, maybe because he was just 14 years old that time.. Jessica went back 11 years before Donghae's wedding.)

 

What do you think about this chap, please do tell me.. =))

If I were Jessica, I think I wont be able to tell Donghae about it. Because I'm also afraid that the friendship might be lost..  right .?!

more supporters .?!!! ~

Thanks to all.

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Amni2020 #1
Chapter 23: pls update !! fighting !!! ☺
BlueDiamondAngel #2
When will you update this fic? I'm dying to read the next chapter TT__TT Anyway, hwaiting!
kenya2000_mlr
#3
Can you please update this story? I just found out about it and I love it I wanna know how it all ends. I know it's been a long time but anyways I wanna read it
smurfette #4
Chapter 23: I'm so sad for Jessica. It's the time to let him go. She's hurt too much and too long.
She should stop the pain by herself. be stronger. Fighting, Sica!

Why did Donghae never understand? Or she never own him. Let him go T___T
aliciawhcy
#5
Chapter 23: Yes. Let Jessica faster say the ILOVEYOUUUU to hin! Update.
CathleenLee #6
Yah!! Pls. Update!!
NeverStopBelieving
#7
Chapter 22: Yaay you updated :D
Jessica confess to Donghae already!
Haesica fighting!!!
Update soon....
ariadna332
#8
do you already have a plot for our project in English???
smurfette #9
Chapter 22: Poor jessica, will her attempt success? Jessica had a lot tears because of him. I hope he'll realize it. Stupid donghae :(
ariadna332
#10
Looking forward for your next chapters....
God Bless!~~

Fighting!