Chapter 40

His back…

“H-Harab-boj-ji”I stuttered

“Oh Hyunjae, go inside now” he smiled fakely.

I just bowed at Kai oppa and went inside.

A few seconds passed and Haraboji came on, fuming in anger.

“KNEEL DOWN!!”he yelled

I didn’t hesitate and all I did was tremble in hear while kneeling in front of him, waiting to be spanked or kicked. But before he could do that, Mom stopped him

I just look down and force my tears to stay still.

“What did you do this time?” Dad coldly said, that makes me feel like I’m just an annoying trash.

What did I do?

Well, I FELL IN LOVE.

But obviously, I can’t say that to him. So I stay still and quiet. Enduring my legs which feel so sore.

“Are you even aware that you’re going out with your soon-to-be brother-in-law?” Haraboji shouted again.

“Hyunjae?” Mom already joins the two furious guys. I just nod.

I.PITY.MYSELF

“You can’t talk!?” Mom already shouted.

“y-yeah” I shuttered

“But mom~” but before I could explain my self haraboji said something.

“Aigoo~ what a flirt daughter you have here”

OUCH! DON’T JUDGE ME!! YOU DON’T KNOW ME! YOU NEVER DID!!!!

“I don’t want to see you together with him again” He coldly said. I just nod and tears start rolling down.

After an hour of listening their hurtful words while kneeling down. They then let me get to my room.

“Go to your room now” Dad said then they left for a meeting.

Once they went away, I sobbed so hard until I heard Ahjumma Song came out.

“Hyunjae-ah.” Ahjumma Song hugs me tightly and helps me stand up. I winched in pain loudly as my knees started to feel very numb.

“Ah-ahjumma. I-I’ll s-stay I-in m-my r-room” I said then slowly went to my room limping.

I slowly made my way to my room while groaning in pain.

“Hyunjae-ah? Come on let’s eat” ChoonHee unnie said while opening my door.

“Unnie, I’m full. Thanks” I said then continue staring at the ceiling.

My room’s empty now. Nothing left related to him.

No more pictures to be kissed at night.

No more CD to be played when boredom strikes.

“Hyunjae! You dummy!! Why id you even acknowledge love at the first place.” I said while hitting my head.

HE’S NOT FOR YOU!! SO STOP DAYDREAMING!!!!!!!!!

Being in this one-sided love hurts. But reality being hate by your own parents hurt more.

Having Haraboji to hate me is enough but now with Dad and Mom? WORST!

I’M ALL ALONE…

Well, this is my life.

Wonderful isn’t it?

(KAI POV)

I feel so troubled.

I know something’s up with Hyunjae.

I already send her. What? 20 messages or more and called her. Yet she never replied nor answered even a single dot.

She’s suffering but she doesn’t deserve to be.

She didn’t do anything.

Wedidn’t do anything~

“Kai focus!” Kris hyung shouted at me for the nth time.

“Mianhae hyung~” I sighed. I have been so disturb that our practice was so affected. Big time.

“Five minutes break!” Suho hyung announced then pat my shoulders

“What really happened? You’ve been spacing out since last night.” He calmly said

“Sorry hyung” I bowed

“Just tell us” he said then Kris hyung said

“Let it out”

“H-hyunjae” once hearing her name, Sehun and Luhan hyung came near us.

“Why? What happen to her?” Luhan hyung said with a hint of coldness and concern in his voice.

“Her grandfather saw us” I said then Sehun sighed aloud.

“Hyung I think you should stay away from, each other “he said

“Bwoh?”

“Kai. Sehun’s right. Remember. She’s not your fiancée. Her sister is.” Kris hyung said

“But we never did something wrong~ we’re just friends” I defend

“Just friends?”  Luhan hyung eyed me.

“Yeah” I answered

“That’s what you think” he mumbled.

“Hyung?”

“nothing~ just do what Kris said.” He pats my shoulders.

“For any chance. Do you love Hyunjae?” Suho hyung ask.

Do I love her?

I shook my head.

Ani. I don’t.

I love her sister instead.

I just care for her. That’s all.

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