Chapter 23

“Kai oppa?” I murmured again. Why on earth they didn’t invite me??

I took my phone out and saw none of their messages.

I went to the nearest lamp post but still my eyes were glued at the 5 people inside the restaurant.

Umma was smiling happily then Appa would laugh really hard, HaeRa unnie also said something and then they busted into laughter. Wow they’re so happy without me. And then there, Donghae oppa stood up and laugh heavily.

Pang! Why were they doing this to me?

*sigh* guess, I’m born to be lonely and unloved

Never did mom and dad smiled like that when I’, around, never did unnie burst into laughter when I’m around and never did Hae oppa do his signature laugh moves when I’m with him. And that proves.. They’ll live better without me.

I’ll back off you they can live well.

And kai, He’s smiling widely and sometimes would smile whole heartedly.

So why did mom and dad even raise me? Or is it that they aren’t my real parents.

Maybe I’m just an adopted child, they took due to pity.

Aigoo, jae-ah you’re reading too much fanfics and watch many movies.

*sigh* just looking at them laughing and smiling makes me cry. Cry out of happiness and sadness.

“tsk.tsk.tsk” I turn around and saw a wicked old man, Haraboji

I bowed as a sign of respect.

“I even thought that this day will be great, without seeing yourface, but I stand wrong. Instead my day became worst”  aigoo. Should I cry now? Maybe late.

“I’ll go now” I said then bowed but he stops me.

“Wait young lady. I just want to make everything clear to you” he said then point at them

“look, they’re so happy” it’s obvious

“Happy without you” no need to say it. I can still see clearly even after seeing your disgusting face.

“yeah, I know” I simply answered

“happy now haraboji?” i thought

“and also, look at the couple. HaeRa and JongIn, sure look good together. Match made in heaven”

“yeah, I wish them the best” and worst for you!

“Lee family is so happy without the youngest. No wonder my son will always curse when his with you. It only prove, they don’t like you” he smirk

That hit me! Really!

“oh” I could only manage to say that

“and oh look! Donghae smiled whole heartedly, looks like his in the good mood with out you. oops, I did go over the limits. Mianhae” he said mockingly then pat my head lightly

“you’re obviously not welcome in my family”  he smirk then went ahead but suddenly he lost his balance.

Oops! He tripped!!

Hahahahahahhahahahahhaha

The old man! The old wicked man tripped!!! Hahahahahahha SUCCESSSSSS

What a bad granddaughter I am. But hey, haraboji’s worst. Keke

I silently went to Ahjuumma Choi’s café. Before opening the door. I took a deep sigh and smiled

“Ahjumma wont be happy seeing me sad! Fighting jaejae!” I whispered then went in with a big fake smile

“oh l;ook who’s here!” Ahjumma choi smiled and welcome me with a bear hug

“hello ahjumma!” I smiled

“well, somethings up with you” she chuckled

“eh?”

“you’re eyes say so. You’re not happy. Right?” she smile dthen let me take a sit just then ahjumma song sat beside me and give me a chocolate drink.

“hello ahjumma Song” I smiled

Then they hug me.

“Haraboji again?” Ahjumma Song said. I just nod and smiled

“don’t mind that guy” they said then squeeze my hands

“omo! Ahjumma! Do you know that he tripped!!” I smiled while giggling

“really?”

“Yeah! Infront of me hehe” I smiled then sigh

“What did tell you?” ahjumma choi ask

There’s no way that I’ll tell a lie, and if ever I did, it’s to obvious especially if it’s my two lovely ahjummas

“I’m not welcome in the family” I sighed

“aigoo. What a mean old man” they both said then comfort me. How come I feel safer with ahjummas rather with my real family?

Instead of joining ahjumma song going to the house, I decided to walk alone. I need space. Fresh air.

i walk pass by a park and sat there in a empty bench

then every words that haraboji said keep on flashing in my mind that I started to cry.

“I even thought that this day will be great, without seeing your face, but I stand wrong. Instead my day became worst” 

“look, they’re so happy”

“Happy without you

“and also, look at the couple. HaeRa and JongIn, sure look good together. Match made in heaven”

“Lee family is so happy without the youngest. No wonder my son will always curse when his with you. It only prove, they don’t like you”

“you’re obviously not welcome in my family” 

“and oh look! Donghae smiled whole heartedly, looks like his in the good mood with out you. oops, I did go over the limits. Mianhae”

Haraboji, you’re pathetic! Why can’t you forget about that accident?

Why cant you understand that I didn’t mean everything!

Why? Why are you holding grudges at your own grand daughter?

WAE!!????

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Haraboji's bad.. 

what accident? hhmmpp......

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Exotics, you know what day is today???

May 22, 2012

Guardian angel SUHO oppa's Birthday!!!

Aigooo. wae so handsome?

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