I pulled out of the hug with Yongguk. 'you really remind me of..' I said as tears started filling my eyes. 'the same smell.. The same feeling..' I started chocking on my tears again. Ugh 

How embarrassing. 'don't cry. You look ugly when you cry' Yongguk softly said. Even though I've only known Yongguk for abut 5 weeks. It feels like we've been good friends for years. He handed me a tissue and I took it still crying. 'I cried all the time when I found out that my brother was ... Dea-.. Gone.' I could see him tensing up. 'I was walking back to my new family. My brother was called luhan.' the name repeated inside Sarang head. 'luhan?' you asked surprised. 'yeah. Luhan. We were blood brothers but got put into different orphanages. I got adopted about 3 months before he did. The day he died, he said he was going to show me his beautiful girlfriend. I never got to see her... He would always talk about how pretty she was and how magical her eyes were.' luhan... Me luhan? 

'what orphanage did he go to?' I asked with red puffy eyes. 'kimlingsam orphanage..' he replied. My eyes rounded in shock. That was the orphanage we both went to.. Yongguk and luhan were.. Brothers? 

'kimlingSam... Was luhan 19?' I asked. Yongguk looked shocked. '-... Eh yeah..how'd you-..' before he could finish his sentence I stood up and started walking back home.. 'wait! Sarang!' Yongguk had been through so much. If only jay oppa knew. Yongguk had lost a sister, brother and his girlfriend. And yet he still doesn't give up..