Minah’s POV

That night, I and Changmin oppa had conversations through phone. I couldn’t meet him, but I could feel his present around me by hearing his soft voices. Just that, the thing I needed right now. Even we couldn’t meet and engaged a conversation face to face, I’m still happy because I’m his, and he’s mine. He’s such a good lover, and I didn’t expect before that I could be with him, with Shim Changmin, my ultimate bias. Was this what they called fate?

He and his cheesy lines, and sometimes his cuteness, and absolute jealousy, only God and I who knew how much I loved him. We’re in the middle of our talks when Jungnam slammed my door, and grabbed my wrist rudely. My phone fell, I wanted to take it back but Jungnam pushed my phone away from me. She dragged me to her room, and locked me. Sooyun and Aecha only gasped in their horror. I didn’t know why Jungnam behaved like this. She gave me those eerie feelings.

“I told you, better you stay away from Changmin,” she said with her husky tone.

“B-But, why?” I couldn’t help but stuttered.

Jungnam my hair, she kissed my neck coarsely. God, I didn’t know what she was trying to do. My body was trembling so hard. I hated this situation. I didn’t have any idea about Jungnam actions. She tightened her hugged on me. Please Jungnam, stop it. I couldn’t breathe.

“J-Jungnam, what are y-you doing??” I asked her, tried my best to hold the tears.

She smirked at me, “What Changmin had done to you? Kiss you? Is he a best kisser? Or have you slept with him? What makes you fall in love with bast*rd like him? I can do much better than him,” she playfully said to me.

I tried to move, but she blocked my way with her body. She ed my shirt. I stopped her.

“Jungnam, stop it!!” I firmly said to her.

She laughed like crazy, “Why? Don’t you like it? You want a good kisser? You’ve found it, I’m your answer. You want a good lover? Of course, you’re talking about me. You want ? Yes, I’m good with that. I have everything that he doesn’t! Open your eyes, only me who can understand you better than any men in this world!!”

I stepped back, “Are you nut? What are you trying to say?!!!” I shouted. Yes, I’m badly afraid with her right now. I’ve never faced this situation before. I could feel goose bumps arose around my neck.

“Is being a lesbian is a sin?” she exclaimed.

What? Lesbian? Finally, I couldn’t hold these tears any longer, I cried. And you know what? She just stared at me like I’m the one who’s crazy. Why couldn’t I realized it from the start? She was always angry whenever Changmin called me or whenever Donghae came to our dorm. So, this was the truth, that she was a lesbian. But why? I thought that she’s my sister.

“Get up!!!!” she yelped at me, and grabbed my hand. I pushed her away from me.

She ed my shirt again, and tried to remove my clothes. No, I couldn’t let it happen. I slapped her, but this one made her angry. She kissed my lips passionately. She pulled my hair. All I could do was just crying.

This scar, even though you couldn’t see it, it would always be in my heart, my memories, and it would always there as long as I live. This mental traumatic, she caused it. I hated every part of these memories. Please, Changmin oppa, Sooyun, Aecha, Jiho oppa… save me.

Finally, God heard my prayers. I saw Jiho and Changmin oppa there. With my hazy sight, I tried to survive, Changmin hugged me, and I hugged him back, even tighter. No, I didn’t want to lose him. I believed only him who could remove this mental traumatic, someday.

I cried in his hug. Just please, let me stayed like this for few minutes.

“Don’t cry, baby… please, don’t cry. I’m here now, so please… don’t cry. You’re safe now,” He tried to reassure me. You know, he cried with me. I could see a pain in his eyes too.

“O-oppa, sh-she tr-tried to r me,”

 “It’s okay. She can’t hurt you anymore, she is in jail now.”

I tighten my hug, “Oppa, so you know how she tried to me,” I just wanted to tell him about how rude Jungnam’s actions just now, but he didn’t want to listen. Maybe it made him felt worse.

“Minah, you don’t need to remember about that anymore. Please, you’re safe now,” he begged. I rested my head on his chest. I felt secure when he was around.

“Oppa, don’t leave me. Don’t never ever try to leave me,” I said desperately.

“I will never leave you.”

Minah’s POV END

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It’s 4 AM now, and Changmin haven’t slept yet. He accompanied Minah all the times. Sooyun and Aecha also slept with Minah. They wouldn’t let their guard down again. So Changmin stayed all night long with the three sleeping girls at Sooyun’s room. At that time, he heard someone opened CROWN’s dorm. He hurriedly came out to see who it was. It was Jiho.

“Have you slept yet?” Jiho asked.

Changmin shook his head, “How can I sleep when Minah is crying so badly,” Changmin said.

Jiho and Changmin then sat on the living room. Changmin made coffee for both of them and served it to Jiho. Well, the boy now turned into the real man.

“What happen to that crazy girl?” Changmin asked in exasperation. Remembering about Jungnam made him would to throw up.

“She is totally crazy, you know. For God’s sake, she’s smarter than we think, she hide that fact almost this whole year. Doctor said that she is occasionally having delusional mind about Minah. Jungnam seriously needs to be rehabilitated. I’m a bit upset with myself, how can I not knowing this before. If only I knew this earlier, Minah wouldn’t need to feel that traumatic incident. Well, but it’s a relief since she will spend her days on mental hospital for a long time. It’s so freaking crappy,” Jiho explained.

“Hyung, the worst thing is she tried to Minah. How can she do that? Yeah I know she’s lesbian, but hello… doesn’t she know that Minah is my girlfriend,” Changmin exclaimed.

Jiho’s eyes widened, “Wait, you… Minah, dating???” forgot about Jungnam’s matter already.

Changmin nodded happily. Jiho clapped and hugged Changmin.

“Congratulations. Finally, after the long wait. You know kid? I’m really happy for you,” Jiho said sincerely.

“Hyung, I’m going to announce this relationship to public. What do you think about my plan?” Changmin asked Jiho.

 Jiho’s eyes this time was not only widened, it bulged.

“BIG NO! She already sacrificed everything to save your faces and now you want to announce this relationship to public?? NO! As her ex-manager and team-mate manager, I won’t let it happen,” Jiho objected very hard.

Changmin sighed and pouted, already turned into childish immature boy again, “Why hyung? Why? I love her, she loves me. That’s enough right? And I’m going to marry her sooner or later,” he insisted.

“Marry? Sooner or later?” Jiho couldn’t help but slapped Changmin’s forehead gently. “Get a grip, Shim Changmin! Marriage is not an easy matter, you need more than love to get marry aishhh…  you!!” Jiho yelped.

Changmin frowned, “Yeah, keep nagging me old ajuhssi… I won’t hear you anyway. I will marry her, sooner or later,” He walked to Minah’s room to take some times to rest.

Jiho sighed, “That brat, how ignorant he is. He’s just 25 and thinking about marriage thingy? Stupid…” he mumbled.

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Jungnam crouched on the corner of her small chamber. She laughed and stared at the ceiling absent-mindedly.

“So they think I’m crazy? I need rehabilitation? Why? I love her.

Can’t I love her like any other people?

Even our fans make fanfictions about us.

I love her from the start, and she chose Changmin instead of me?

Wait for me, wait for my revenge.

Shim Changmin, if I can’t be with her, so you can’t too.

Just wait, until the time when I’m ready to take her from your life…

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