What are you doing there, Changmin~sshi ??

For You It's Separation, For Me It's Waiting

 

----Siwon’s POV----

I don’t know what is going on. I kissed her, but I think she hate it very much. I don’t know why I kissed her, I don’t have any reasons. It just like when I see her face, I feel reassure and I want to stand by her every day. Every movements that she make, make me fall for her deeper and deeper. She is an addictive drugs that I can’t take anymore. But then, seeing Changmin treated Minah like that, I can feel that he also has a feeling to Minah, and how Minah cared about Changmin telling me that there are something big behind them. The bond that I can’t examine yet.

Should I give up ?Or should I fight for her ?

----Changmin’s POV----

What the heck, Siwon hyung kissed her, on the lips !I hate it, for all reasons in the world, the one who can kiss Minah is just me, well, not now, but in the future, she will be mine, and no one can touch her. I’m not easy to fall for someone, if I’ve fallen for someone then the girl must be the one who I want to marry with. Minah is that girl, I don’t know whether it is right or not, but I’ll do anything to make Minah understand, with all the helps from Jiho hyung too, of course.

----Minah’s POV----

I don’t have any idea why Changmin oppa rushed to my dorm, fed me, gave me the roses, and sang for me. All the things the he have done for me just too good to be true, even in my dream, I don’t have any courage to dream about it. He’s too far away from my extent.

Then, about Siwon oppa, I don’t have any idea too why he did this to me. I thought we are bestfriend, but I don’t know why he kissed me. Did he really fall in love with me ?But why can’t I feel my heart beat when he kissed me ?They say if you kiss your soulmates, your heart beat will increase, but why did I feel nothing when he kissed me ?

They just come in the wrong time. Even I, as the owner of my own heart can’t explain what is exactly going on. Well, let’s see. First, I love Donghae, but after I knew all the things behind me, my feeling for him just dissapeared without any trace. I hate him more than anything now, he hurt 2 hearts on the same time, mine and Jessica’s, I can’t take it anymore. About Siwon oppa, I love him, but my love for him is just like my love for my brother, it is just because we can get along as bestfriends. And last, Changmin oppa. Yes, I agree that I like him, but I don’t think it is love, and I don’t think that he like me too. I adore him, I am a fans of him, I spend my spare time to know more about him trough internet, but it is because he is my idol. Arghhhh, Han Minah !!Please come to your senseeeeeee !!!!!

----Author’s----

Day by day had passed away, and as the time goes by, the relationship between Minah and Changmin became closer. Minah couldn’t intepret her own feeling to Changmin, so she just enjoyed the time with Changmin.

It was the day when Minah sat on the chouch after having a daily practice, Sooyung sat next to her, reading a magazine, while Aechan and Jungnam spent their time to shop. Someone rang CROWN’s dorm’s bell. Sooyung quickly opened the door after seeing who came.

Donghae stood in front of the dorm, he brought a big teddy bear in his right hand while handling a box of chocolates in the left hand. Sooyung couldn’t say anything. It’s weird, very weird, when you found three men doing the same thing for one woman.

“Is Minah here ?” Donghae asked Sooyung, he drew a beautiful smile on his face.

“Y-yy-yess, cc-come in,” then Donghae followed Sooyung to the living room. Finally, he saw Minah after a long time.

“Unnie, someone is looking for you,” Sooyung said timidly.

Minah turned her body to see who was coming, “What are you doing here ?How dare you to come to my dorm ?!” she yelled as she saw Donghae there.

Sooyung walked to her room and locked the door, she could predict that there would be a war between Minah and Donghae, and that’s true.

Donghae took a seat next to Minah, he placed the chocolates on the table and put the big teddy bear on the floor. He looked at Minah, and then smiled, he grabbed Minah’s hand, and put  the hand on his chest.

“Can you feel it ?The sounds of my heart beat ?This is the first time for me to see you again, in a good circumstances. Please, I beg your pardon. I’m wronged when I cheated you, it’s not like I didn’t love you anymore, but at that time, I felt bored, and I need sometimes to refresh my mind,”

Minah couldn’t help but slaped Donghae’s beautiful face.

“How could you say such a non-sense thing to me ?I don’t need your reason, I don’t need you, I don’t want to hear your voice anymore, so please, leave this dorm quickly !!” she yelled.

Donghae drew a bitter smile, “Listen to me. I know I’ve hurted you, but please, forgive me, forgive my mistakes, I will do anything for you, everythings, in order to erase my mistake to you,”

Minah shed tears, a painful tears. She kept crying for about 10 minutes, then she wiped her tears, she smiled to Donghae.

“Hae-ah, remember when you proposed me ?I loved that moment so much, I loved when you called me ‘summer’, I loved when you treated me like I’m the one for you. Even the day when you abandoned me, I still waiting for you, I always have a faith that you will comeback to me. But now, all the thing has dissapeared from my heart, I don’t have any feeling to you again, hatred is the only  thing that left in here,” she pointed her chest. “So please, don’t act like this anymore. I hate you, so much. I may forgive you, but I won’t forget what you have done to me. Please, leave me alone,” she continued.

Donghae hugged Minah tightly. “You can ask me to leave you, but for me, it is the time when I have to wait for you to comeback to me. You’re the first person who believe that I’ll came back to you, so I have that faith too, that we’re meant to be together. Mark my word, I’ll never give up on you.” He released his caress. “Look, I brought you teddy bear, remember when I promised to buy it for you ?I’m sorry for taking a long time,” “In the past, I didn’t have much money to buy you this kind of stuff because we’re still trainee. I hope you want to save this cutie teddy bear,” Donghae smiled again, he couldn’t help but his heart aching when he saw Minah cried in front of her.

“I don’t need that bear. Bring it back with you again,” Minah said ignorantly.

Donghae patted Minah’s head soflty, “You’re still the same, stubborn and ignorant. I’ll go now, tomorrow I’ll be back to you again. See you,” Donghae stood up from his seat, he walked happily outside the dorm, leaving Minah who was still dumbfounded.

Donghae reached the parking lot where Eunhyuk waited for him, he hummed as he was happy. “Wah, look, all the happiness clearly written on your face. I believe all the good things happened, huh ?” Eunhyuk teased Donghae.

Donghae smiled again while he buckled his seat-belt, “Yeah, that was great, but I’m lilbit dissapointed to myself.You know, I’ve hurted her a lot, I saw her crying in front of me just now, and that feeling was not good. I feel bad for her, well, I’m a bad guy.” he said in a low tone.

“Stop blaming yourself. Let’s say that you have the second chance right now, so please, use it wisely, arasso ?” Eunhyuk tried to reassure his friend.

They were about to leave when they saw Changmin came out from his car, handling a bouquet of white rose. “Yah yahh, it’s Changmin, what  is he doing here ?” Donghae said and pointed on the figure of Changmin from the car.

“Maybe he has something to do here, this is a big building Hae, everyone can come and go, so it is usual,” Eunhyuk gave Donghae opinion.

Donghae’s brow wrinkled, he thought about the possibilities of Changmin came to Hyong Suk Building. There was no story before about joint bussiness between Hyong Suk agency and SMEnt, so it is almost impossible if an artist from SMEnt visited HSAgency building without any private reason, so there must be a private reason behind Changmin’s visit.

“Stop the car, I want to follow him,” Donghae commanded.

“You can’t do this, How can you feel distrusful to Changmin ?He is our family. Let’s go back to the dorm now,” by that, Eunhyuk drove the car all the way to the dorm, Donghae still couldn’t take out the thought about Changmin right away, he still thinking about this, and he had a plan.

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Haeteuk_Luv
#1
ahhh.... so this is the things bihind this title... i just hv to accept this right...??
yeah.. at least minnie n hae is totally available.. lol

what?? u put me in your special thanks..??? all i fid gere us blabbering n ranting...¡¡!!! lol
thank u too.. there's always be a chance to be better if we want to, right??
tsk.. i feel like say that to myself.. lololol
great job!!!
Haeteuk_Luv
#2
she's the one who did it...???!!!
omo...?!!
Haeteuk_Luv
#3
*evil grin*
minah's gone... minnie is totally mine...!!!! ahahahaha...!!!

omg.. i feel like jungnam now.. lol
knwditha
#4
aaa yunpa and jaeumma, I miss them so badly,
I want to see them back as five again :'( ah you made remember about him :3
I see that too, let us see Leeteuk, Kangta, they're still single though they are on their 30,
sometimes I feel bad for them
Haeteuk_Luv
#5
but yunni only belongs to jae...!!! yunho don't u dare..!!!
anyway.. what's the average age for korean celebrity for marriage.. i find some indeed still single even though they've over30...
Haeteuk_Luv
#6
put lots of guards n locks.. ahahaha...
knwditha
#7
surprise :3
Haeteuk_Luv
#8
she what...??? i thought she had a crush with minnie or hae..
UKnowWho
#9
changmin is SO cheesy XDD
I want a bf like him
Haeteuk_Luv
#10
so she did it straight in front of her now... desperate huh..??