Coming back..
You Found Me..
"So you're really moving back to Seoul tomorrow?"
"Gosh Sulli, that . And just when I thought that the three of us
could spend summer at the beach."
I sighed. It's hard to leave people you care about so much just like that.
It's hard to leave a place you started to love after such hardships.... just like that.
And now I go back to the time when I felt the same way as I said goodbye to
that special person in my heart. It was really an incomparable kind of sadness
and hurt that dwelled in my heart for such a long time. By now I should feel
even a single tear slide down my cheek, but when you feel like this for three
long years, you'll get tired of it too. I grew tired of crying. And all I could do
is just think about him all the time. And that, I could never grow tired of.
Three years ago, when I moved here to Busan with my mom, I felt strange
since everything felt different. People were different. It was hard adjusting at
a new school with new faces. As expected, they all recognized me. But the thing
that I liked most was that they greeted me warmly and befriended me. It was very
peaceful here. No paparazzis waiting for me after school... I loved it.
Then I met two wonderful students who then became my best friends.
SooMi and HyeRi. They were very fun and out-going girls who treated me
as just another student and not as a famous person.
Oh don't get me wrong, I wanted them to treat me that way.
They showed me around Busan whenever we had free time. And as time
passed, thanks to them I got used to the place. In fact, I loved it. I had
fun at school and wasn't awkward around everybody anymore. Mom supported
me all the way and continued to work hard everyday.
But don't just think that I've already forgotten about Taemin. He was always in
my mind. Everyday, I miss him. I've told my friends all about him all the time.
And they kept asking me to introduce them to him. But of course I can't since
my mom told me not to call him or even e-mail him even though the issue about
me and Taemin already died just weeks after we left. She says it was to make sure
nothing happens again.. So instead, I just showed SooMi and HyeRi Taemin's picture in
my hand phone, and they went crazy for him.
And now I'm feeling so excited, because after three years, I'm finally coming
back. I'm finally going to see him again. I just hope Taemin still lives in the
same house.. I want to see him so bad.
"Hey Sulli, can we see Taemin's picture again?" SooMi asked as we sat down on
my bed.
"Sure." I took out my phone and HyeRi quickly snatched it from my hand.
"Aigoo, he really looks like a model doesn't he?"
"How lucky of you Sul. When you guys meet again in Seoul, call us 'kay?"
I smiled at them and nodded.
I remember three years ago when I was only sixteen, I was also head-over-heels
for Taemin. And I still am right now. Thinking back in the days when we both still
hated each other, up until the time when he told me he loves me. It made me smile.
"Oh and Sulli, why not sending us a dance video of the two of you eh?" HyeRi suggested.
Why not? It will be nice if they'd see me and Taemin. I'm sure they'll love it.
"Of course."
I opened the window and just felt the wind against my face.
You know Taemin, whenever I dance during school programs, I can't help but
remember you dancing along with me.
I hope to see his smiling face again when I come back..
I sat back down again on my bed and the two girls faced me.
"You're turning 19 next month Sulli. Too bad we can't celebrate your birthday
with you.." SooMi pouted.
"That's right, but I can still come back here to visit you guys some time soon."
I assured them.
Their faces lit up again and they hugged me.
SooMi and HyeRi said their goodbyes to me that night. Such precious friends indeed..
I'm gonna miss them. I'm gonna miss everything here in Busan. I'm gonna miss the people
here. I thought of everything that I've experienced here as I drifted off to sleep..
^^;;;;;
I'm gonna tell you guys now that.....
the next chapter....
will be the...
>Last.<
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