Holding it in

You Found Me..

~SULLI~

I woke up the next morning only to find myself looking red and exhausted from last night. My eyes were so red and puffy. Today's the day I have to break the news to him. Today is also our last day together, so I have to make this day as fun and memorable as possible. 

I rinsed my eyes to make all the puffy-redness go back to normal. Taemin cannot see me like this. He can't know that I've been crying all night. I slipped into a pair of dark skinnies and a white hoodie. As I got out of the bathroom, I quickly dialed Taemin's number.

Taemin: yeobosaeyo?

Sulli: T-taemin..

Great, just great. Now my voice is cracking and I'm stuttering.... Keep it together, keep it together.. 

Taemin: oh, jagiya! 

I laughed at him. I missed his voice so much. I missed him calling me these cute nicknames.. I almost heard him smile through the phone.

Sulli: Let's go out! Meet me in front of the bookstore?

Taemin: Sure. I'll be there in 10 minutes! 

Sulli: Alright. Bye, saranghae!

Taemin: Saranghae!

Then he made a kiss sound on the phone that just made me giggle. Darn, even just saying 'bye' to him on the phone hurts.. What about saying goodbye to him later?

I sighed and sat down on my bed. As I sat, I then heard a knock on my door. 

Sulli: who is it?

--: Sul it's umma. Can I come in?

Sulli: uh, n-neh..

The door opened and the figure of my mom then came to view. She smiled warmly at me and sat down beside me on the bed.

Mom: so, are you ready?

Sulli: no..

My mom rubbed my arm, soothing me. I just loved it when she does this.

Mom: of course you're not. Just remember that You're doing it for him okay? 

Right now, tears were already starting to form in my eyes. I couldn't cry now. I don't want to, so I held them back. My mom's right anyway. It's gonna be hard, but it's for our good...

Mom: you should go now honey. Remember, do it for him. 

I just nodded. She kissed my head and led me out of my room. 

I quickly went out of the house when suddenly, I heard the voices of my oppas. 

Sulli: what is it?

oppa: Hop inside the van miss. 

I smiled at them and shook my head. I wanted to walk. Walking is a normal thing. I remembered how Taemin taught me those ordinary things. If it weren't for him, I wouldn't have experienced so many things. 

I crossed the road safely and continued my walk silently to the bookstore. As I raised my head up, I already saw Taemin smiling and waving at me. My heart beat went fast just by seeing him. I smiled back and ran straight to him. He took me in his arms and laughed.

Taemin: you missed me didn't you?

Oh how I wish you knew how much I did...

I nodded my head several times. He laughed again. I didn't mind, I would love to hear his musical laugh all day..

Taemin: So where are we going?

Sulli: I wanna go to the amusement park.

Taemin: okay let's go then!

He said cheerfully. Just then I got a text message from an unknown number. I flipped my phone open, and the message was suppose to surprise me, but I actually wasn't.

 

Sulli, today's the day. Don't mess this up.

Remember the consequences. 

Hyorin.

 

I just wish the day would never end. I wish to stay in his embrace forever.

Do it for him.. It's all for him.


:O

T.T i don't knoooowww....

Just to tell you guys, this is ending soon.. >.<

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hannasya #1
Chapter 26: OMG!!
Tis story is the best of the best
I really in love with this story from the first chapter
already
xD
shinjeah #2
Chapter 26: you're so cheesy author-nim but well i gotta say i love me too hahah just kiddin' i love you too please check out my story i'm new here ^^
shinjeah #3
Chapter 26: eheheheh i ca't stop maself from miling like an idiot when sulli sits beside taemin(in that pic od star king,yes i watched that episode)their skin must have brushed against each others arm right and they must be like 'wow his/her skin is so soft'
shinjeah #4
Chapter 22: ehhh of course a happy ending the title of the last chapter tells everything
shinjeah #5
Chapter 21: stupid hyorin!!you know what your skin colour is so dark that it made you look like an indian or or an african just go to africa and live with the animalss woahh i don't hate hyorin.. ihate this hyorin in the story
shinjeah #6
Chapter 20: umm no offence she doesn't look like hyorin
Thatawkwardday
#7
Chapter 26: AAWWWHHH This is soo cute!! I loved this story! (:
KimJongMin #8
Chapter 26: ahhhwwwwwwww!! so cute :)) <3333
bajikcrazy
#9
so lovely XD
INFINITE_SiSTAR_BF #10
awwww such a cute ending!!I love ur story!!!