~SULLI~

Sulli: B-but umma!

Mom: dear, you really can't do anything right now... we don't have any other option here.

I stood up from the vintage chair and dashed out of my mother's room. She had returned this evening and I told her everything immediately since I thought she'd help me with it. But it looks like things just got a lot worse now. Ending my relationship with Taemin would surely kill myself, but going to the other side of the country to totally leave him and not even seeing him once, that's just really something else. 

I never knew my mom would suggest such a thing. Well, there were other reasons too. She'll be working in Busan for about a year or two so we're moving there for a while. Also for me to get away from all the problems. 

Thinking everyday about the fact that I'll be away from Taemin for a long time is just like a punishment for something I've done that's so bad that it damaged everything around me. But the thing is, I didn't even do anything wrong and yet, this is what I get. So what is this now? It's just me getting punished for absolutely nothing. It's so frustrating, everything right now is frustrating me. 

I lay myself down on the bed, everything that's happening right now just spins around my head. The sad thoughts keep coming to me making my stomach feel so twisted I almost felt like puking. But I kept replaying the happy thoughts that I shared with Taemin.

Seeing him made me have butterflies in my stomach, which is so nice.

Him always thinking about my safety first just makes me the happiest girl in the world. 

Him always whispering sweet words to me while in his embrace just makes me feel so safe. 

He did so many things to me that made me feel happy and lucky that I have him. But yet, in return to all these things he did is leaving him, sad and heartbroken? I'm a bad person, so, so bad. My heart sank rock bottom, and I cried myself to sleep. 

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