Nineteen
In the past, present and future, I want to be with you[ On IG’s Chat ]
Stella : Hi, Youngmin! How are doing?
Youngmin : Hi! I’m fine.
Stella : Let’s meet! I’ve not seen you for many days already.
Youngmin : I’m a bit busy lately.
Stella : Please, I have something important to tell you.
Youngmin : Fine! Let’s meet tomorrow! I’ll go to meet you at your work-place.
Stella : Yes, you’ll be surprised with my news. See you!
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After her boyfriend proposed her, I become so sad until I got sick. I’ve been on bed for many days. But Minki took me very good care of me so I feel a bit better and I think can go out to meet her today.
I struggled to go to meet her at her store. I tried to act fine, hiding my sick condition.
“Youngmin-ah, you come now. Hehe” she excitedly ran to me as soon as she saw me.
“Hi!” I forced a smile.
“Let’s go to café at third floor!” she said then we went to the cafe.
[ At Café ]
She kept smiling. She looks like she is having a good news that she can’t wait to tell me.
“So why do you want to see me?” I asked.
She didn’t reply. She rushed to take something from her bag. It looked like an envelope.
“I’m getting married in 2 weeks.” She excitedly announced to me with showing the envelope.
“I know you’ll be happy for me so I want to make invitation to you as the first guest. Please come to my wedding!” she handed me her wedding invitation with an exciting smile.
I got shocked and hurt. My heart stopped beating for a minute. I fragilely received the invitation from her. “I’m so happy for you. Congratulation!” I forced a smile.
“Tomorrow, we’ll go to wedding cloth shop. He said he’ll give me the most beautiful wedding dress in the world. hehe” She happily told me. She truly can be happy with her life now. She didn’t even mention anything about Hwang Minhyun anymore. Finally, our real end has come.
After a long hour talking, I walked her to her apartment.
“Finally, you can love him for who he is now. It’s good.” I said.
“Love? I hope so.” She replied.
“What do you mean?” I surprisingly asked.
“I like him. I’ve been happily dating with him. But I don’t really know if it can be called love or not. It’s not the same feeling I had for my first love.” She sighed.
“Don’t mess up! They’re two different people. So the way you love them must be different too. I’m sure you love Xiao Zhan that’s why you accepted his propose. Don’t think a lot! Be happy for your wedding!” I cheered her.
“Youngmin, to be honest, if there is miracle to make Minhyun stands in front of me right now, I’ll go to hug him right away and tell him I’ll always choose him over any guy….. But that won’t happen! He is resting in heaven now.” She paused walking and looked up to the sky.
I became so amazed by her endless love for me but it just makes me have to leave her as soon as possible and as far as I can.
“How about you, Youngmin? If there is a miracle, what do you want it to be?” she looked at me and aske
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