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Sica's Home

North Beach, San Francisco, California, USA

October 6

Today marks the 3rd month of the girls, so Sica and I planned to throw a little celebration for the quads. They started to lie on their stomach and keeps on chewing their fingers. They're able to clasps on different things like their teethers and the most adorable thing is that they smile more now and they like it when you talk to them, they wriggle their faces like trying to understand what you are trying to tell them. Steph's out for a bit buying a cake for the girls and she said while she's at it she's gonna buy more clothes and accessories for them. Most things that the girls use came from these two, they'll just make an excuse saying that they can't stop themselves since it's for their nieces and I would just roll my eyes at them. 

"Tae, Jiyeon wouldn't stop crying, I tried giving her milk but she wouldn't drink it," Sica shouted, I walked towards the room where they're in, I get Jiyeon out of her hold and cuddle her into my arms which she instantly calms down and buries her face to my chest. "Aigoo, you just want your mama? Aunt Sica tried everything but you wouldn't stop then you'll just immediately stop throwing tantrums when you smell your mama's scent? Hmp, unbelievable." she scoffed, trying to send the message that she's hurt. I laughed, "Your Aunt Sica is throwing tantrums, say you're sorry Jiyeon-ah." I try to raise her hand but she wouldn't budge she's snuggling into my chest. "Hmp, You wouldn't even spare a look into my way, Jiyeon-ah. you all want your mama always." I laughed as she went out of the room. 

The babies grow tremendously since they were born, they gain more weight like their cheeks, arms, and thighs would burst any moment. It's not that I don't want it, in fact, they got so much cuter. Their aunts would try to pinch their cheeks and they would cry, cry for their mama. Sometimes, they just want to annoy these girls because they look cuter when they're crying and their faces would become red. "Jiyeon-ah are you sleepy?" trying to look if she's sleepy, turns out she slept already. "Aigoo, my cute baby, you sleep now, 'kay. Mama and your aunts will throw a party for reaching 3rd month already. Don't grow too fast or else mama will be sad, you girls grow way too fast." I kissed her forehead and put her in her crib, check the other girls, and kiss their foreheads also. As I kissed Jihye, she opened her eyes and smiled. "You're now awake my Jihye. Did you have some good dreams, my baby? You slept for a long time." kissing her neck making her giggle. "My sleepy baby." kissing her armpits making her laughed out loud. "Arasseo, Mama will stop now because you need to get dress into your cute dress later." I kissed her cheeks and change her clothes into a ruffled pink dress and wore a big bow as her headpiece matching with her sisters. I walked outside and her Aunt Sica opened her arms and get her from me. "Aigoo, our youngest, Jihye-yah, you're awake already. Come on let's play there."  they walked towards the living room while Sica cooed some baby words. I shook my head and try to continue what I was doing a while ago. 

I'm cooking the food that we'll eat later and after I finish this, I will change the clothes of the three sleeping angels, I'll just let them nap more since later all of their aunts will be home and probably will disturb their sleep wanting to play with them. I looked over Sica and Jihye, seeing Jihye rubbing her eyes indicates she's sleepy again. Among the four, Jihye always sleeps earlier and wakes up late among her sisters. I walked towards them, "Do you want to sleep, Jihye-yah?" she looked up and raise her arms up trying to tell me to pick her up. I picked her up and she buries herself into my arms, nuzzling into my chest. I lulled her to sleep and place her into her crib as she sleeps tightly. I changed the clothes of the other three still sleeping, angels. Once I'm done, I kissed their forehead and closed the door to let them sleep more peacefully.

I slumped against the couch as I close my eyes, trying to rest a little bit before Steph arrive and the babies wake up. "Are they still sleeping?" Sica asked and I nodded. "They still sleep that much and I'm very thankful that all of them have the same sleeping and waking time because if they don't I wouldn't know what to do if I don't have enough rest." I sighed. "What do you think will happen if we go home? What will be the reaction of everyone, the girls, my family our friends, and of course, how will people react if they knew that I got pregnant out of marriage? How would he react to this, I just don't like my girls to be rejected by their own father, and maybe the reason why their father's relationship with his new lover would be complicated. I don't want to put my children where they would be an option to their father. I mean who would want their children to