Club xx

Itaewon-ro, Itaewon 1(il)-dong, Yongsan-gu, Seoul, South Korea

November 6

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"Steph, I really don't like to go here you know that right?" rolling my eyes. The defeating sound fills my ears. The smell of nicotine fills the air, The smell that I once smelled in him. Roaming my eyes around us, seeing women wrap around by man's arms, giggling closely to each other's ear, whispering sweet nothings. 

"Hey, Kim Taeyeon are you still with us? I didn't drag you here so you could continue to think about your miserableness." Steph shook me. "I know, I'm just observing the place. We never hanged out here before, right?" I questioned her. "Tae, we always hanged here but you never went with us, you always had an excuse to not come here. Why do you even hate clubs when your boyfriend is considered the club reveler." she squinted her eyes. 

"Of course I know that but loud places like this ain't my style. I could stay at home for a straight week, I don't need other's presence." I slumped against the couch. "I know, Tae. Yet you've changed ever since you've met him. You became more carefree, you just go with the flow, you're not uptight anymore. In short, you became a better version of yourself when you got together with him. You became happier and it is very obvious because I and the girls would talk about that the whole damn time whenever we would talk about you." she touched both of my shoulders. "Why Tae, did something happened between you two? Is that what's bothering you?" she asks. 

"I don't know, Steph." I bowed my head "You know it's okay, I know you would not spill it quickly. But if that's what bothering you, You would know to yourself what to do. You're a strong woman, Tae. Come on, cheer up the girls are here." Lifting my head up to see 6 girls walking towards our table. Only six because Jessica couldn't come tonight, she's not here in Korea, you know her busy schedules. I waved my hands to them, to signal them our spot. 

"Hey, Kim and Hwang! How are you, girls?" Sunny asked. "We're well, and ready to have some fun tonight." winking my eyes in excitement. "I'll get some booze for us." Yuri said, standing up "We'll come with you." Yoona and Sooyoung skipped towards Yuri. Seeing the girls tonight helped me to calm my nerves. It's been a long time since I drank with them. I don't usually drink alcohol because of my low tolerance to it, but who cares I just want to forget everything else temporarily. 

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Drinking and chatting make time go by faster. looking at the clock, it has been three hours of drinking different booze, making me tipsy. "Hey, girls wanna take this to the dance floor? Who knows we can meet cute guys down there." Yuri winked. "Come on, girls let's have some fun. The night is still young!" I staggered. Walking towards the dance floor, bumping into different people. Letting it all go tonight, makes me feel nice.

While dancing the night away, I felt the urge to spew. Wobbly rushes towards the bathroom, going inside in a cubicle, letting out all the contents of my stomach. After puking, I sat on the floor. As I regain my energy, I walked out of the cubicle and washed my mouth off. I made my way out of the bathroom, bumping into someone, I look up and saw Youngbae Oppa. "Hey, Oppa what are you doing here?" I casually asked. "The gang and I decided to hang since we haven't had a chance to since we were all busy. Are you with the girls tonight?" 

"Yes, I am." I smiled. "Is Ji with you? He hasn't been replying to my text so I just wonder if he joined you tonight." I asked. "Uhm, Yes. Do you want to meet him? He went somewhere else, but you could wait for him at our table. I could show you the way." gesturing me to come with him. "No, it's fine. I'll just talk to him when he has the time but thanks." I smiled weakly. He has time to spend with his gang but he doesn't even want to go home with me. Finally, making my way out, I told the girls that I needed to go home because I wasn't feeling very well. "Thanks for tonight girls. I had fun." I hug each of them and wave them goodbye. I walked to the parking lot, seemingly a couple, clad in a white polo shirt and a red dress, is making out near where my car was parked. I walked very caref