Flashback-Jensoo [PART 2]

Fragile

"That will be all for today's lesson. Please don't forget to submit the report by the end of the week. I want it to be on my desk before the lesson start. Thank you" said the professor.

The chemistry class just ended in which is Jisoo most least favorite lesson. But she always ended up the first in the class. Back in high school, she remember how Seulgi always gets mad at her for being lazy at chemistry. It always lead to fight but ended up apologizing. 

It's been years yet Jisoo still remembers every detail she used to do with Seulgi back in the days. She can't deny it she really misses the girl. With Jennie comes around, she can't help but misses the closeness she used to get from Seulgi. Jisoo realized how she miss being hug by someone she love, sharing thought and laughter together, and just cuddle in the bed at night. 

Jisoo used to cuddled with Seulgi when she came to Seulgi's house for homework. Back then, the bear barely realized her feeling and thought that it's normal for best friend to cuddled like that. Meanwhile Jisoo had realized it but never thought of confessing until the day she have to leave the girl. 

When Jisoo realized she being nostalgic again, she shake her head in order to forget it. Seulgi is in the past now and she need to focus on the future and the present. 

After four days had past, Jennie finally contacted her and they met in a fancy restaurant where Jisoo decided to meet. They share a lot of things and Jisoo never thought she will get so close with the older girl who appears to be a Professor...soon. To be specific, she master in biology. Jisoo was shocked when the girl sitting infront of her is a professor. Looking at her physics, she look so young to be a professor. But nothing is impossible in this world says the girl who thought being in a long distance relationship is impossible to do. 

Then they talk about Jisoo being a med student in the university where Jennie really wish to teach there one day.  That conversation happened to be their last since Jisoo had been busy with campus stuff and also Jennie said she wanted to look around New York by herself. They haven't been in contact for several days and Jisoo misses her already. 

So, while walking out from her classroom, Jisoo send message to Jennie asking her if she's free today. 

She doesn't need to wait for another minutes for Jennie to reply. The brunnette girl happened to read her message as if she's about to send Jisoo message too. Jisoo made a smile on her face.

Professor Jendeukie

Hi, Jisoo. I was about to ask you the same question. I'm free today. Are you?

Doctor Jisoo

What a coincidence. I'm free too. How about we hang out together? I'll give a tour around New York!

Professor Jendeukie

I thought you barely walk around New York the past few years you live here.

Doctor Jisoo

Heyyyy...don't be sceptical. I'll try my best to give you the best tour!

Professor Jendeukie

Arasseo. Even though I had travel the city for few days, maybe with a proper tour guide will give me more unforgettable experience

Doctor Jisoo

That's the spirit! I won't let you down! So... let me pick you up around 4? Is that okay?

Professor Jendeukie

Sure. I'll be waiting 

Jisoo can't help but to grin in happiness. Her stomach fill with butterfly and she couldn't help but to jump around the hallway. She so excited for today. After getting herself busy with campus stuffs, going out with Jennie is a perfect decision of the day. Without waiting any longer, Jisoo ran to her car and went to her apartment to get ready.

~~~

Only short messages from the younger girl, Jennie realized the impact she gets. How she get so happy easily by the younger girl and how she realized she misses the girl so much. It's true. For the past few days, she can't stop thinking about the girl. But she knew the girl is busy with her studies and that is why she decided to look around New York by herself.

After all her dad is also busy with his work so she's by herself for a few days until bored kind of coming in her way. She's been thinking of asking Jisoo if she's free but her guts said the younger is busy right now. Don't disturb her. Her inner thought scream at her like that.

But today she decided not to hear her guts and just asked the younger girl if she's free or not. To her surprise, the younger girl asked her first before she can even type on her keypad. She smiled upon seeing the message from Jisoo and she can't hide the excitement feeling in her heart. Her heart is beating fast and she realized the last time she had this feeling was when she's with Joohyun.

Could it be...no...no. Thought Jennie.

When both of them agreed to hang out today, Jennie is so excited. She stay inside her room for several hours to pick the perfect clothes for today's hang out. At the end she ended up picking white T-shirt with Chanel shimmering logo on the middle, then with jean, and a beige long coat. For the past few days, she learnt that at night New York can be so cold. Even in summer, the wind at night is so cold and Jennie doesn't want to catch flue while she's here. 

It's 3.45 and Jennie is waiting for Jisoo in her living room. Jisoo happened to sent her home on their second meeting and the ride to her house wasn't awkward at all. They exchange a lot of topics including about biology and Jennie can't help but to realized Jisoo is a smart student. Talking about biology, Jennie remembered how Joohyun used to hate her when she keep talking about biology even when they are not at school.

Joohyun will push Jennie away and ran when Jennie kept talking about Biology. Jennie ran to catch her and Joohyun always ended up gettiing caught by Jennie. She remembered how they used to smile so wide and how much she have so much fun with Joohyun. Exchanging jokes and laughter together. Those were good memories until Joohyun decided to moved away to United States. But the girl never told her the specific region of United State she will live and so ever since she arrived in New York, she can't help but wonder if the girl happened to be around here in New York.

To her surprise, she thought she saw Joohyun in the cafe but at the end only a girl who seems to resemble her so much and here she is. Waiting for Jisoo. The girl who really look like Joohyun. 

DING!

Doctor Jisoo

I'm here

Jennie went down from her father's apartment and saw Jisoo's car waiting infront of her apartment. She gets inside the car only to be greeted by smiling Jisoo and she couldn't help but to smile too. She misses those beautiful smile form by beautiful heart shape lips she adore so much.

~~~

"So, where are you taking me?"

"I thought you were going to decide since you had traveled the city" teased Jisoo.

"I barely remember the place though" which made Jisoo laugh. 

"There's a Korean restaurant near the Central Park. I bet you miss Korea so much" said Jisoo and Jennie nodded.

"Damn I miss it so much. I want to eat jjangjangmyeon! Tteobokki will be good too!"

Jisoo laugh. 

It's a 30 minutes drive from where Jennie live to the restaurant. They having small talks about biology things and what will Jisoo take in the future. She's thinking of taking cardiology surgeon in the future and she have long way to go there. But Jennie is optimistic, Jisoo will get to it really fast considering how she really smart and so friendly, Jennie is sure Jisoo will a cardiosurgeon in just few years. 

The way Jisoo is so friendly to people, Jennie believe it will be the way Jisoo treated her patient in the future. She believe that. 

When they finally arrived, Jisoo parked her car near the Central Park and they decided to walk to the restaurant. While they were walking, several couples can be seen going inside the restaurant. Both Jisoo and Jennie felt awkward because of nervous. After all both of them had felt something secret between each other but none of them dare to talk about it. If it's not Jennie who broke the awkwardness between them, they will never get inside the restaurant. 

After they get inside, they were escorted by the waiter to their seats. A lot of foreigner came here to eat and some of them are Korean. Mixed-race. Jisoo and Jennie imidietly ordered the foods they wanted. They get to excited that they didn't realized they had order 10 food for the both of them.

But they didn't care about it and eat those foods when they finally arrived. They share small talks while they were eating and mostly they were talking about what had Jennie been doing the past few days. Their talk stopped when Jisoo's phone rang.

"Excuse me" said Jisoo before she gets the call.

"Hello?" 

"Oh, you will be back in two days?" 

"Well that's fast. I'm hoping you will get me something from France!"

"Okay, cool. What? Oh, me? I'll be back next weekend. Alright unnie. Bye. Take care too"

Jennie didn't have to ask because she knew Jisoo will tell her anyways.

"It's my sister"

"Oh? You have a sister?"

"Yeah. She's in Paris for work. Actually she's the same age as you"

"Owh wow. I wish I had a sister" said Jennie.

"You didn't have one?"

"I'm the only child in my family" Jisoo nodded.

"Having a sister is really great. You can share lots of thing with her" said Jisoo and Jennie notice how Jisoo eyes sparkle when she's talking about her sister. It only mean that her sister is the most precious person for her and that she love her so much.

"You must love her very much"

"Yeah. Without her I won't be the person I am right now" said Jisoo.

~~~

Jisoo and Jennie went to several fight for whose paying the bills. Both Jennie insisted she pays for the bills and it goes the same for Jisoo. At the end, Jisoo gave up after Jennie said she want to pay for today's dinner since Jisoo payed for the bill in their second meeting.

So Jisoo let her payed the bill. After that, they went out to talk a walk around the neighborhood. The wind is pretty cold and both of them wear long coat. But Jennie can be seen squeezing herself due to the cold wind. Meanwhile Jisoo seems okay with the wind and after about five minute she realized Jennie is cold.

It took her awhile to finally decide to pull Jennie for a side hug even though her heart beat so fast due to nervous. This is her first time after awhile being so close to someone. Someone who made her heart beats like crazy. The last time she ever felt nervous like this was when she with Seulgi in the past. How the monolid girl always made her crazy with her eyes smile and just how the girl always act innoncent all the time. 

She remember the first time Seulgi made her go crazy like this. When she almost fell down from the stairs after trying to reach for a history book she were looking for at the top of the bookshelf in the library. Thank god Seulgi was there and caught her before she hits the floor. That's when Jisoo had the chance to admired the beauty of her monolid eyes and just how the girl always gave her a warm hug. 

But right now, it's not the monolid girl she's hugging anymore. It's someone else and she had predicted that one day it will happen. She guess this is the time where she finally letting go of the monolid girl.

Meanwhile, Jennie on the other side have been thinking the same thing. That she finally letting go Joohyun and found someone else. But she realized she will leaving the girl here in United States, just like how Joohyun did in the past. Now Jennie realized how Joohyun felt in the past. She must felt so desperate at this point knowing that she should left, leaving the first person she ever love as a lover. Jennie knew she was Joohyun first love and it goes the same to her. Joohyun must be having a hard time...just like how I feel right now. Thought Jennie.

They remain in that position because none of them wanted to let. Both Jennie and Jisoo feel so comfortable in that position and they just let it be. Soon they arrived in Central Park. Not a lot of people in that park but from far away, Jennie and Jisoo can see lights and they can hear sounds. Like there is alot of people there. They wonder what's going on there.

"Do you want to see?" asked Jennie.

"Yeah, sure"

Whe they finally gets a closer look, it happen to be a festival in the middle of the park. Lots of people coming here, buying fast food from the food trucks. Then there is a place where lots of people take their time to dance in the dance floor near the stage where a band is playing there. 

Jisoo is abit hesitate to ask Jennie to dance and so do Jennie. Even though both of them have the same feeling of wanting to dance but still they are too shy to each other. 

"So...umm...would you like to buy something?" asked Jennie.

"H-hot chocolate will be good, don't you think?" said Jisoo and Jennie nodded.

They decided to buy hot chocolates for both of them and sits on one of the empty tables. Meanwhile they drinking, Jennie can't stop looking at the floor dance and Jisoo saw it. It took alot of time for her to gain courage. If it not now then she didn't know when she will have another chance to ask the older girl to dance. 

"Would you like-" said the both of them.

The both of them look at each other. Surprise that they both said the same thing and thought the same thing at the same time. At the end they laugh and chuckles before Jennie speaks,

"Well...would you like to dance with me?" asked Jennie once again and it didn't need a lot of time for Jisoo to answer.

"Yes"

Jennie held out her hand asking for Jisoo's hand and Jisoo gladly took it. Both of them walk together holding hands towards the dance floor. Jennie couldn't hide her feeling. She surely very nervous right now. After all she never done this with Joohyun in the past though. So it mean this is very new to her even though she used to be in a relationship before.

It goes the same to Jisoo though. 

They finally arrived on the dance floor and both of them facing each other. At first it was awkward but at the end Jennie brave herself. She hold Jisoo's waist and Jisoo flinch alittle due to surprise. But she managed to get used to it. Jisoo wrapped her hands around Jennie's shoulder and both of them just dance around following the music. 

They dance under the beautiful lights that hanging up above them. More importantly the weather seems so good despite the cold wind. The sky look so clear and the moon shining so bright. There will be no other days better than what happen today. Together under the beautiful sky, both Jennie and Jisoo realized how they grew attach to each other and how they had finally moved on from their past.

Both of them are happy and never been this glad than before. Even though there are slight of feeling guilty to their past, they just couldn't hide their happiness. That they finally free after several years being haunted by their past. And today is the day for both of them to finally free from the jail they had been living for the past few years.

Even though there are slightest feeling of awkward, both Jennie and Jisoo can't never stop taking glances to each other. When they finally brave enough to stare at each other eyes, there is fire between them. Tension that had been there since the first they met.

Jennie have been taking glances to Jisoo's lips. How she really wanted to kiss those beautiful heart shape lips since the beginning. Jisoo have been doing the same thing. 

It's time to be brave Jennie. Kiss her coward!. Thought Jennie

The older girl lean closer to Jisoo and the younger girl seems to notice it. But she didn't back away. Jisoo stood still waiting for the older girl finally reach her lips. When Jennie finally reach Jisoo's lips, she couldn't help but feeling so happy. Her heart beats like crazy and she felt her world just stop spinning for a minute. It goes the same with Jisoo. 

But for Jisoo, she couldn't help but to drop tears. She still feeling guilty for abandoning Seulgi in the past and how she never replied to any of her emails. Now she felt like she's betraying Seulgi. Leaving the girl hurting and until now she didn't know how she's been doing. Meanwhile here she is, kissing another girl and had decided to move on and forget everything that happened in the past. 

She's sad and she couldn't help it. That something really beutiful can be so hurting at the same time. Jennie felt tears dropped and that's when she let go of the kiss. Looking at the younger girl who actually cry silently.

"Jisoo, I-I'm sorry"

"No, Jennie. Don't be" said Jisoo.

"Then why you're crying?" 

Jisoo can't say the truth though and so she lied.

"I'm crying because I'm happy" 

Jennie could see the girl is lying but she didn't want to ask any further and so at the end she smile. 

~~~

The drive back to Jennie's house went quiet. None of them dare to talk but it wasn't awkward at all. Jennie managed to hold Jisoo's hand while she was driving and both of them keeps their smile on their face. 

When they finally arrived at Jennie's house, both of them wished this night never ended. All they do is sittiing in the car didn't bother to start a conversation at all. This night could be more amazing and Jennie's wild mind starting to get in her nerves. That's when she bravely speaks up.

"Hey, you wanna come inside?"

"Um...aren't you living with your dad?" 

"Yeah...but he said he will be out of town for couple days" said Jennie.

It took awhile for Jisoo to finally answer and she said yes with nod. Jisoo left her car infront of Jennie's apartment and followed the brunnette girl to her apartment.

The apartment looks cozy. Everything was painted white and the kitchen was painted with black. The lights shine so bright making the apartment looking so fancy with those yellow lights. For a moment, Jisoo can't hide her face for being so amazed by the sight she's looking right now. While Jennie chuckled seeing the younger girl look so surprise. 

"Do you want something? Drink?"

"I'm pass. Thanks" said Jisoo.

She went to the living room still looking at the amazing apartment Jennie have. Meanwhile, from the kitchen, Jennie is watching Jisoo. She can feel something rising up inside her and she knew what it was. She's been trying to control it since the younger girl came in. 

Jisoo on the other hand had finished admiring the beautiful apartment she's in. When she turn around to look at Jennie who had been standing by the wall which seperates the living room and the kitchen, looking so desperate. Jisoo realized the tension between them and yet again she felt the urge of wanting Jennie so much. It happened ever since Jennie kissed her and she really wanted to taste those lips again.

But none of them move. They stood right where they are staring at each other. For once, Jisoo wanted to be brave and probably this is the time. 

"Why are you standing there?" asked Jisoo.

"Can't stop my eyes from staring at the beautiful angel infront of me" said Jennie.

"Aren't you standing too far from her?" asked Jisoo and Jennie realized Jisoo is flirting right now with her. So she decided to play her game.

"Yeah...too far for me to see more" said Jennie and Jisoo can't help but to give Jennie smile.

"Then come closer"

Jennie can't help but to bite her lower lips still can't believe Jisoo have this side of her. Dark, mysterious, just like Joohyun. She obey what the younger girl said and once they're facing each other, Jennie can't help but to be nervous. She can feel the younger girl breath touching her skin.

"I like you Jennie" said Jisoo.

"I like you too"

For the first time ever, Jisoo wanted to do the first move and so she did. She gulp before she lean closer to Jennie. Her hands cupping the mandu girl face perfectly fit on her hands. Closer and closer. Finally she can feel the warm lips of Jennie's on her.

Her stomach scream happiness with butterfly flying around. Her heart beats so fast and she feel hot suddenly. Jisoo can feel Jennie answering her kiss and both of them drown in their own world. Jennie cna't help herself from wanting to explore Jisoo's body. Her hands squeeze Jisoo's back and their kiss getting hotter and hotter. When they release to catch a breath, Jennie speak,

"Come to my bedroom" and Jisoo obey.

They didn't let go of the kiss, Jennie leads Jisoo to her bedroom which is in the end of the corridor. Once both of them inside the bedroom and is sure Jennie had lock the door, Jisoo begin to take off Jennie's coat and Jennie did the same to Jisoo. While doing that, they never let go of the kiss. 

That night went by with both girls having their first night sleeping together with alittle bit moan filled their night. Of course that night, they come to realized they had fallen inlove so deep to each other. But to Jennie realized, she realized she will make a big mistake because after tonight, she probably won't have it again since in two days she will be back to Korea. That means she must say goodbye to Jisoo when she didn't really wanted to. 

Meanwhile with Jisoo, she realized she have to do the same thing again to Jennie. A goodbye. How she hates that word so much after she left her best friend in the past and she become her first love ever. For her it only a matter of time for the older girl to leave only that she didn't know the girl will leave in two days. Because she didn't know when the girl will leave, she decided to enjoy this night while it last. Because she knows once the girl leave, she won't be able to have this night again. 

And then they will be back as both girls who hates long distance relationship and just start another new day with their normal routines. Like none of them had existed in their life.

 

Hi! So here is the new chapter. I actually decided to upload this yesterday but I happened to be distracted so I decided to upload today. Oh and about the scene, I let you guys exploring it with your own imagination since I'm not really good at describing that scene. Sorry to dissapointed you guys. Hehe...but it more fun to imagine the scene with your wild imagination actually. HAHA...okay that's it. Hope you guys enjoy the new chapter! See you soon

 

Like this story? Give it an Upvote!
Thank you!

Comments

You must be logged in to comment
dtaylorz
#1
Chapter 23: Seulgi is a coward just like me
dtaylorz
#2
Chapter 9: Jisoo is the main character in their minds
Oct_13_wen_03 67 streak #3
Chapter 28: ❤❤❤❤❤
Kavabeann #4
feel like i have read this before
taeyeonaniya
#5
WELCOME BACKKK
Jiyeonnie13
#6
Chapter 28: AHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH i can't seulgi, you're so hilarious XD
thank you for this, i really love it <3

hwaiting for your new story!
i'll be waiting tho :D
zjkdlin0121 #7
Chapter 27: Another epilogue hehehe
Jiyeonnie13
#8
Chapter 27: wowowoooooo i looooove it :****
big YES for another epilogue <3
just make seulgi suffer with joohyun pregnancy, i'd love to see her trying LOL
whipped kang is always good XD
Jiyeonnie13
#9
Chapter 26: a pregnant joohyun and a silly seulgi would be nice LOL
ahhahahahahah don't mind me i just like that idea so much
but whatever you want to write it will be great tho <3
over all your plot is good because there's no third party i don't know why i hate that kind of thing
as you can see they always put seulrene stories with someone and then make them back to each other arms and i hate it so much
but you prove me wrong and i appreciate it a lot, thank you <3

hwaiting!