"Don't you realize? Professor Suho is head over heels for Irene. Aren't you afraid?," ask Wendy.

"Seungwan-ah. Being different is not easy as you think , okay? Girl and girl...No one accept it here," said Seulgi.

"What? We're not living under a rock, Seulgi. We live in a open minded world. Love is for everyone and no one can restrict it. We, human, can't handle our feeling especially love. Love is what makes us human and what's the matter if you love the same gender? At the end, love always wins, Seulgi."

Seulgi remains quiet. Deep down, she knows Wendy is right. She's use to be so scared of what people said and keep everything only for herself. Oe day in the past, Seulgi met this girl name Jisoo. A Korean-American girl. Shortly they met during their time in high school. Jisoo was a new student coming from United State and they become friend. Close friend. Until before Jisoo told Seulgi she's moving back to United State. That day, Seulgi was heartbroken. She didn't know why but she had this vision of her being lonely without Jisoo by her side. She was confused of this feeling. Was that a normal feeling towards your best friend? Seulgi didn't know. Until the day of Jisoo departured, Seulgi realized this is love. She love Jisoo and Jisoo love her too. It was a sad goodbye for both of them. That day was the first day Seulgi had opened her preference. After Jisoo intentionally kissed her, Seulgi finally realized her feeling towards that girl. But long distance relationship was never in Jisoo's list. Eventually, Seulgi must let the girl go. Her very first love. 

For many years after that, Seulgi never contacted Jisoo. After what happened that day, Seulgi blames herself for being stupid for not realizing it sooner. But that's not the point. Rather than not realizing, Seulgi was afraid. Afraid of that wild feeling. News spread all over her high school friends. People may look okay with that but they speak through their eyes. Looking at Seulgi with disgust and some of her friends left her, more like afraid of her like she's some kind of a virus. It hurts her but she kept it to herself until she finished high school. 

Right now, Seulgi wasn't supposed to be the scaredy cat anymore. Many people aren't against with LGBTQ. Like Wendy said, we're not living under a rock We live in a open minded world, independence, and liberty! But Seulgi mindset had been broken ever since that day. The day she become so fragile and heart broken. She's afraid of falling in love again until she met Bae Joohyun, a.k.a Irene. The godness she met in the hospital when she had to visit her cousin, Kim Yeri who was hospitalized for broken ankle.

She thought it will be her last meeting with Bae Joohyun and she was relieved. But like the world trying to test her, Seulgi met her during lunch break in university. What a coincedence. Rather than saying it was some kind of destiny, Seulgi determine it was a nightmare for her. Meeting her always makes her heartbeat fast, her heat body rising, blushing, and she couldn't even stare at those beautiful doe eyes belongs to Irene. She thought to herself that Irene might think of her as a weirdo but weirdly that girl keeps getting close to her. Irene told her she wanted to be her friend. Only by that Seulgi was blinded by the word friend. She just didn't know what kind of plan Irene had in her mind.

"I'm broken, Seungwan. Girls like Irene doesn't belong in my arms. If professor Suho likes her then let him be. Let him take her. It's best if she's with him because she deserve him. She deserve to be love by people around her. She deserve to be like because she is straight. Not like me. A broken human, a broken soul who needs to be fix. Probably need to be dead"

"KANG SEULGI!"

Seulgi never expect that girl would eavesdropping a conversation. But only by that, she realized how she just make a mistakes, again. One biggest mistake she had promise not to ever do that again.