Day by day, it was getting hard for me not to quit being Red Velvet's choreographer and working in Yewon's Kindergarten. And day by day, it was getting harder for me to continue staying away from Yerin and Hyun without getting noticed, not when the two were so closely next to my working place. 

As the beat from the speakers boomed and as I let my body dance and groove, I can't help but feel as though my body was on a verge of its breaking point. Not just my body, but both my heart and soul.

The moment my mind wandered off and I fell on the floor while extinguishing a move, the next thing I knew was I'm already plummeted on the cold floors, chest heaving and breathing unevenly. 

Dancing had always been a way to destress for me, but not even my favorite hobby and work can take my mind off to a certain mother and son that my heart had dearly been missing. 

My heart ached at the thought of having to stay away from Hyun and Yerin for my cowardice, I was afraid that if I ever saw them, I'll have to go ahead and asked Yerin to meet him.

Him who had been a nightmare to Yerin. Kim Taehyung. 

It still baffles me to this day as to how he had asked Yerin to abandon Hyun, but if he ever knew him, would he change his mind upon meeting such a charming little boy? How about Hyun? Would he come to like and appreciate this charismatic idiotic goofball called Taehyung? 

If he did... Would Yerin finally accept him back to her life? To their lives?

The thought of it caused an uncomfortable turn in my gut and I was back in my trance, I couldn't help but pity myself for being so unlucky at the most important point of my life.

Just when I let myself love again... That person had to be so beautiful that even her ex won't let her go. How could I fall like that? For someone whom I know from the start deserves way too much than what I can offer more than my pathetic life?

An hour later, I found myself in front of the Kim siblings' house, and once again trying to find solace from the two whom I had always trust with my life. 

As I sat in their living room; Sowon arranged the coffee table by putting a few cans of beer and a few chips to munch, while Yewon thoughtfully prepared a basin on the side. 

There was only silence between the three of us, there's no teasing that the two would usually shower me, but instead, I was showered once again by their reassuring comfort of silence.

There's no need for words to know what I was going on through, and they knew better than to talk about it for my persistent e