That Stupidity We Do For Love
Falling For Everything That's YouSinB bit her lip as she struggled not to frown. Now how did she come to this? Why did it felt like she's been dump by her year-long lover??
'It was just a crush for heaven's sake!!', SinB reasoned in her head. Her heart ached just by hearing Yerin say I love you to someone else, and here she thought that the childish reactions of her body were enough to prove her change.
SinB huffed, curling her fist to calm her nerves, trying to console herself by thinking that Yerin's not the only one with those cute dimples and smiles. She tried and tried, but to no avail, especially when that very same person called her.
And like a pet called by its owner with its favorite treat, she turned hastily, her whole system active and on the verge of exploding again. If only her heart can listen to her.
SinB kept her facade, turning nonchalantly to Yerin who smiled at her, "Are you guys done?" She asked softly, somehow causing a pathetic ache in SinB's heart. Now how can she be cold to that?!
SinB gave a flat smile before turning on her heels, "Yes." She replied shortly, opening the doors then getting back to practice.
Sowon smirked teasingly, but to her surprise, SinB seems to be back to her typical self. The cold and stoic one. "Sowon-ssi..." She called, her voice different, back to their usual deep and emotionless tone.
Sowon gulped hard, looking at Yerin and the five girls who seem oblivious of her change. "Yeah?" She asked, trying to act nonchalant. The younger girl didn't even bother to look back at her and said, "I need you to call the studio and see if they need help. Also, call Eunseo and tell her to arrange the meeting with Fantagio-- wait, tell her that we're not going to sign their contract. At least, until this project's done, I want the report about it later." She commanded, and Sowon can only bite off a sigh, well, seems like the soft DdinB is only for a short while.
"Yes, Ma'am." Sowon took one final look at Yerin then left. 'Now, what happened?'
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SinB sighs for the nth time as she fixed her belongings. After their lunch break, Yerin left the practice room for some other business, possibly to keep herself from interfering, and SinB is both relieve and disappointed at the same time. Relieve, since her pathetic heart can stop from beating frantically and taking over her thoughts and do something embarrassing; disappointed since she can't show off her dance skills to Yerin,
Yeah, at this point, SinB is far more convinced of her heart's capabilities to blind her judgment and showing off is one in the list.
SinB rummaged through her bag for her phone, only to find an energy bar she always brings along in case she had to skip a meal. And that bar is enough to divert her thoughts back to Yerin. "Can't I have nothing that'll remind me of her??" She sighs, putting it in her jacket's pocket then heads off. Now, she only needs to find Sowon then go to the daycare.
'Right... the daycare. At least, today's not that bad.' She thought, smiling as she's reminded of Hyun.
SinB puts on her cap as she waited, sitting on one of the sofas available in the lobby. While waiting, who caught her eye was the very same brunette who kept on lingering in her thoughts, making her do things that she's not used to. That very same person who made her feel things that felt so foreign, and new.
SinB held her chest, that loud thumping of her heart is echoing again, and before she can even comprehend the situation, she's al
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