Have you ever felt anxious? Like just going out there in the open and overthink people will be looking at you and see past through you and then judge you?

Ever felt like you need to be flawless cause if they see your flaw it will automatically reflect on the people you care for and drag them in to it? No matter how much you think it, you just can't cause you'll be dragging your family members name too? Being asian, you know how it means to uphold ones family name.

It was supposed to be just another normal day. Jiyong giving me a ride, my friends waiting for me by the stairs or I wait for them, clock in, take calls, have a break, doze off and back to taking calls.

As usual people were just passing by to their stations once they're back from lunch but now they take a glimpse at me then shake her heads or mutter something like it couldn't be.

Once it was my time to take a lunch along with our team, I learned why I was been given curious glances.

"Holy this is you!" Bom whisper yelled and we quickly looked around.

It was all over the news portals and social medias. In bold letters [BREAKING: BIGBANG'S G-DRAGON HAS A NON-SHOWBIZ GIRLFRIEND?] along with photos attached to it.

"The picture's not clear but holy cow the trending topics are all about you guys." I looked at my phone and there were many missed calls from jiyong.

"Can we not talk about this here?" I hissed.

"What are you doing?" Minzy asked as she saw me typing on my phone

"I'm gonna tell him not to pick me up." I gasped when chaerin snatched my phone away

"And be more obvious? Sure, we can tell from the blurry picture it's you dee but other than that, no one really knows. You were pretty dressed up here too and well, this isn'thow you dress yourself so there's that." It was a picture of me and jiyong outside their rest house. I was poking on his cheek as he pouted cutely at me. I was teasing him. I gasped when I realize his car!

"But his car!" I panicked and bom snorted

"Dee. How many cars you think he has?"

"Two?" Three of them shook their heads at me.

"Try multiplying that to five." My eyes widened

"Ten?!"

"Of what is told to the public. Who knows how many more he has."

"Just chill. You're going to bring atten