"You've told all the girls you dated that, haven't you?" Jiyong and I are currently laying down the bed, our heads upside down beside each other and he told me the most ridiculous thing.

"I swear! You're my first and last. I didn't really have time for relationships before. All I wanted to do was music and when the time came, we were forbidden to date and then when we're allowed, the public isn't exactly accepting."

"How can you say I'm last? You could have seconds or third" I rolled my eyes. He propped up his elbow and stared at me.

"I know one thing. I'll only lose you if you let go."

"What if you made the reason for me to let go?" I asked, staring back at him.

"That would be stupid and I won't accept reasons such as for my career."

"But you said so yourself. The public isn't as accepting. How will they accept us? How will they accept me?"

"If I cared so much about that, why would I risk having you? Translation: I don't give a dee."

"But—"

"I've been surrounded by pretty and y ladies, ladies from prominent families and but none of them made me want to risk it all. And then you came. I am completely taken by you so please, I know it is hard for you but trust me when I say it's as hard for me too, so let's fight for this together and we can make it through." I sighed, sitting up.

"Hey." He hugged me from behind and rubbed my arm.

"I know what you're overthinking about. Please stop thinking of me as an idol." I let go and faced him

"It can't be helped ji." I frowned.

"I know. But can toubatleast stop worrying about my career. The boys are aware, heck, my company is aware! I'm prepared. Besides, I'd be damn proud to parade you." He grinned, cupping my face.

"No. We can't do that. I shudder to think what my name or family name can drag yours into." He rolled his eyes and hugged me

"I'm prepared for your father too if that's what you're thinking." Tears pooled my eyes. I just can't help

"Hey, hey, what's wrong."

"I love you." He froze.

"I just love you so much that I don't want to it up." I sobbed and he hugged me tightly.

"I love you more that I don't mind if you up. As long it's with me." I laughed and slapped his sh