The previous version of you
INFATUATIONJessica starred at crowd in front of her, confused. She didn’t know what happen that all the students were laughing, looking at the wall magazine until suddenly all of them looking at her. They all were laughing at her. Quickly, she breakthrough the crowd to check what happened. It was a love letter glued on it. She knew it so much. It was the same letter she wrote wholeheartedly for a person she loved the most. With all of courage, she tried to spill out all of her feelings toward that person and gave it personally, privately. Now, the letter was there that everybody could easily read it.
She felt everything slowly turning dark and found it hard to breath. In the middle of the crowd, yelling and laughing at her as they revealed that she wrote a love letter to her bestfriend, her dynamite duo pairing, Choi Sooyoung. She couldn’t hold the tears nothing more and quickly grabbed the letter and run away from that place, went to the loved one.
“Choi Sooyoung!!! How could you do this to me?” She panted and looked angry and tormented, all at once. Later she showed the letter in her hand, her first love letter and it was meant for Sooyoung. “I found it on the wall magazine. Everyone’s laughing at me. How could you be so cruel like this?”
Sooyoung looked at her, silent and cold as usual. She took the letter from Jessica and read it silently.
“I did read it. I don’t know why it’s on the wall. I don’t even care.”
“You… Don’t… Care?” Jessica was surprised to hear that.
“I don’t.”
“Did you mean to kill me with this or what?”
“We’re good friends, Sica but you did this.”
“Are you blaming me for falling in love with you?”
“You can not fall in love with me. I’m a girl. You’re a girl.”
“If you don’t love me back, you can just tell me the truth. You don’t have to humiliate me like this, Soo.”
“I don’t know who posted it on the wall. I don’t even care if people know about it. Just don't overreact!”
"I deserve a better treatment than this, Soo..."
"Sica..."
"I'm sorry that I fall in love with you, Soo... And for being overreacted. I'm sorry for everything."
The tears fell down again and Jessica drowned on her own kind of sadness. What Sooyoung said to her was actually worse than knowing the fact everyone laughed and yelled at her. She felt helpless. She took back the letter and walked out from Sooyoung. Her eyes showed a great pain in it. She felt running but feeling her foots broken and
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