Since it's my first fanfic on asianfanfics, I'm still a bit confused with everything on here so please don't judge if I make some mistakes in the progress. Even if I've already had this acc for like a year, I still can't get the hang of how everything works haha.

 I really wanted to post this story here but there are some things that I would like to get out of the way right away.

1. I DO NOT mean to romanticize mental illnesses. It is a serious issue that many people face and have to go through. Romanticizing it is a terrible thing to do and I've seen many fanfics that do so and wouldn't want to be a part of them.

2. The plot is completely made up and does not apply to boys in real life. I don't believe that they suffer from such mental illnesses and I do not wish it upon them either.

3. There will be mentions of dealing with depression, suicide, abuse, and degradation so if you are sensitive to any of those, I recommend you click off.

4. If you are suffering from any sort of mental illness, please, seek help from somebody you trust or even professionals. Even if you are afraid, talk to somebody about it, it is necessary for the recovery and will be beneficial in the end.

If you ever need to talk to somebody, my messages are always open.

This story will consist of two main ships - Chanbaek and Kaisoo. Both ships I love and treasure greatly and it hurts me to put them in such a universe. However, I'll try to bring the best experience for you and try not to cry too much :')

Please stay safe and enjoy! Thank you for choosing this story!