DOUBLE UPDATE!!!

 

19. Our Last Moment!

 

 

Mark stared at the stars, he was scared, scared the time to come, where Jinyoung can see again and find out that he was Ben and Ben was him

 

 

“Ben?........” Mark out of his thought and back to reality when he heard Jinyoung asking for him

 

 

“Yes?” Mark pulled out his phone and typed after going inside finding the younger near the stairs

 

 

“Where is JB?” Jinyoung asked when he didn’t hear any other footstep other than Mark’s

 

 

“He went back home already…….” Mark typed on his phone and answered, Jinyoung just nodded his head for knowing

 

 

“I’m hungry, let’s make something to eat……” Jinyoung said to the elder

 

 

“Ok…...” Mark quickly typed and intertwined their hands to lead the younger to the kitchen island

 

 

Mark was first scared that the younger would push his hand away, but to his surprise, Jinyoung accepted and held the elder’s hand to be leaded to the kitchen

 

 

Jinyoung has an open kitchen in the living room so he sat at the kitchen island while Mark making some food

 

 

“I will make some sashimi and salads, and we can have meat for dinner. Are you okay with that?” Mark typed and asked the younger, it’s only lunch time so he thought of making something simple

 

 

“Sure……” Jinyoung said and heard the elder starts to make their lunch

 

 

Their lunch was ready pretty fast, it wasn’t many things to make, the sashimi was already sliced from the supermarket. So, all Mark needed to make was some wasabi and salads.

 

 

“It’s ready……” Mark’s phone read and Jinyoung heard the elder placing the food on the kitchen island

 

 

“Aaahhh…….” Jinyoung said and opened his mouth for Mark to feed him

 

 

“Cute……” Mark thought and chuckled before feeding the younger some sashimi

 

 

“Aaahhh…….” Jinyoung said again and Mark feed the younger again

 

 

“Do you want some salads?” Mark typed to ask the younger, but Jinyoung quickly shook his head

 

 

“No, only sashimi…...” Jinyoung said like a kid who only wants to eat his favourite food and not vegetables.

 

 

The younger opens his mouth again to be feed with sashimi. Jinyoung was fast with the sashimi and it made Mark busy with feeding the younger and not have time to eat himself

 

 

“Aaahhh……” Jinyoung said again with the mouth open, but the elder put down the chopstick

 

 

“Yah, you eat so fast and there’s not much sashimi left for me, I haven’t eaten yet……...” Mark complains like a kid as well

 

 

After hearing the elder’s complain, Jinyoung made a pout like a kid who is not happy for being scolded by their parents

 

 

“Fine, here…...” Mark let out a sigh and typed, he just couldn’t win over the younger’s pout, it has always been Mark weakness. Every time he saw the younger pout, he would let Jinyoung have everything he wants

 

 

Jinyoung smiled happily and opens his mouth to be feed by the elder and it made Mark let out a chuckle before feeding Jinyoung. The younger heard the elder chuckle and made his hand in front of him, try to find the sashimi

 

 

“What are you doing, I will feed you……” Mark asked when he saw Jinyoung trying to find the sashimi

 

 

Jinyoung didn’t say anything, just continued finding the food, and when he found the sashimi, a big smile landed at his face. He then found the wasabi with soy sauce and dip the sashimi inside with his hand. Mark thought the younger would put the sashimi in his own mouth, but Jinyoung moved the dripping sashimi towards the elder and used his other hand to find Mark’s mouth

 

 

“Aaahhh……” Jinyoung said and put the sashimi inside the elder’s mouth. Mark was surprised, but quickly accepted the sashimi feed by Jinyoung

 

 

But since Jinyoung didn’t see anything, he had put too much wasabi for Mark’s liking and made the elder coughing of the spiciness

 

 

“Hahaha…….” Jinyoung laughed hard when he heard the Mark coughing because of the wasabi

 

 

“Too much wasabi and there is soy sauce all over my white t-shirt know……...” Mark drank some water and use his phone to complain when he saw the younger laughing at him

 

 

“Didn’t you said that you didn’t get to eat because of me, I just feed you since you complained, but I think it was the karma for complaining……...” Jinyoung said and laughed again, it made the elder pout this time, but Jinyoung couldn’t see it

 

 

“Should I say thank you for feeding me then?” Mark typed in his phone to ask and rolled his eyes

 

 

“I would gladly accept your thanks, you’re always welcome…….” Jinyoung said with a big smile and the younger’s smile made the elder smile as well

 

 

Mark cleaned up after their lunch and Jinyoung waited for the elder the whole time near the kitchen island, like a lost puppy waiting for his owner to get him

 

 

“What do you want to do?” Mark asked with his phone

 

 

“What about a movie night?” Jinyoung suggested, it made the elder look at the younger weird

 

 

“I can’t see, but I can still hear the movie and you can tell me what’s happening……” Jinyoung said after the elder didn’t reply him

 

 

“Well……ok, what do you want to watch?” Mark nodded his head and asked the younger with his phone

 

 

“I have a lot of movies in my room, you can go choose, I’m okay with everything……” Jinyoung said and Mark helped the younger to the couch before getting a movie

 

 

Mark made some popcorn and he choose a comedy since it would be more fun for Jinyoung to listen to. The elder sat beside the younger and Jinyoung would ask Mark from time to time what’s going on in the movie and Mark will explain with his phone

 

 

Mark focusing on the movie and suddenly felt something heavy on his shoulder, he slowly turned his head and saw Jinyoung sleeping soundly. Mark slowly intertwined their hands and lean his head on the younger’s

 

 

“Jinyoung, I really wish that we can go back in time……me being your boyfriend, us as a couple……. watching movie together like now, cuddle together……. I’m sorry…… I really miss you Jinyoungie……” Mark muttered and kissed the younger’s head

 

 

The movie ended hours ago and Jinyoung stirred from his sleep, Mark quickly let go of the younger’s hand and turned his head away

 

 

“Did I fell asleep?” Jinyoung sit up from his position and asked the elder

 

 

“Yeah……” Mark typed, looking at the younger lovely

 

 

“I’m hungry again is it dinner time?” Jinyoung asked like a kid and made the elder smile

 

 

“Wait here and I will go make our dinner……” Mark typed and Jinyoung just nodded his head

 

 

Mark made the meat and rice before he went to get the younger. He helped the younger to have a seat at the kitchen island and then sat beside Jinyoung. Mark feed the younger, but this time Jinyoung ate slowly and didn’t asked for more eagerly like earlier. He gave time for Mark to eat

 

 

“Ben? Do you have siblings?” Jinyoung asked and waited for Mark to answer

 

 

“Yeah, I have to sisters and a brother, but they aren’t here in Korea…….” Mark answered honestly with his phone, he didn’t see the point of lying. Jinyoung didn’t know much about his family anyway

 

 

Jinyoung nodded his head for understanding and started to eat the mead Mark feeding him. After dinner, Mark had helped the younger back to his room, and he went to clean up after them. Mark couldn’t sleep that night, he’s worried. Of course, he would be happy for Jinyoung to see again, but he’s scared that Jinyoung would push him away again. Mark let out a big sigh and covers his eyes with his left arm. The more he wants to sleep, the more he thinks about the time he has left with Jinyoung

 

 

“What should I do to make you forgive and be mine again…….” Mark muttered and turned to lie on the side

 

 

Mark pulled out Jinyoung’s book that lay under his pillow, he stared at it and tears started to fall. After not knowing how many hours, Mark sit ups and put Jinyoung’s book back under his pillow and stands up. The elder slowly and quietly went to the younger’s room, he opens the door and stares at the younger who’s sleeping soundly. The light was on since Mark didn’t turn it off and Jinyoung didn’t feel any different. Mark went to the younger and bent down to sit on the floor beside Jinyoung’s bed.

 

 

“Why are you so beautiful when you’re sleeping?” Mark muttered and stared at the younger sleeping

 

 

“Will you forgive when you see me again?” Mark asked and moves the younger’s bangs that covered his bandage over his eyes

 

 

“I miss you Jinyoungie….and I really love you……” Mark said, and tears started to fall again

 

 

Mark moves up and kissed Jinyoung’s lips and tears fell on the younger’s face. Mark stared at the younger and held Jinyoung’s hand, he doesn’t want to let go.

 

 

“I won’t give up……. you will give me one more chance, right?” Mark muttered before standing up and back to his own room.