Triple update, starts from chapter 13!!!! Sorry for the long wait, I needed time to work on my bachelor, I have just graduated and now updating

15. Poem!

Mark pulled out one of the books that are filled with poems. He was never interested in history and novels would be too long or too complicated for him to understand. So, the elder choose the book with poems. Mark browsed through the book and stopped at the page with a sticky note

My love for you!

I love you with my heart.

I love you with my soul.

I know you don't believe in me,

but trust me, for I know.

My love is deep,

my love is true,

and it will never fade.

So, tell me now

and tell me true

DO YOU LOVE ME TOO?

Jinyoung had marked the last question, ‘Do you love me too’ and even wrote something under the poem

Do you feel force when I asked you to be my boyfriend? But I really like you…...

I fell in love with you Mark hyung, it’s true even we only met for a short time, but deep inside me, I loves you

Do you love me too? I really want to hear you say that you love me…...

Mark read those notes from Jinyoung and a smile landed on his face, Jinyoung loves him.

“I do, I do loves you too Jinyoungie…...” Mark muttered and quickly found a pen and wrote something

I loves you too, I really do Jinyoung, my Jinyoungie…...

Mark wrote and browsed to the next page with another sticky note

You are my sunshine!

You brought me sunshine

when I only saw rain.

You brought me laughter

when I only felt pain.

Jinyoung marked the word sunshine, rain, laughter and pain. He had written something under this poem as well

This poem made me feel like a true story, because that exactly how I feel, just like the poem…...

I closed my heart, it hurts, it was pain…...but then you came and brought me laughter, you made me feel less pain. You’re just like a sunshine, bringing me happiness when I was in the darkness with the tears pouring down just like the rain…… I really hope you would stay by my side forever my sunshine…. I love you Mark hyung, my Markie……

Mark felt hurt of knowing that Jinyoung had been in pain before, but then chuckled of the nicknames Jinyoung had gave him

I don’t know what had happened before that made you in pain, what you had go through, but I promise you that I will always stay by your side and make you happy and had the feeling of being loved…...

Mark wrote under Jinyoung note and continued to browse the book

Let Go

What do I do,

When I'm still in love with you?

You walked away,

Cause you didn't want to stay.

You broke my heart, you tore me apart.

Every day I wait for you,

Telling myself our love was true.

But when you don't show, more tears start to flow.

That's when I know

I have to let go.

You don’t love me, you betrayed me….just like the others…...it hurts…...the pain you’re giving me, it hurts……

Telling myself that our love was true…… was it true? Or just fake like …...why? why you have to betray me? It hurts…….

You love him? I will let you go…….

Mark reads every word that was written by Jinyoung and the tears keep running down and Mark couldn’t control his emotion anymore. Mark pulled out the pen and slowly wrote down

I’m sorry that I hurt you Jinyoungie, I’m sorry for making you in pain…...trust me, I didn’t want to betray you…...I’m sorry, I love you, my Jinyoungie

I will never ever betray you again, I will from now on tell you everything, if you could just give me one more chance….

I love you and my love towards you won’t stop, I will always stay by your side no matter what…...

“I’m sorry Jinyoung……” Mark muttered after had write on the book

“Is it you Ben?” Jinyoung’s voice shocked Mark

The last chapter is a bit short, but the next chapter will be longer again, I will update next week ^^